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Not even a little bit. Not even at all. by Stardust_and_Moonshine
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Mar 2026
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What if Shane doesn't get hurt on the ice and Ilya breaks up with him?
Shane never gets to ask Ilya to come to his cottage.
He is spiralling and makes some bad decisions.
Ilya gets a call from the hospital.Series
- Part 1 of Hurt your feelings
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16 Jun 2026
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Please, don't make me leave. by cowboyoftheconeyisland
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander sends the "We didn't even kiss." text, it is not a mistake.
He meant it, he meant what he said and he meant what he said after.
If Ilya Rozanov is to fucking care free to even kiss him, there is no point of keep doing what they do.
He needs to end this.
Ilya can't let that happen, he can't lose Shane.
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16 Jun 2026
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why can't you come stitch me up? by raniza
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Jun 2026
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What did he think was going to happen?
Of course Ilya wasn't going to choose him.
And now, he stood in their kitchen like a stranger, having to pretend be okay with the fact that Ilya went out and hooked up with Svetlana on a night meant to celebrate hockey's greatest. A party he wasn't even invited to as a captain himself.
What a fucking joke.
He spent the entire day coming up with meticulous loopholes and justifications for something that was actually quite simple—nobody remembered. Shane was wholeheartedly forgotten and he was too proud, or maybe dense, to figure it out himself.
Or, the one where Ilya forgets Shane’s birthday. Coping ensues.
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- Part 5 of raniza’s hollanov au’s!
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16 Jun 2026
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Crawling back to you. by yourethemoon
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jun 2026
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I want to wake up to you tomorrow. If you don’t want that, that’s okay, but give me my agency, Ilya. Believe me when I say I want you or let me try to pick up the pieces without you.
Five months ago, Ilya walked out of Shane’s life and their marriage. Shane has been trying to pick up the pieces. A late night phone call could either unravel everything or be the start of a new beginning.
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16 Jun 2026
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I Dreamed a Little Dream (of You) by Reiven
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jun 2026
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(Post-tuna melt) After his talk with Rose, Shane's only goal is to confess his true feelings to Ilya in an effort to win him back. But before he gets the chance to, his heart stops on the ice after a bad hit during a game.
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“I love you,” he said into the stillness. “I love you so much and I don’t know what to do with that.” He said the last part in Russian because he couldn’t find the words to express it in English, not that it even made a difference. Shane would never hear it. Ilya would never tell him.
At the end of the day, Shane wasn’t his to lose.
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08 Jun 2026