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“There’s no way you want me as much as I want you.”
Eddie scoffs. “Try me.”
“I want to, like, hold onto your ankles and never let go.”
Without missing a beat, Eddie offers: “I want to handcuff myself to you so that you can never go anywhere without me.”
Or, Buck worries about wanting too much. Eddie literally and metaphorically scoffs in his face.
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01 Jul 2026
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What is a person if not their memories?
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27 Jun 2026
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“...My husband here is always talking about coming to this restaurant.” Buck holds his breath while waiting for Eddie’s response.
Eddie blushes immediately, “Yeah, I just love the food…” he says, nodding. Buck’s heart skips. He thinks Eddie will leave it at that, but he adds to the lie, “See, we’re celebrating our wedding anniversary tonight.”
(Or, Buck and Eddie keep referring to each other as husbands, it’s undoubtedly nice… They’re not together, no. It’s a best friend thing.)
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27 Jun 2026
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"Can I try something?"
"Yeah, sure, g-go ahead, man." Buck cringes, and even that is adorable.
"Close your eyes."
"E-Eddie," Buck croaks helplessly.
"I'm not gonna bite, Buckley. Trust me?"
Buck closes his eyes. Squeezes them shut, really.
Eddie tugs his face into the curve of Buck's shoulder before he can lose the nerve, Buck's pulse fluttering wildly against the tip of Eddie's nose.
Buck is struggling after the events in New Mexico. Eddie decides to move in with him about it.
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27 Jun 2026
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He fans the pages out in front of him. There seem to be a lot of them for a field trip, but—
‘ADOPTION REQUEST’ and ‘ADOPTION AGREEMENT’ are written at the tops of the pages.
Buck looks at Chris, then at Eddie. The two of them are wearing matching smiles, both bright and warm and loving.
Chris asks Buck to adopt him on Father's Day.
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21 Jun 2026
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“I can’t keep doing this, Eddie. Your sweatpants are in my dresser. You buy the right spices at the farmer’s market for my recipes. You wear the monstrosities I knit for you. You hold my kid’s hand when we’re crossing the street.”
Eddie’s lips are at the hinge of his jaw, like he’s testing the waters. It makes Buck brave enough to bring a numb hand up to one of the belt loops on Eddie’s darkwash jeans, thumbing there restlessly—sliding the tips of his fingers under the hem of his obsidian button-down. The skin-to-skin contact is all at once relieving.
“I think we’ve both known what we are for a while now,” Buck goads, hushed; tilting to arch his neck back against the wall, granting Eddie unlimited access, praying he takes the explicit invitation. “You’re my best friend. But this isn’t sustainable.”
or: Buck's sick of pretending.
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20 Jun 2026
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In a moment of weakness, distracted by the look in Eddie’s eyes Buck stuttered “I love you.”
He wasn’t proud of it. Buck promised he wouldn’t make things harder for Eddie. He knew that there was nothing he could say that would make him stay, he wouldn’t want that either anyway. As much as Buck wants to be selfish and ask Eddie to stay with him, he never could, he’d never do that to Eddie and Chris.
But he does love Eddie. Buck loves Eddie so much that he’d let him leave because that’s what you're supposed to do when you love somebody. You let them leave when they have to, even if it kills you.
Eddie’s lips curled at Buck’s words. If Buck wasn’t mistaken, he could see Eddie’s eyes well up as well. “You too,” he whispered.
He patted his hand on Buck’s shoulder for the last time before removing it, forever. Buck felt a sense of loneliness creeping over him at the loss of Eddie’s final touch. Eddie looked up at him one last time, matching tears in both of their eyes before stepping back—stepping away forevermore.
OR: When Eddie moves to El Paso, he stops answering Buck’s calls. It causes Buck to lose his mind just a bit.
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20 Jun 2026
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"Eddie?" Buck answered, a faint, subconscious smile coming at Eddies answering giggle.
"Buck!" Eddie cheered, in his usual way of nearly booming Buck's name. Buck didnt know why he always seemed to do that, but Buck honestly didnt care. He liked it.
"You having fun Eds?" Buck said amused and Eddie hummed, a clatter sounding and quiet, muffled cursing before it suddenly came clear again.
"Did you drop me Eddie?" Buck asked with a laugh and Eddie gasped. "No! I'd never drop you, hold you forever," Eddie sighed and Buck flushed, reminding himself Eddie was drunk and didnt mean it like that.
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Eddie let loose a little extra during his bi weekly wine session with Hen, Karen and Maddie. This also lets his filter loose.
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19 Jun 2026
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Eddie supports Buck in the aftermath of Connor and Kameron’s crash. Buck learns what home really feels like.
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- Part 1 of You Don’t Find It; You Make It
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16 Jun 2026
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Buck loves the aquarium. Eddie loves Buck. Chris and Theo know both of those things long before Buck does. A day at the aquarium seems like a good way start to a love story.
Or, the one with the sea otters.
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- Part 3 of Theo Tales
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16 Jun 2026
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“My dick is gone,” Eddie says, hushed but frantic.
Buck splutters, wide unblinking eyes still glued to Eddie’s crotch, eyebrows knit together harshly and dragging high on his forehead. Eddie would laugh at his ridiculous face if he didn’t feel like he was going to throw up. “It’s not gone, you have a—”
“Don’t say it,” Eddie warns weakly.
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Eddie wakes up with the wrong equipment. Buck is actually pretty normal about it, until he isn't.Series
- Part 1 of slip 'n slide
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12 Jun 2026
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Eddie's talking about Marisol, about how he should have seen it coming, about how he's tired of trying to make things work that aren't meant to work. Buck is listening, mostly, but he's also watching the way Eddie's throat moves when he swallows, the way his fingers drum restlessly against the table.
"What about you?" Eddie asks suddenly. "How's Tommy?"
Buck blinks.
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or; Kim situation never happened, Eddie and Marisol break up. Buck and Eddie get a bit too drunk.
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11 Jun 2026
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"That is. Okay. Where do I start." Pushing off the counter — hands need to be free for this. "Number one. That is not how being secure in your sexuality works. Number two. That is the opposite of how it works. Number three. Most straight men who are secure in their sexuality do not, as a method of confirming this, seek out gay sex. That is— Eddie, that is gay. The thing you are describing is gay. The act of doing it is gay. There is no version of this where you end up more straight at the other end."
Eddie scoffs. "You don't know that."
"I do know that."
"You don't."
"Eddie, I am bi. I have personally conducted this experiment. The results are in."
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Eddie asks Buck to fuck him to prove he's straight. Things go about as well as you'd think.Series
- Part 1 of veni, vidi, vici
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11 Jun 2026
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It’s almost like — like Buck’s holding a possible thing in his hands, fragile and fledgling, born too early. It’s not the first time he’s felt this way, with Eddie. It’s happened before, mostly in kitchens.
“Did that guy tell you the name of the suite he put us in?”
The corner of Eddie’s mouth lifts. There, Buck supposes, is his answer.
“Yeah. Honeymooners, huh? Should we tell him about our disaster of a trip?”
His stomach lurches. God. Eddie’s taking this in stride; Buck should be thankful for it. Instead, he’s afraid he’ll be sick all over their shoes.
or: a pining buck has to navigate the Emotional Saw Trap that is the road trip back from new mexico. eddie, quite literally, comes along for the ride.
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11 Jun 2026
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the plant on the windowsill (and other things that grow) by avidreader0202
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
09 Jun 2026
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Buck knows Theo loves Eddie. What he tries very hard not to think about is how much he loves Eddie too.
A bedtime crisis, a late-night visit to the 118, and one unexpectedly domestic morning later, Buck finds himself running out of reasons not to say the things he’s been keeping to himself for years.
Or, the one where Theo gets his goodnight, and Buck gets everything he’s always wanted.
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- Part 2 of Theo Tales
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10 Jun 2026
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“He—He had a nightmare,” Buck says. Eddie can tell he’s tugging at his hair. “He was asleep for barely an hour, and now he won’t stop crying. The thunder scares him.”
Before Eddie can ever answer, Theo’s cries interrupt him. His voice wails out a sad, “EDDIE!”
Eddie pauses. “Did he just say my name?”
On the other line, Buck’s breath hitches. Eddie pulls the comforter off himself, already springing into action to find his shoes and car keys.
Still, Buck doesn’t reply. Theo’s sobs are even more earsplitting through the phone. “I want EDDIE!”
“He’s—” Buck sucks in a breath. “He’s asking for you.”
OR: Theo can’t sleep because of the storm. Buck calls Eddie and Christopher for their help.
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10 Jun 2026
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"Are you married?”
Christopher coughed so hard he nearly dropped his phone.
Buck choked on nothing.
Eddie said, “No.”
Theo turned to Buck. “Why?”
Buck’s mouth opened.
Eddie got there first. “Because you have to ask someone before you marry them.”
Theo considered this.
Then he looked at Buck. “Did you ask?”
“No,” Buck said quickly.
Theo looked at Eddie. “Did you ask?”
“No.”
“Why?”
Christopher whispered, “Great question.”
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06 Jun 2026
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“Hey, Diaz? Take it from someone who’s been there — it’s not as scary as you think it’ll be.”
Eddie frowns. He glances at Buck, as if Buck has any idea what Tommy is talking about. “What’s not?”
“I like to think I’m uniquely positioned to say it’s worth it.”
Or, Buck is not in love with his best friend, and Eddie is super straight. For sure. Definitely.
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03 Jun 2026
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During Buck's travels, he decides to do an Ancestry DNA test.
Post-lawsuit, that decision comes back to haunt him.
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03 Jun 2026
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Eddie roves his eyes over Buck's form. The paleness of his skin, the starkness of his veins under. The way Buck's clothes are starting to hang a little loose on him, the way he never changes where anyone can see him anymore.
Buck just sighs and looks away, breathing measured. It makes Eddie all the more certain that he’s doing the right thing; if Buck really was okay, he would have had the energy to fight back.
It breaks something in Eddie. Almost as quickly as it rose, his anger burns away, leaving behind only pain and fear. He can't lose Buck. He can't.
Buck would do anything to protect Eddie. Even if it means keeping the truth hidden — right to an early grave.
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30 May 2026