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    I, Ilya Rozanov, being of sound mind and body, do hereby leave my best friend and my oldest friend to each other. What they do about it is not my problem.

    Is their problem.

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    06 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 51

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    Saying no to Ilya Rozanov has never been one of Shane's strengths. And Ilya wants to collect as many of Shane's firsts as he can get his hands on. In return, he offers one of his own; one Shane never expected to be offered.

    A confession years overdue and the fumbling, stoned, cringey, ridiculous fallout of it: questionable decisions, giggle fits that derail the plan at the worst possible moments, a change or two of heart, and one unexpected discovery about exactly what makes Ilya Rozanov whimper -- which Ilya absolutely will never, ever admit to.

    Two idiots in love, finding there are always more firsts to be had.

    TL;DR: Shane does weed for the first time. Ilya wants to try bottoming. They figure some things out. (Featuring: derailed sex, a prostate wand tutorial, and an unexpected toe-related discovery.) Prostate orgasms galore for all.

     

    A quick note: the foot stuff is very minimal, and is more of a comedic beat than fetish content. But I didn't want to NOT tag it. If that's not your thing, it's brief and skimmable.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    🌹"No questions. No feelings. Just because we want to."🌹

    Shane Hollander is a PhD student who knows how to stay invisible.
    Ilya Rozanov is Montreal’s most arrogant hockey star—brilliant, reckless, and incapable of following rules he didn't make himself.

    It should be easy to walk away.

    Instead, it becomes something quiet and hidden—late nights, closed doors, and a version of Ilya no one else gets to see. Shane carries his secrets inked beneath the roses winding across his skin, a constant reminder that some things survive only as long as they remain sub rosa.

    Ilya doesn’t do feelings.
    Shane was never meant for something like this.

    But he stays. And he falls anyway, caught between stolen moments and borrowed time.

    And when it finally falls apart, Ilya might realize too late what it means when there’s nothing left to hold onto—and that this time, love might not be enough to bring Shane back.

    (fake dating • secrecy • loving someone who was never going to choose you • happy ending, I promise 💔➡️❤️ • 🔥🔥🔥)

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    06 Jul 2026

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    06 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 12

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    A storm knocks out the power right after Ilya refuses to race Shane home, leaving a very grumpy Shane Hollander-Rozanov stewing in the dark. What starts as a simple candlelit dinner turns into an evening of heartfelt confessions about their messy, secret beginning — the suit, the silence, the fear, the freckles, and everything in between. Sometimes the best way to ride out a storm is finally talking about the ones you survived together.

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    05 Jul 2026