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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    He doesn’t know what he’s doing, what brought him here, what made them end up alone at the back of this bus in the middle of the night. It’s like his body keeps stumbling, leading him somewhere. There’s all this momentum, this speed that propels him forward before he can question it, before he can think where they might end up.

    The problem is, he likes where they’re going. He doesn’t care to slow down, to be smart about it, because he keeps fucking loving where they end up.

    He thinks, if I get to keep looking at him a bit longer, if I get to sit with our legs pressed up against each other like this, kick my foot against his, lean my head sideways to catch his eye, it’s worth it.

    He can’t think of anything better than this. Anywhere else he would rather be.

    hc of the bus scene ;)

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    24 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 32

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    Maybe that's what terrifies Naim more than anything. More than the entity that wears Ryan’s face. More than the feeling of being alone. More than the knowledge that there’s something else out there— something unbelievable and otherworldly like his mom had always told him.

    None of that terrifies Naim as much as the idea that he might want this all any way. Want Ryan with him always. Want them to never be apart. Want him not because of everything, but in spite of it.

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    Post movie ending, imagining Ryan and Naim's life together now and what comes next.

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    23 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 67

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    Naim and Ryan have escaped. What comes next?

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    23 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 94

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    “Does it ever kiss you?” Ryan asks.

    “What?”

    “It always kisses me,” Ryan whispers, squeezing his tired eyes shut, fingers curling into the fabric of Naim’s shirt, holding on tight. “It knows exactly how you kiss.”

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    23 Jun 2026

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    When Rose Landry’s texts are leaked, Shane is outed not only as gay, but as an enthusiastic and talented bottom and deepthroater. He panics over being the literal embodiment of every locker room slur but gets advice for dealing with his next team practice:

    It’s time to get cocky. It’s time to own it.

    Or: Ilya grapples with top privilege and Shane gets to embrace bottom pride in the locker room.

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    22 Jun 2026