lespanic34
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“What do you say we build snowmen today, Soph?” Callie says, earning a delighted giggle from her daughter and what's trying to be a sharp glare from her wife.
Callie, Arizona, and Sophia's first snow together in New York!
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TW! -- depictions of self-harm. (not insanely graphic, but descriptive. Take care of yourself.)
Arizona is still in love with Calliope Torres, and she will always be in love with Calliope Torres. She will never be able to just move on, to be friends with Callie, to chat in the hallways about her recent surgery. It all hurts too much.
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“Shame settled in Callie’s stomach. She was alone in the on-call room, pulling out her phone and staring at the dark screen, trying to convince herself to stop, but it was a terrible habit, and she couldn’t stop herself”.
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”Arizona immediately knows what mood Callie must be in, the mood to hurt her. Arizona is a masochist through and through, she loves the pain, and she loves that Callie loves making it hurt. Callie undresses Arizona roughly, pulling all her clothes off carelessly in a matter of seconds”.
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“‘Do you want any help?’ Arizona says timidly.
Callie huffs and straightens up, feeling a burst of different uninvited emotions, each one as annoying to her as the last. She feels an undeniable urge to take Arizona right there over the counter, to prove she can fuck her better than Lauren Boswell can, to make her come hard, then hurt her as much as she hurts right now”.
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I love you to the moon and back, my little winter bear by svtwrn
Fandoms: Grey's Anatomy
28 Mar 2026
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“There’s no picture. She did the ultrasound. And she looked. And she looked. But there’s no picture. And no heartbeat.”
“We lost the baby?”
“We lost the baby.”
OR: what should have happened in 10x9 after Arizona’s miscarriage.
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- Part 6 of AUS
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23 Jul 2026
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She remembered waking up, her whole body hurting as if it had been… well, hit by a truck to a certain extent, yet the first thing she felt was that her baby wasn’t with her anymore…
That and Arizona’s hand, clutching hers firmly and so desperately. She felt Arizona’s hand.
Arizona.
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- Part 2 of lost & found
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03 Jul 2026
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The thing about desire is that it doesn't wait.
So of course Arizona ends up in the bathroom with the lights on, wearing Callie’s shirt, doing something she will absolutely regret the second the post-nut clarity hits.
Naturally, Callie comes home early.
they are going to hell. and they are going together.
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02 Jul 2026
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Then, suddenly, Callie is on the move. She stands from the bar and begins walking towards the bathroom. It’s a bad idea. A terrible idea. But Arizona is three drinks in and her resolve has officially sunk like a stone. So, almost automatically, she finds herself following Callie like a moth drawn to a flame. Is it weird to follow a woman you don’t know into a bathroom? Yes, probably but Arizona can’t find it in herself to care at the moment.
Or, the story of how Callie and Arizona’s relationship began and their first date :)
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02 Jul 2026
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callie and arizona loved each other enough to survive catastrophe, but not enough to erase what catastrophe did to them.
(inspired by olivia rodrigo's 'the cure'. a post-plane crash calzona two-shot.)
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02 Jul 2026