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    Shane Hollander always had a strategy. He had a strategy for winning the Cup, a strategy for managing the press, and a strategy for keeping his relationship with his rival-turned-boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov, strictly in the dark. He really was good at managing it all… Right up until the moment a medical impossibility turned into a positive pregnancy test, and the only man Shane ever loved asked him to do the one thing he couldn’t: tell the truth.

    Five years post-breakup, Shane is technically winning. He has the trophies, the privacy, and their brilliant daughter, Airi. And he is perfectly co-parenting with his ex, Ilya Rozanov. The rules are simple: minimal contact, polite text messages about their daughter, and absolutely no acknowledging about their past.

    Until Yuna Hollander decides to intervene. Suddenly, the ocean Shane put between them is gone. Shane’s new strategy is simple: survive seven days with Ilya without falling apart.

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    06 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    love it

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    “It’s not something we’ve discussed too much,” Shane admits reluctantly. “I mean, I think we talked about it once or twice, after being around Hayden’s kids. But…I was afraid…I don’t know if you want…” His sentence falters and he presses a hand to his stomach, inhaling slowly like he’s trying to soothe more nausea.

    It takes Ilya’s brain a few moments to process, to catch up, to piece together this half-filled puzzle Shane’s laying out for him.

    “We talked about having babies,” Ilya supplies, arching an eyebrow, “are you trying to say we are…having a baby?”

    Shane sucks in another slow, controlled breath. “Um, yeah. That’s what I’m trying to say.”

    “You are pregnant?”

    Wincing, the shorter man nods. “Mhm.”

     

    -or, vignettes of shane's unexpected pregnancy-

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    05 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this was silly & cute

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    30 Jun 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    28 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 64

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    Slowly, Naim pulled back the sleeve of his shirt to reveal the burn scars he had amassed over these months. Ryan moved his hand closer and closer, telegraphing his actions carefully as he watched for any sudden movements on Naim's part.

    Ryan raised the lighter against Naim's skin, pressing the open flame against his forearm.

    Or: Connected scenes from the six months after they make it out, featuring fruit tea, heart-to-hearts, and figuring out where to go next.

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    In which I take the 3 second cheek hold and push it to its (il)logical conclusion.

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    26 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 32

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    Ryan thumbs at the lock, brows furrowing. “I can’t trust you.”

    Naim regards him like he’s made a fool of himself. “I can’t trust you either,” he volleys. “I wanted to stay away because I know you don’t want to see me, but—” He turns at breakneck speed to look behind him, whimpers, and looks back at Ryan, his face having lost all of its color and gained every shred of urgency Naim can muster.

    or, ryan forgives naim; an imagining of ryan's last night in bandee, victoria.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Ryan exhales, smoke slipping past his lips. “Did it ever touch you?”

    Naim’s stomach churns. He curls towards Ryan, shifting onto his side, as Ryan’s gaze lands on him, piercing. He shakes his head.

    “Good,” Ryan says, lifting the cigarette to his mouth.

    Naim thinks of photobooth pictures, of hot blood trickling down Ryan’s neck, of flame and fear. He presses a soft kiss to Ryan’s side, over his ribs, over the soft cotton of his shirt, and inhales his scent.

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    25 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 80

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    “Nah…” Naim’s heart stops in his chest, the joint between his fingers shaking profusely as he raises it to his lips, swallowing the ball lodged in the back of his throat. He struggles to push the words out of his mouth when Ryan looks at him like that, blue eyes sparkling in the setting sunlight. The other man’s beauty is distracting. What was he talking about?

    “Nothing.”

    (The full scene from Leviticus (2026) because the original is way, way too short.)

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    25 Jun 2026

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    24 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 22

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    Ryan is pretty sure the creature wearing Naim's face and throwing rocks at his window isn't his boyfriend. But Naim's voice begs so sweetly for forgiveness, rooting him to the floor anyway.

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    Ryan thinks Hunter turned them in to the Church, and deals with the truth. Atleast he's not dealing with it alone.

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    24 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 81

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    He wakes up, to the same consistent rumble of the bus, but at an entirely different angle. Ryan’s let him shift, all the way down, his head and the tops of his shoulders cradled against Ryan’s thighs, which, for the record, is so comfortable it kind of scares him. It feels like Ryan is an extension of Naim already, and when he blinks, slow and tired and a little confused, he can see the way Ryan presses his lips together, like he’s trying hard not to smile.
    It’s too bad. Naim likes it when he smiles. Naim thinks he likes most everything that Ryan does.
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    In which they make their escape, and try their fucking hardest to figure out what this means for the future

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    24 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 13

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    Ryan's tongue traced along the edges of his labia before splitting them down the middle with a broad stroke. The taste of Naim burst across his tongue, tangy in a way that made him groan against his folds.

    or, the t4t ryanaim getting off together fic

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    22 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 49

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    Maybe that's what terrifies Naim more than anything. More than the entity that wears Ryan’s face. More than the feeling of being alone. More than the knowledge that there’s something else out there— something unbelievable and otherworldly like his mom had always told him.

    None of that terrifies Naim as much as the idea that he might want this all any way. Want Ryan with him always. Want them to never be apart. Want him not because of everything, but in spite of it.

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    Post movie ending, imagining Ryan and Naim's life together now and what comes next.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    “Does it ever kiss you?” Ryan asks.

    “What?”

    “It always kisses me,” Ryan whispers, squeezing his tired eyes shut, fingers curling into the fabric of Naim’s shirt, holding on tight. “It knows exactly how you kiss.”

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    22 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 58

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    In reality, it could have been any number of people. His parents, or the neighbors, or a little girl walking her dog on by. Anyone would stop to watch two boys throwing stones at one another.

     

    Ryan kills Naim that night, too

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    21 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 91

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    Naim shuddered.

    All of the nights he had spent, replaying the kiss in the mill over and over, the feeling of Ryan’s soft lips, the haze of weed and Ryan’s hands carding through his hair, cradling his skull-

    Naim had lost count of the night he had pressed the glossy surface of the photobooth strip against his cheek as he stroked his cock, toes curling under his sheets as he panted into his pillowcase, precum dribbling around his fist as he sobbed, wanting Ryan’s touch, Ryan’s mouth on his, desperately wanting to be in the circle of Ryan’s arms again. Watching Ryan during class, how badly he wanted to follow him everywhere, to be in space, breathe in his scent-

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    Naim has a dream about something.

    Please read the tags <3

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    21 Jun 2026

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    “So, what now? We keep catching coaches from shithole to shithole?”

    A mosquito pricks Ryan’s neck and he smacks it away. He thinks about the weight of Naim’s head on his shoulder on the bus, the tinny melodies emitted by cheap earphones filling the space between them. Remembers how settled he’d felt, how uncertain yet still oddly calm, having only the vaguest idea where he was going but being sure about who he was going with. He looks at Naim. “Maybe, yeah.”

    /

    Ryan and Naim keep going.

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    20 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    mwah

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    Naim and Ryan have escaped. What comes next?

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    20 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ugh yes

  19. Public Bookmark 58

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    Chapter 1 is how I thought the lead up to the opening scene of the movie happened. Naim has just moved to town and meets Ryan for the first time.

    Chapter 2 follows Naim and Ryan in their opening scenes from the movie, from Ryan's POV.

    UPDATED - Chapter 3 follows what I thought happened to Ryan during that final night + the final scene of the movie from Ryan's POV

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    20 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 21

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    Ryan and Naim go to a hotel after they get off the bus, they’re scared, they talk, they do more than talk, and this was no beta’d so if it sucks #sorry

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    20 Jun 2026

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