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Who You Were Formed to Be by The_Raven_Constellation
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
10 May 2026
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Neil woke up as himself for the first time somewhere in San Francisco with hastily done stitches in his wrists and the knowledge it was now his job to keep them alive and moving. He was little more than one alter in a system of twenty-five shadowed by lies, dead-ends, and a bloody end that they all knew was drawing closer by the day, and in one single evening, all their mom’s hard work of keeping them alive was ruined. But Neil had to keep going. It was his job to keep them moving.
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Another All for the Game rewrite but in which everything is the same except Neil has DID, so really nothing is quite the same.
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- Part 1 of Who You Were Formed to Be
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20 Jul 2026
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Neil and Andrew have been in an established BDSM relationship for around 2 years. Now that Neil's a pro-striker and spends less time with Andrew, he has to cherish the moments they have together, without any care of what other people think about them.
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- Part 2 of That's What Subs Are Made Of
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09 Jul 2026
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09 Jul 2026
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“I Can't Give You My Soul, 'Cause We're Never Alone” by RabbitJunkie
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
19 Jul 2026
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Neil Josten hasn’t had much guidance since graduating from Palmetto State University. He got a job, he got along with his roommate and his girlfriend, and he had friends. But there was still a pit that existed deep in his stomach that he couldn’t fill, no matter how hard he tried. It takes Kevin, a special club for those participating in more…intense types of relationships, for him to understand what he truly wants Eden's Twilight opened Neil’s eyes to what he was missing in life, and what made his past attempts at romance feel so unfulfilling. But he still couldn’t have what he wanted, not yet. Not until he convinced one of the club's most respectable Doms that he was worth the risk of handling their heart.
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08 Jul 2026
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Lead Me Through the Dark by SociallyAwkwardHermit
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
18 Jul 2026
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His mum held Nathaniel down as she let the chemicals soak into his eyes.
It burned, different to how his shoulder did when father pressed the iron to it years ago. His shoulder had burnt with a searing heat that he could not escape; bright and all encompassing. Afterwards it felt like pulsing coals against his skin; a never-ending throb of burning pain that pulled and demanded his attention. Nathaniel had grown used to pain over the years. He was able to keep quiet when his father or one of his friends put their blades to his skin. Nathaniel had gotten used to preparing himself for pain whenever he saw his father or Lola in particular.
Maybe that was why the pain felt so much worse this time.
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Blind Neil au.
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05 Jul 2026