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Kaveh’s sadness almost seems to seep into the house whenever he is down.
Alternatively, Alhaitham attempts to navigate Kaveh's depression.
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A friendly debate on sex goes wrong, and suddenly Kaveh has promised to be the one to take Alhaitham's virginity.
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Kaveh can't sleep. Alhaitham helps. So what if the key to a good work-life balance is a little homoerotic action between friends?
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"Why don't you draw anything else?"
"Huh? What else would I draw?" Kaveh says.
Alhaitham looks around at the abundance of flora and fauna that surrounds them. "What else," he says, dry.
Kaveh picks up drawing again. He fills up a sketchbook with drawings of Alhaitham... and only Alhaitham.
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10 Jul 2026
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"Fine, then," he says, as the robe slips off his shoulders in a stream of silk,
"..Draw me comme l'un de tes 'hommes Fontanoises.'"
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Alhaitham lounges amid a sea of jewel toned fabrics, and he sparkles among them with the translucent brilliance of a diamond himself. Kaveh can see his mind at work within the pages, can watch his eyes light up or see the scrunch of his brow, and it is the only thing about Alhaitham he cannot seem to pin down to the sketch.
Kaveh wants to capture his lover in a portrait.
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08 Jan 2026
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If it were anyone else, Kaveh would be offended at such a blatant display of trying to make Kaveh feel inferior.
But in reality, this is what they do.
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08 Nov 2025
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Kaveh took hold of his wrist and tugged him closer, granting Al-Haitham no time to defend himself. He wore such a sly smile, no doubt gratified by the thought of being fought over. If only everyone else were as aware as Al-Haitham was of the man’s enormous ego; they would find him far less likable.
“Does thinking of another man touching me frustrate you?” Kaveh teased, weaving through Al-Haitham’s fingers and caressing his forearm. “Hate the fact that you weren’t the first?”
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18 Oct 2025
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one more night, one more time by Babenclaw for Nymphelia
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
05 Jan 2025
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His eyes remain locked on the soft curve of Kaveh’s bottom lip. When Kaveh is awake, he has this habit of biting it between his teeth. He’ll bite at it until it bleeds, bent over a design for someone who will never know the blood shed in pursuit of an ideal they will never understand.
Not like Alhaitham.
Go to bed.
Kaveh sighs in his sleep. His eyelids flutter.
Alhaitham’s room is feet away. He could walk the path in the dark.
He should go.
He doesn’t.
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Prequel to get what you want (it's never enough), though you can read them in any order and you don't need to read one to understand the other.
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- Part 2 of between me and this loss of sleep
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09 Oct 2025