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    It happens in an instant.

    Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.

    “Don’t touch me.”

    The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.

    It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.

    OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Shane is aware that he is an absolute mess, with hands trembling and shoulders shaking. His breaths are coming in short bursts, quicker than he is able to control them.

    The confession sits like an elephant between them, and yet, Ilya hasn’t moved, tracing soothing circles between Shane’s shoulder blades.

    “Sweetheart.” His husband’s voice is steady, soothing. “You need to breathe for me, okay? This isn’t good for you.”

    OR, after a night out with J.J. and Hayden, Shane wakes up, certain that he has cheated on Ilya. (Spoiler alert: he hasn’t)

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Everyone at McGill knows three things: their hockey team is the best in the country, the Rozanov family could buy half of Montreal, and Shane Hollander is completely off limits.

    So when new students start asking Shane out after winter break, Ilya Rozanov decides he needs to put a stop to it.

    Or: the horrifying realization that Ilya Rozanov might be in love with his best friend.

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    26 May 2026

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    5 times the centaurs see how completely Ilya Rozanov loves Shane Hollander
    and 1 time they love each other in private.

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    23 May 2026

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    Shane is in love with Matt. They're in love and it's fine. It's better than fine really, Shane loves just about everything about Matt and he loves all of Matt's friends. Except for the big tall Russian one that wont stop staring at him like he knows something Shane doesn't. Like he's waiting for Shane to snap. Like he's begging Shane to do something.

    And Shane won’t, obviously. Because Ilya is the type of man to reel you in and the leave you high and dry. Leave you looking for pieces of him in every new person that you meet, leave you looking for signs you didn't just make the whole thing up, like some wild fantasy that was born of monotony.

    Oh, and he fact he has a boyfriend who he loves. A lot. It isn't monotonous. Its love.

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    18 May 2026

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    “Shane Hollander’s having a big gay wedding.”
    Ilya’s ball rocketed sideways into the woods with a crack like a rifle shot; somewhere in the trees, a goose honked in outrage.
    “Jesus Christ,” Tyler said.
    “Wow,” Marly said. “That was…what the fuck was that, Roz?”
    Ilya was gripping the club so hard his knuckles had gone white. “Bad swing.”
    “That wasn’t a bad swing, that was like a physics-defying swing. I didn’t know you could make a ball go in that direction. You okay?”
    “Fine.” Hollander was getting married. Getting gay married. Who the fuck was Hollander marrying? He wasn’t even… Ilya cleared his throat, shoved his biggest club back in the bag, noted distantly that his hands were shaking. “Hollander is gay?”

    OR: Ten years after the Tampa Bay All-Star Game, Ilya Rozanov crashes Shane Hollander's wedding

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    12 May 2026

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    “I’ve just gone viral.”

    “Viral?” Ilya questions curiously, now calmer that he knows everyone he cares about is safe. “What for?”

    Shane groans as he rapidly reads through messages, comments on posts, and article links on Twitter. “For being an idiot in love with you,”

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    While out with the team, a drunk Shane lets his teammates know why he loves his husband.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    “But…” Ilya stalls out. He conjures his sun’s face: the soft curve of skin where the corner of his eye becomes the sweep of his cheekbone, the stubble that clings to the soft end of his chin, the strong and even line of his eyebrows. “Solnyshko,” Ilya says. “It means sun, yes, but… it’s like a pet name. Sunshine. Honey. I’m calling you my sun.”

    This is mortifying in English. Christ, he should never have started this conversation. He should have shaken Shane off when he had the chance. Even as Ilya thinks this, he knows he could not have done it. He cannot deny Shanyshko anything. That has always been the problem between them. What a terrifying, awesome, horrible problem to have. Ilya would like to have this problem for the rest of his life.

    -x-
    or, Ilya and Shane talk about their love, their lives.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Shane makes a list: reasons to Come Out on one side and to Stay Safe on the other. It's definitely not meant to accidentally star in the background of his mom's Instagram post for fans to find.

    But now that the world knows, maybe Shane can finally let himself have everything he's wanted.

    If only Ilya didn't go out and get engaged the next day. Which is fine! Rozanov was settling down? Shane could settle down, too. He would find himself a nice man.

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    11 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 1

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    Start or end your story with someone standing in the rain.

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    11 Aug 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 5

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    This is the missing wedding scene from the neighbours-series many of you asked for 😊
    I hope it turned out to be what you imagined it; it certainly was fun to work on 😊

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    17 May 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 19

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    Elio just moved to new york to start at Columbia University.
    His second night out, he meets a handsome stranger,
    things happen...

     

    Teacher/Student AU

     

    "Every new beginning comes from another beginnings end." - Seneca

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    17 Feb 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 70

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    The story is set between London and France during WW2. Elio is Jewish but Oliver isn’t, for plot reasons. There is an initial relationship between Oliver and a male OC, which I will keep short and sweet, and without which Oliver and Elio wouldn’t be able to meet.
    The story was inspired by Charlotte Gray, but many things have been changed for obvious reasons.
    There will be angst because we are in Nazi-occupied France and Elio is a Jew, but I guarantee that the boys will have their happy ending.

    The usual warnings apply: the characters are not mine, I don't own anything but my own reinvention of their story.

    Please do not repost my work on other platforms without my permission.

    Enjoy!!!!

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    26 Jan 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 20

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    It's New Year's Eve, and Timmy wants to keep his and Armie's holiday hookup streak alive. Unfortunately Armie has a prior engagement--but things take a turn when Armie makes a flip remark and Timmy calls his bluff--ending up in a night neither of them expected. Could this be the start of something more?

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    25 Nov 2024

  15. Public Bookmark 2

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    Write about a person who's been called to mentor someone in a special skill, but doesn't really want to.

     

    Light spoilers for the Heartstopper book/ season no.1.

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    Comments:
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    14 Nov 2024

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    Armie is a vampire in New York when he runs into a tempting young man at the coffee shop. Although “stalking” is frowned upon for modern vampires, Armie can’t resist hunting the tall guy with the dark curls.

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    Chapters:
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    24 Oct 2024

  17. Public Bookmark 7

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    Armie Hammer, FBI agent and nephew of the owners of Clover Ranch, is recovering from the death of his colleague when a dark-haired cowboy, haunted by devils of his own, joins the team...

     

    ∼ Inspired by the TV show "Yellowstone" (...without the toxic behavior of the main characters...) and the beautiful music by Ryan Bingham.

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    24 Jul 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 3

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    Untitled CMBYN AU - Chapter 1: L'usurpateur (PG)
    Untitled CMBYN AU - Chapter 2: Dinner (PG)
    Untitled CMBYN AU - Chapter 3: Daisy  (PG/R)
    Untitled CMBYN AU - Chapter 4: Hungry (R)
    Untitled CMBYN AU - Chapter 5: Midnight (R)
    Untitled CMBYN AU - Chapter 6: OZONE (PG/R)
    Untitled CMBYN AU - Chapter 7: TAKEN (R)
    Untitled CMBYN AU - Chapter 8: BERM (R)
    Untitled CMBYN AU - Chapter 9: Epilogue
    Epilogue - Part 1: Something Romantic
    Epilogue - Part 2: Past, Present and Future
    Epilogue - Part 3: Forever. Until the end of time.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
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    01 Jul 2024

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    Elio travels back to his parents' villa during the summer of 1986, arriving when Oliver and his wife are visiting the Perlmans.
    Drama ensues.

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    27 May 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 4

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    Elio travels to New England to meet Oliver, trying to understand whether they might still have a future together.

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    27 May 2024

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