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    “I thought Ilya was, like, the man here,” Hayden motioned. Something suspiciously sounding like Jackie’s voice in the back of his brain told him that wasn’t the right wording, but he was too tired and already too buzzed to care. Besides, this was Shane, he didn’t need to say the perfect thing. Shane knew what he meant.

    Scott shifted. “They are both men, Hayden” he said very formally. Hayden suddenly felt like his dad was lecturing him.

    Hayden sighed. “No, Shane, you know what I mean.”

    Shane’s brow furrowed in concentration. “Like, because I bottom?” He said, slightly embarrassed.

    Scott’s steady gaze on Hayden suddenly turned very sharp.

    “No!” Hayden started. “Well, maybe? I don’t know how that works. I just mean, like, you’re real gay and Ilya likes women, right?”

    OR 5 times Hayden realizes other people know his best friend better than him, and the 1 time Shane tells him himself.

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    13 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    as someone who has also distanced themselves from some of their childhood friends post coming out; this fic made me feel a lot of things, majorly that even though it fucking sucks to see people you loved dearly let you down, you'll always have some who will stand by you no conditions applied

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    Shane was gay. That was the entire point of this whole thing. He was a man who loved another man. And he was a man

    He was a professional athlete, nearly six feet tall, just about 200 pounds. But for every single thing about him that he felt like served to qualify him as a man, it was like Ilya had somehow turned the dial up to eleven. 

    And Shane loved it. 

    or, five times that Shane is overwhelmed by his husband's masculinity and one time that Ilya realizes he is not the man of the house. 

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    11 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    shane hollander, your ways of fixing round the house have bewitched two losers ❤️ (ilya and me)

  3. Public Bookmark 95

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    "We’ll try to join you all for the barbecue on Saturday," Hollander says. "But I think we might not be able to. If we do make it, we’ll have to leave early. Is that – I hope you don’t mind?”

    “No problem, it’s casual as always,” Bood tells him. “Any special plans?”

    “It’s our anniversary,” Hollander says.

    Hazy looks confused. “Wasn’t that earlier this month?”

    “Oh, yeah,” Hollander says. “Yes, that’s – you’re right, this is a different – um, this was the first time we, we – kissed.”

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    Five times Ilya and Shane told the Centaurs the truth about missing an event because of their anniversary, and one time they lied.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Luca: i fucked up
    Luca: i told ilya he was hot
    Luca: i showed him my fanart
    Luca: i SENT him my fanart

    G: LMAFOOOOOO
    G: literally why would you do that omg 💀

    Luca: I WAS DRUNK

    Or, 5 Times Luca almost revealed his Tumblr past and 1 time the Cens found out

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    07 Jul 2026

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    He wants to tell Rozanov to get overhimself, shut up and fuck off. In that order. What he does say is, “I—I want to, uh…to try something.”

    “Tell me,” Rozanov says, drawing back a little. His hands are back on Shane’s body and he slips his fingers under the hem of his shirt to draw his fingertips over Shane’s abs.

    Shane takes a deep breath. Here goes nothing. “I want to suck you off upside down.”

    Shane braces his palms on the counter top of the kitchen island Rozanov has trapped him against and hoists himself up, then spins and lies down on his back, shuffling a little until he feels the edge of the counter hit the back of his neck. He looks up at Rozanov towering over him like this, and the zing of arousal that zips through him is so strong it makes his skin tingle and heat pour through his veins, pooling between his legs.

    OR; Shane sees porn that he wants to try with Rozanov.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Shane, occasionally, likes to wear skirts around the house. This is mostly fine with him, but it's also a huge secret.

    During their first summer together at the cottage, Ilya goes rummaging around in the wrong drawer.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    A one shot in which Ilya Rozanov goes to church to ask his mother for forgiveness.

    Post-Shane's accident and pre-cottage. Mix of book/show canon with some artistic liberties and a sprinkle of religious guilt for spice.

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    26 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i should stop reading fics that i know will make me bawl but perhaps im a masochist for i cant stop

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    David asks Ilya to Bring Your Son to Work Day

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    26 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    david hollander, you're my hero

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    She looks at him the way you look at a dying animal. Like he's a deer she crashed her car into, drawing in his final breaths on the blood-soaked asphalt.

    He's too tired to feign surprise at seeing her. Perhaps he really did die tonight, he wonders. Maybe she's not his Mama at all, a psychopomp come to take him by the hand and guide him over to where he belongs.

    "You're here again," he whispers. He wants to reach out and touch her, but he can't bring himself to move. He slowly realizes that what keeps stilling his hand is fear. She will disappear; he knows she will.

    "You called for me," she says, and doesn't reach out either. "My sweet boy."

    Five times Ilya dreams of Irina in his darkest hours - and one time she finds him at peace.

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    24 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ["Peace looks good on you, Ilyusha."] crying at 2 am however does not look good on me

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    The rays of the April sun lazily lit Ostozhenka; the temperature was above freezing, though the Russian winter refused to let up. Stubborn.
    Ilya wondered when winter had stopped being just winter and turned into ‘Russian winter.’

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    What is it like to have no homeland?

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    24 Jun 2026

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    I am in hell, Ilya thinks. He's awkwardly hard in his cup and layers of gear. He can't focus. How the fuck is Hollander functioning like this? Is he actually so gifted at hockey that he can play at this level and still have space to let the sex demon in his brain run rampant? Is this what he's like all the time? (Now with bonus ch 2!)

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    23 Jun 2026

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    “We could’ve had everything,” Shane admitted softly.

    The confession hurt more than he expected.

    “A real relationship. A family. A future.” His eyes drifted toward the planes outside again before he exhaled slowly. “But dreams eventually end.” A small, tired smile pulled at his mouth. “And this is me waking up.”

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    21 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so so tooth achingly sweet, i didnt realise i spent like 2 something hours breezing through this

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    "Do you want to have that day you said?

    Shane stops nuzzling his sweatpants, breathes in a last time and turns around until he's face up looking at him. Ilya touches his face for a second; his freckles, the lovely cupid's bow of his lip, the tip of his nose. Shane blinks. "You're sure?"

    Ilya doesn't laugh, but it is a close thing. Is he sure? Of being fucked to death by his husband? Easiest thing he's done in his life. "Yes. You want to—what. Use me?"

    Shane breathing picks up, hitches. He tears his eyes away from Ilya's, turns again until he can easily raise Ilya's shirt to press a kiss on his stomach, into a bunch of freckles he has close to his belly button. Shane loves that place. "Yes, like—" he starts, and then stops.

    "Like what?" Ilya encourages him.

    "Like a toy."

    Ilya thinks being free use for a day will be a piece of cake. Shane is glad to prove him wrong.

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    20 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 46

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    “I am not talking to you.” Rozanov chided. Shane hated the overconfident smirk in Rozanov’s voice. He hated even more the illicit thrill that ran through his body at the sound.

    Shane gasped when Rozanov’s thumb traced his rim where it was stretched open around his thick cock. “I am talking to your hole.”

    Or

    Shane and Ilya get a little too intimate during a casual hook up.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    who are they fooling

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    Like a Record Baby (Will LaPointe): i keep thinking this is some sort of insane dream
    Like a Record Baby (Will LaPointe): but no. we got SHANE HOLLANDER.
    Like a Record Baby (Will LaPointe): because of HOMOPHOBIA!
    Sherlock Holmes (Carter Holmberg): rare homophobia win
    Shane Hollander: Well let’s not go that far.
    El Capitan (Ilya Rozanov): holmberg please refrain from being pro homophobia in the group chat or shane will report you to management

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    Or: Shane's first season on the Ottawa Centaurs, as told through a number of increasingly unhinged texts

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    15 Jun 2026

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    She watches Joe touch Shane’s arm, and Shane pausing, leaning in as Joe explains something he’s doing with his skate, pointing down at his foot and using Shane for balance as he demonstrates. Does Joe have a crush on her son? Her proud mother’s heart says How could he not? Her sweet, handsome boy. She hopes Shane would be polite about it.

    Then Joe lets go of Shane’s arm and skates off, and Shane just stands there watching him for a few moments. Her heart does an odd jump. What if Shane liked him back?

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    5 times Yuna Hollander thinks Shane might be gay, and the time she finds out he is. (Inspired by the fact that Shane's parents tell him they thought he might be gay after he comes out to them.)

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    14 Jun 2026

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    “Actually, uh—“ Shane scratched the back of his neck and dropped his gaze to the floor by Ilya’s chair. “Would you mind if I sucked you off?”

    “Would I mind?” Ilya asked. “No, I would not mind. You want my cock again that badly, Hollander?”

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    13 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    myshane and his beautifulsadheart oh my lord, someone hug him STAT

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    After Ilya's first season with the centaurs, Shane and Ilya want to spend as much time together as possible. Which leads to increasingly ridiculous conversations, one magically transformed boyfriend, and Ilya proving that there has never been a version of Shane he could not love.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    “It’s okay. I don’t need anything.” 

    “I am not going to eat in front of you while you have nothing, Hollander,” Ilya scoffs. He plucks a can of cold ginger ale from the top shelf as casually as he can manage and slides it over the island, interrupting Hollander’s fidgeting thumbs. “You must be hungry, yes? It’s been hours since you left hotel. I can make something. Easy.” 

    “Make… what?” he asks warily.  

    Ilya rolls his eyes and tosses a look over his shoulder. “Do not worry. I will find something that works for your special hockey diet,” he teases. He reaches back into the fridge. “Tuna melt okay?” 

    “No,” Hollander says primly. “And it’s a disease. Not a diet.” 

    He pulls his hands out of the cold and turns, blinks. “What?” 

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    11 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    the insistent yearning in this gnawed through my chest and ribs towards my heart and it aches, i love this

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    “What’s ‘Hollanov’?” Dykstra asked, and Luca felt his heart drop immediately but still didn’t look up, now out of an attempt at self-preservation.

    “It’s what people call Roz and Hollzy in a relationship, apparently.”

    This felt like the start to one of his stress-induced nightmares.

    “Oh yes. I know this. They tweet this all of the time,” Ilya cheerfully said. “They say very creative things, sometimes.”

    It would be a great time for the ceiling to cave in right now. That did not happen.

    or, luca haas and his digital footprint.

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    10 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    [ the swag gap is so big you needed to move to fuckass ottawa ] LMAOOO

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