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Shane and Ilya attend Jackie's birthday dinner. Before they arrive, Shane reminds Ilya to behave. What Shane doesn't realize is that some part of Ilya still remembers exactly what "behave" used to mean. When Jackie serves a homemade Russian meal, a simple dinner becomes a painful walk through memories of his mother, his father, and a childhood he'd rather forget.
Did Ruby like the Solyanka? Did she prefer something else? Did Hayden and Jackie know her favorite food? Probably. They seemed like the kind of parents who remembered things like that. Would they get angry if the twins misbehaved at the table? Would they yell? Would they slam their hands against the table? Did Hayden ever—
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23 Jun 2026
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Statistically speaking, there was a very long list on one end which Shane sat solidly at the top of. On the other end, there was a list with only one name on it.
Shane was the best of everyone Ilya had ever fucked.
Sasha was the best to ever fuck Ilya.
Shane would never have gotten two Stanley Cups if he didn’t know how to pivot and change direction when needed.
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23 Jun 2026
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Hollanov Studies by MinaLogan
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Jun 2026
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NSFW art studies of Shane and Ilya
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12 Jun 2026
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And yeah, Shane knew that Ilya hadn’t been okay last time he was in Russia, but Ilya had had the very real excuse of a funeral to blame things on. Ilya had downplayed it as much as he could, and Shane hadn’t been there, he’d heard the fatigue and he’d seen Ilya’s tired smile, but he hadn’t felt the way Ilya’s hands were cold the entire time he was there, hadn’t seen through the screen the way Ilya dropped eight pounds in three weeks, hadn’t kept time when there were twenty hours in Ilya’s day instead of something closer to sixteen. Or, on the flip side, for the week or two after, when there had been approximately ten conscious hours in a day.
It was one thing to see something. It was another to feel it in your hands.
Ilya and Shane are so, so happy for their first year married. They’re playing in Ottawa together, they’re fucking winning, they’re together and out.
So now, after a year, Ilya should be fine. He should be great. He should not be flinching at small noises or nearly punching people off the clock or feeling like he’s drowning whenever he’s not on the ice.
Or: Ilya Rozanov, meet your PTSD.
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01 Jun 2026
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The Cottage, The Cookies, and The Cigarettes by Fingers_McTypo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Jun 2026
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Ilya has been at Shane's cottage for a week when he starts to feel unwell. Shane is booked in to present an award in New York with his mother, leaving David Hollander to hold the fort.
David starts to notice something about Ilya that worries him.
A emotional little fic in three parts.
Ilya really needs a hug, and some IV medication. And then another hug.Bookmarked by lymmsweb
31 May 2026
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Based off a Tumblr post by my-2nd-account
Years into their relationship, Shane ends up wine-warm in Ilya’s lap, kissing every inch of his face he can reach and out of nowhere he brings up Vegas 2014. The penthouse. The elevator. The text Shane almost sent. Seeing his husband quiet, vulnerable, and still aching over it, Ilya stops joking for once and promises that it'll never happen again. They don't have sex, just kiss, Ilya kissing the living fuck out of Shane, making up for lost kisses.
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30 May 2026
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Shane fussed over Ilya after he got out of the lake. "You're going to freeze."
“I will not freeze." Ilya allowed Shane to wrap a towel around his shoulders. "I used to get locked outside in winter sometimes. No jacket."
“What?” The tone confused him; it was light, almost joking.
Ilya nodded, eyebrows up, like he was just mentioning a boring detail. “Sometimes with snow too.”
Shane went still, shaken by the casual way Ilya said it.
Or, the Hollanders slowly learn the reality of Ilya's upbringing.Series
- Part 5 of Amiera's Hollanov
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29 May 2026
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The Basement Tapes by Riddle
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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“We figure a lot of it is going to be old junk,” Shane admitted. “But, apparently, this is the last of Ilya’s dad’s things from the old house. So, at least there won’t be more coming after this.”
Yuna pressed an open palm to her chest sweetly. “Aww. That must be very emotional for you, Ilya.”
Her Russian son’s face flattened, and he sucked his teeth. “Not really. Just one more chore my brother is pawning off on me, really.”
“Oh come on,” she tisked. “There could be all kinds of old memories and family keepsakes in there you might want!”
“Doubt it.”
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Some old home videos from Russia arrive, and the Hollanders get to see firsthand why Ilya doesn't like to talk about his childhood.
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07 May 2026
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How come you never put the safety on? by harperose
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Apr 2026
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Ilya sees Yuna, in the bathroom with pills, and jumps to the wrong conclusion.
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07 May 2026
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No Feedback (Give It To Me) by grit_and_gospel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 May 2026
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“Colour?” Ilya asks again. The word slices through the fog.
Shane drags his eyes up. Ilya’s face is close, intent, reading him.
The first answer that rises is still green. It's there on the tip of his tongue. He can take more. He wants more. He wants to be the kind of person who can take more.
The second answer, quieter and more honest, is something else entirely.
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Shane comes to Ilya’s Ottawa lake house with three days off, exhausted from the tiring business of being Shane Hollander and desperate to stop thinking.
Ilya is extremely happy to oblige. The plan is simple: rough sex, marks that will fade before anyone else can see them, and enough aftercare to keep them both smug about how good they are at this.
Naturally, they get ambitious.
Naturally, things do not go entirely to plan.
[Or: Shane gets exactly what he asked for, and Ilya gets a sudden and unwanted education in dom drop]
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06 May 2026
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tie me up (be nice to me please) by Tess_01
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 May 2026
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"Hey, baby, look at me," Ilya tries. He grabs Shane's face and wipes the sweaty hair from his forehead. "Shane, please? Are you okay? What's your colour?"
Shane's eyes drift towards Ilya slowly, until their gazes lock. Ilya stares into the depths of his eyes, searching for anything that shows that Shane is still in there somewhere, and that is when Shane snaps back into reality like he has been struck by lightning. His eyes widen as he sucks in a big sharp breath and starts pulling away, away, and away. Away from Ilya. He starts feverishly tugging at the restraints that are still holding his wrists firmly in place on the headboard. And now, he is no longer silent.
Instead, Shane sobs.
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While the whole "tying Shane up" thing sounds fun at first, it is not so fun anymore when Shane has a panic attack when trying it.
Ilya finds out that something bad has happened to Shane in the past.Bookmarked by lymmsweb
01 May 2026
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coming apart at the seams by FracturedFriends
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
18 Apr 2026
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“Red.”
Ilya stops immediately.
Shane is fine.
Ilya isn’t.
Or: Shane knows what dropping feels like. He just never expected Ilya to experience it.Bookmarked by lymmsweb
19 Apr 2026
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The Favourite Everything by khaleesiofalicante
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Mar 2026
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“You are not broken, Ilya,” Terry says, sounding a little stern now. “I told you to keep an eye on the side effects. How long have you been experiencing this?”
“Since last night.”
“What?”
“Since last night,” Ilya repeats. “Or afternoon, technically.”
And Terry…Terry fucking laughs.
Ilya is going to die, and Shane will be sad forever and Terry fucking laughs.
“It hasn’t even been a day?” Terry clarifies, still chuckling. “Well, this could have nothing to do with the medication. It could just be an off day—”
“Off day?” Ilya repeats incredulously. “Have you seen my husband? There are no off days with an ass like that.”
OR: Ilya starts taking antidepressants only to realise it's fucking up his sex life. And, he acts totally very chill about it.
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19 Apr 2026
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Ilya was good at noticing things about people, and he was good at understanding them. Shane was not. That was okay. Shane had developed his own way of getting to know Ilya. It involved a lot of inane questions and, more importantly, no longer involved condoms.
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06 Apr 2026
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you must know life to see decay by QueenElizabethIII
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Jan 2026
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Ilya felt one of those phantom pains, this one his hip, from himself at fifteen years old. He hadn’t been scared to fight back at that age. He even relished in it when Alexei or his father had been especially cruel. His older brother had accidentally shoved him into a wall during one of their games, his hip knocking into the hard edge of the doorframe. In return, Ilya threw Alexei into the couch so hard it broke. He’d gotten the belt for it while Alexei walked free.
Or, a post-win celebration has Shane and Ilya in the locker room with their team, play-fighting, and Ilya accidentally bruises Shane's ribs. He hadn't even realized it, but he'd become exactly like his brother.
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- Part 2 of to the victor belong the spoils
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04 Apr 2026
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Public Bookmark 370
Mystery Work
Part of PBTR private fics
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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04 Apr 2026
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Know Me Or Not by fizzseed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Mar 2026
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“You okay?” Shane asks quietly. His hand brushes against Ilya’s forehead. Ah.
Shane thinks he is sick.
He has never been around for this part before — it’s never hit him in the cottage during the summers, and Ilya’s been better since they moved in together. He smiles. It gets harder by the day to hide from Shane, who is so open with his own struggles and emotions, who lets Ilya comfort him and distract him when things get too much.
“I’m fine, sweetheart.”
Ilya goes through his first depressive episode since marrying Shane.
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04 Apr 2026
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Someone’s posted a shaky video from the stands, just behind the whole altercation. It’s close enough to catch the snarl on Rozanov’s face as he charges up the steps. He’s so pretty, Shane thinks faintly. The video starts too late to show what set him off, but it catches the tail end of what the man is yelling, the things he's saying about Shane, before pivoting to calling Rozanov a cunt and bitch and a pussy instead.
Rozanov drops his gloves for Shane. He wishes he could just be grateful, but it feels a little bit like the end of the world.
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03 Apr 2026
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Ilya starts to notice the traits of C-PTSD in Shane. He tries to help Shane realize and understand his feelings.
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03 Apr 2026
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I feel it all by sparkle_platypus
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jun 2026
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Shane steals a look at him, then brings his eyes back to the road. Does it again.
And then again.
"So," Shane finally says. There’s the hint of a playful smile on the corner of his lips. “Boyfriend…”
The word hangs between them, softly and within reach. Ilya tamps down a clipped reply of: is not a big deal, Hollander.
Because maybe it is.
OR The Cottage: Extended Edition. In which Shane and Ilya have some more feelings, a few more breakthroughs, and lots more sex.
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29 Mar 2026