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  1. Public Bookmark 71

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    Oh. 

    Oh.

    That is the change, isn’t it? It’s not that the pack had become less cuddly, it is just that the target of their affections has shifted!

    A small burst of satisfaction blooms in Hongjoong’s chest as he looks down at his scribbled notes of arrows, x’s, and names — the same bubbling, pleased feeling he always gets when he finally solves a puzzle or wins a prize — but it immediately bursts as the realization hits him that this is the shittiest prize ever. 

    His pack… prefers Wooyoung… over him…? 

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    Hongjoong’s the only Omega in his pack — until one day, suddenly, he’s not. Which isn’t a problem. If Wooyoung is happy, then Hongjoong is happy — and he can’t hide that there’s a not insignificant part of him that wants nothing more than to guide and teach his new baby Omega. That’s not the problem. The problem is everything else that comes with having a second Omega — one the pack seems to favor, and one that is just so much better at being an Omega than Hongjoong ever was. The problem is the sinking feeling in his chest that he’s not good enough. The problem is that he’s just a redundancy, and his pack seems to know it too.

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    14 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    His sight blurred, all Feng Xin could feel was the overbearing heat pressing down on him and the sharp sting in his mouth. In a moment of pure senselessness, Feng Xin dropped his temple down to rest on Mu Qing’s now-bared neck.

    The hot flush of Mu Qing’s skin against his own felt like sweet indoctrination, like ideas that would make a madman spiral were being fed to him through the simple touch of their skin. 

    It was disgusting, the way their sweat mixed under the blazing sun, the way Feng Xin would believe anything he was told while laying there, he hated it. Feng Xin willed everything in him to move—the longer he rested against Mu Qing the higher he got of the thought of staying—yet every cell in his body resisted his trembling will.

    Mu Qing shifted beneath him, he hadn’t even realised how still Mu Qing had been after he dropped. Apparently Mu Qing was stunned speechless, every insult that had been spewing from his lips fell from his throat and never made it to his ears.

     

    Or: Feng Xin finds himself stuck in the endless void that is having feelings for Mu Qing, the person who ripped apart their young lives and gained Heavenly favour for it.

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    10 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 65

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    Mu Qing is dying.

    Two years after he almost lost life, limb, and pride at Mount Tonglu, the god of the Southwest is standing face-to-face with his own mortality yet again. But this time, not even the people he cares for can save him from a sick core. He has one year (maybe) and a god's worth of loose ends to tie before the end.

    The problem is Feng Xin, who has chosen now, of all the centuries available to him, to finally look back.

    Mu Qing has spent eight hundred years making peace with wanting what he couldn't have. He'd gotten very, very good at it. He is considerably less good at it with 12 months left on the clock and Feng Xin's eyes on him like he's something worth keeping.

    Or: A story about dying, and what it forces you to finally see.

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    08 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    Nie Mingjue was on the verge of suffering a Qi Deviation and healers had encouraged the sect leader to take a courtesan to soothe his flagging health.

    Meng Yao was on a path of revenge where step one involved seducing a sect leader.

    A courtesan was a courtesan as long as they called themselves one, and Meng Yao was artfully convincing.

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    27 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 30

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    FengQing Week 2025 Piece - Soulmates

    For the longest time, Mu Qing strove to achieve everything that he had set his mind to, and most of the time, he got what he sought.

    Except for one thing: to be accepted and loved for who he was.
    He knew it was an impossible wish, one that he would never pursue for himself.

    Not until a certain God of Love deemed it time to interfere.

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    03 Mar 2026