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  1. Public Bookmark 38

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    after the summer festival, yoshiki starts writing down every difference between the dead boy he loved and the thing still wearing his face.

    it’s supposed to help him remember. it’s supposed to keep grief from turning him stupid. instead, it turns into something uglier: a record of every gesture, every almost-touch, every moment hikaru becomes too much like himself or too much like the one yoshiki lost.

    then hikaru finds it.

    and if memory is one kind of violence, being seen back might be another.

    or: yoshiki tries to keep grief and desire in separate boxes and discovers neither of them listens.

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    24 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 41

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    Yoshiki discovers the monster’s true form — and instead of recoiling, he kneels. He touches its monstrous body with reverence. He asks it to love him back harder.

    “You can be ugly with me. You can be anything with me.”

    That was the start of the age-old story of how an obsessive monster met an equally obsessive soul.

    Or, Hikaru suddenly loses control of his powers in front of Yoshiki before the confrontation. He thought for sure that he was about to be alone and casted away. Again. To his surprise, Yoshiki seems to be fine with him. With this.

    Perhaps a little too much.

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    24 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 21

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    “You're not Naim,” Ryan says again, both more sure and more desperate. Naim does not respond, it just smiles, soft and broken, defeated.

    Ryan, it says, in lieu of an answer, I love you. Don't you love me?

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    24 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 75

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    “It’s yer fault, y’know,” Yoshiki sneers at the blubbering mess under him that is ‘Hikaru’, “you got yourself in this mess. How do ya plan to get yourself out of it?”

    “I didn’t mean to,” ‘Hikaru’ whimpers from where he’s pinned, “didn’t mean to make ya mad. Can’t you just forgive me? I swear I won’t do it again!”

    “Why would I do that? Why should I?” Yoshiki asks mockingly, not that any answer would suffice in place of an apology. Of course Yoshiki knows he’s not being fair, he’s not even being sane, but it’s clear that ‘Hikaru’ doesn’t understand one fundamental piece of whatever relationship exists between them.

    That he belongs to Yoshiki, completely, truly, and utterly.

    So, Yoshiki just needs to remind him of that fact, even if he loses himself a bit in the process.

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    23 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 77

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    Yoshiki could accept that his best friend was no longer his best friend, but merely something else. Something that should be inhumane and wrong and filthy, but his. Yoshiki could cope just fine. As long as Hikaru kept looking at him with those bright eyes and did those stupid impressions and promised to come bother him in Tokyo. As long as he greeted him in the mornings before school and they could continue to text about the newest additions of Master Master and Hikaru promised not to leave.

    He didn't care what this version of Hikaru really was. Hikaru's here and he's staying.

    Yoshiki would make sure of it.

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    23 Jun 2026