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Sam is brought back from hell broken into parts, memory gone, and fragile. He and Dean recuperate at Bobby's, and Dean teaches Sam how to be Sam. Having no memory is frustrating, and with a weak body, too, Sam finds himself leaning on Dean more and more. Something is wrongDean is conversing with Sam in a language Sam doesn't speak, pining after something they had that Sam doesn't have a name for. Sam's memories lurk around every corner, surprising him at random. He discovers an entire part of his identity, a happy, self-assured woman, has been deleted from his memory, locked behind The Wall due to a dangerous connection to Hell, and Dean was desperately in love with her. Sam struggles to come to terms with his identity and takes terrifying dips in icy Hell memories, watching herself get torn apart, but never him. Only her, until her very core was wrapped with the devil's, with pain. Despite the inevitable danger, Sam tries to make himself whole again, falling in love with Dean and descending deeper into the rabbit hole.
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Sam and Dean are investigating a case involving people surrendering to their most taboo desires. It's the middle of summer and the days are hot, but the nights are even hotter...
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- Part 1 of Free Fall Boys
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you can't take a picture of this, it's already gone by dracoismytrashson (JGogoboots)
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
09 Dec 2024
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“How was it?” Dean asks, and Sam instantly regrets playing along with this. He knows what Dean is asking.
Were they better than me? Did you think about me while you fucked them?
“Stop,” Sam says, quiet but firm.
“What? I’m just bonding with my baby brother, just catching up. You take it, give it, suck their cocks, they suck yours? How did it go?”
“Stop.” Sam squeezes his eyes shut, trying to forget his sophomore year of college, Dean drunk and panting on the phone, Sam locking his dorm room door and—
(A season one AU where Sam and Dean were sleeping together before Sam left for Stanford. A mixture of codas, scene rewrites, and new scenes because I had a mighty need to make their s1 tension even more loaded. <3 )
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