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Eddie Diaz has spent years pretending he's fine watching Buck build a life with someone else.
Buck has spent years pretending that's what he wants.
After a close call on a fire scene forces them both to confront what they've been avoiding, years of longing, missed chances, and carefully constructed lies finally go up in smoke.
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Inspired by a song by THE HARA called Firestorm
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You thought that I was bitter, but now I'm doing better by moodlight
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
28 May 2026
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“You’re not even upset?”
Buck thought he would be.
Instead, he helps Tommy pack his bags, starts therapy twice a week, finally takes Bobby’s leadership classes, and accidentally becomes the happiest he’s ever been.
Sometimes the worst mistakes end up becoming the best damn thing.
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Inspired by a song by GUNNAR called Bitter
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Eddie still wears Buck’s clothes months after their breakup—hoodies, flannels, old LAFD sweatshirts that smell faintly like him if Eddie holds them close enough.
Buck tries to move on too, until he sees Eddie on a date wearing one of his hoodies and realizes maybe neither of them ever really let go.
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Inspired by a song by Absnt Mind called Wardrobe
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After a brutal fight pushes Eddie to the edge of walking away, Buck finally calls out the fear hiding underneath all of Eddie’s walls: loving someone means losing them.
As old wounds and unspoken feelings crack open in the middle of a stormy night, Buck and Eddie are forced to confront the truth about what they are to each other—and whether they can survive it.
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Inspired by a song by Jack Avery called PLEASE DON’T GO
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Eddie Diaz has spent most of his life trying to be the person everyone expected him to be: son, husband, father, soldier, medic, firefighter.
Straight.
Then one late-night song lyric cracks something open, and suddenly all the feelings he’s spent years ignoring about Evan Buckley become impossible to deny.
Meanwhile, Buck has been hopelessly in love with Eddie for longer than either of them realizes.
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Inspired by a song by Wilmah called Everything In The World