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back and forth from new york by alphalupi
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Apr 2026
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After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.
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Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.
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- Part 1 of back and forth from new york
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- English
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- 255,418
- Chapters:
- 55/55
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- 15,024
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20 Feb 2026
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“Did you like them? My parents?”
Ilya squints at him. “I love them,” he says simply, like it should be obvious. “They’re your parents.”
But, Shane thinks idly, there's a difference, isn't there, between loving them and liking them?
(5 times Shane thinks Ilya doesn't like his parents and 1 time he finds out the truth)
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- English
- Words:
- 12,743
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Comments:
- 442
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- 7,145
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07 Jan 2026
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Eddie's spent years trying to find a place to call home with Christopher, hoping that Shannon will come back and then desperately hoping she wouldn't. He thinks he's in the clear when she shows up at his doorstep, demanding they get back together.
Eddie comes up with a foolproof plan: get a fake boyfriend, convince Shannon he's gay, and live happily ever after with his life mostly intact and Christopher safe and happy. Get rid of fake boyfriend when Shannon gives up, and life can resume as normal.
Enter Buck, and the plan goes to hell in a handbasket.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 344,379
- Chapters:
- 47/?
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- 3
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- 1,762
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- 6,091
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26 Nov 2025
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Atlas; Phoenix Reborn by orphan_account
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Captain America (Movies)
01 Aug 2019
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Eight years ago, Tony Stark lay dying on the Afghan sand, the shrapnel of his own bombs having pierced his very heart, betrayed by his beloved godfather and left to die. Now, he lay helpless in a Siberian bunker, weighed down by his own dead armor, utterly wrecked by the friend he'd so naively trusted.
But despite the world’s best efforts to break him, he lives. He comes back with a vengeance, stronger than ever, refusing to be defeated. Ever the mechanic, he fixes things. He builds a brighter future, a safer planet, and a loving family from the ashes of what he has lost.
… or, my self-indulgent long-ass fic filled with my trademark bitterness and bias that asks the question: what would happen leading up to and during IW if Tony completely turns his back on the Rogue Avengers post-Civil War?
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- English
- Words:
- 66,285
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Comments:
- 1,023
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- 7,682
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- 2,571
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- 205,237
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29 Oct 2025
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Evan “Buck” Buckley was not an honest person as much as he would like to be or even was trying to be in his own way. His dishonesty wasn’t malicious in the slightest though. He had his reasons, of course, but his entire identity was built on a shaky Jenga tower of lies. As much as he built it up, one by one the blocks were still removed over the years making the tower less and less stable.
Buck joined the 118 fresh out of the Navy and braced himself for all the questions that were about to come his way which he did not want to answer. Then, like a gift from above, somehow and shockingly, no one had read his resume, and he found he could start all over again, be a new person, someone completely different or maybe who he was supposed to be all along.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 74,438
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Collections:
- 16
- Comments:
- 383
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05 Jul 2025
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if i lay here, would you lie with me (forget the world) by browneyedgirl6 for bi_buckrights
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
14 Jun 2023
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“Does this story have a point?” Eddie questioned, Lena narrowing her eyes at him.
“This guy, my sort of friend—what if he could watch Chris for you?”
Eddie furrowed his brows together. “You want me to leave my kid who’s halfway across the country with some—stranger?”
“It beats having him sent home to your parents, right?”
Well, she had a point there.
Eddie shook his head, overwhelmed with his thoughts.
“Look, I appreciate it Bosko, but I just—I don’t know. This is my kid we’re talking about.”
“I know that, and I know how much you love him. Hell, you’ve sent me ten plus emails when I was watching him for you.”
Eddie looked to where there was a line coming out of their commanders office. He turned to Lena, giving his full attention.
“Alright, tell me about this friend of yours.”
—or—
The one where Eddie’s in the army, Shannon gives up her rights to Chris, and Eddie needs a babysitter. Good thing Lena knows Buck, the guy having nothing better to do than help babysit until Eddie gets back. Eddie would come home, and he would leave; it wasn’t like they were going to build some lifetime friendship or anything.
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- Part 4 of bthb
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- English
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- 90,496
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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- 997
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03 Jul 2025
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Derek looked up in surprise to note that they were taking a private jet. Dread settled into his gut like a stone.
“It has a cage, doesn’t it?” he asked quietly, and noted the subtle changes in his family members’ posture. “Is it for me?”
Cora gave him a pleading look and nodded.
“Is it because of what you’re going to tell me?” he asked, voice like gravel.
Another nod confirmed it.
Stiles.
Oh, GOD. It had to be Stiles. Derek would not lose control over anyone else in Beacon Hills and they damned well knew it.- OR -
The one where Derek has been gone for 6 months building a new life, finds out that Stiles is being assaulted by Theo, so he comes back to Beacon Hills to kick some serious ass and rescue the loudmouthed human who stole his heart.
(You will need ALL the tissues, but it will have a happy ending by the time all is said and done!)
Title inspired by song:
‘Get You The Moon’
by Kina ft. Snow- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 180,785
- Chapters:
- 30/30
- Collections:
- 15
- Comments:
- 2,254
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- 10,614
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21 Apr 2025
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A Win/Win/Win Scenario by spaceisgay (ChancellorGriffin)
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
28 Jan 2025
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"It was certainly possible that indulging the transparently obvious authority kink of a horny young Vulcan with daddy issues might backfire on Pike someday, given that the daddy in question was Ambassador Sarek; but unfortunately, the fact that Spock was entirely capable of keeping one part of his mind on his work at all times even with two fingers inside him was hotter than it should be."
Lieutenant Spock, while working with Captain Pike on the development of the Kobayashi Maru program, decides that pursuing a sexual relationship with a DILF boss twice his age is an eminently logical use of their leisure time. Pike rolls with it because Starfleet expects their captains to display a certain patina of Hot Dirtbag Who Totally Fucks. Everyone wins, including the reader. (And, eventually, Jim.)
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- English
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- 22,512
- Chapters:
- 4/4
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- 1
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- 72
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- 326
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- 78
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29 Mar 2025
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“Sid, I’m so—I’m sorry,” Geno said. “My stupid—I’m ruin everything, I—”
“Shut up, Geno,” Sidney said, already intensely weary of listening to Geno’s self-recrimination. “You’ve barely even done anything.”
Geno’s voice dropped what sounded like an entire octave. “But I want to.”
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- English
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- 57,896
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 242
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- 3,297
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- 71,952
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23 Jan 2025
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Ninety percent of everyone's problems could be solved by a robot that just texted NO to hockey players on a regular basis. Unfortunately, Sidney didn't have a robot.
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- 1/1
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- 596
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12 Jan 2025
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Exploring how Kirk and Spock's relationship develops through season 1 with a focus on touch telepathy. Kirk disobeys Starfleet's advice about not touching Vulcans, but it actually improves and deepens their relationship. Later, after witnessing Spock meld with the Horta, his curiosity causes Kirk to request his own mind meld. This ultimately triggers unexpected pon farr related consequences, which Kirk then struggles to deal with.
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Spock said "Give me your hand," and it was on the table palm up in front of him before Jim had even thought about it. Spock brushed two fingers against his, just for a second, and then leaned back and steepled his hands in front of him in a way Jim recognized as confronting a difficult problem.
"Ah." Spock said, and nothing more.
"Ah what?" Jim prompted impatiently, clenching his outstretched hand into a fist.
"I wished to know whether this curiosity of yours was merely an idle wondering, or if it was something deeper."
"And?" Jim challenged. "What did you feel from me?"
Spock spoke very seriously. "It is *not* an idle wondering. You burn with a desperate hunger to know, and if I do not provide satisfaction, the curiosity will consume you."
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15 Nov 2024
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At the end of the 5-year mission Spock is 'offered' a promotion. He resigns instead, and Kirk spends months regretting his insistence.
Then Spock reappears on Earth. Everything improves... but oddly, some people in Starfleet Command take exception to Spock's changes. Hopefully talks with the Klingons go well – Spock has been very helpful.
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- English
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- 49,691
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- 21/21
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14 Nov 2024
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“So you're stuck in my head?”
“I am not sure terminology wise-”
“Don’t play dumb Spock. You know what I mean.”
“Yes Captain, I am stuck in your head,” Spock sounded resigned.
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Jim and Spock get accidentally bonded, learn a lot about trees, get dragged into a coup, meet a god, and nearly burn down a national park.
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- English
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- 51,859
- Chapters:
- 11/11
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- 734
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- 337
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27 Oct 2024
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I Hear You're Alive (How Disappointing) by maverickk
Fandom Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan
13 Apr 2026
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Percy is alone in Tartarus. His journey didn’t start that way.
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04 Aug 2024
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The Ramifications of Unknown Spells by Forever_A_Thief
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
01 Jun 2016
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After a parting shot from Bellatrix Lestrange, Hermione ends up back at the end of her first year with the intention of fixing everything before it happens, with an unlikely assistant.
- Language:
- English
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- 35,416
- Chapters:
- 14/?
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- 2
- Comments:
- 118
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- 891
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- 205
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- 16,480
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16 Jul 2024
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I See The Moon by orphan_account
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
03 Oct 2021
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16 Jul 2024
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Not all of Peter's scars are from women, some are from his extremely unconventional upbringing.
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16 Jul 2024
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When Felicity needs a date to her cousin's wedding, Oliver comes to her
rescue. As the weekend progresses changes in their relationship develop. Began
as another trope and turned into a beast of it's own. Rated M for later
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- 8/8
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- 260
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- 74,317
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16 Jul 2024
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"Isn't it obvious, Malfoy? If everyone's desperately craving excitement because everything's been boring and mundane..."
Hermione leaned closer, lowering her voice, and Draco held his breath.
"...then we'll give them something extreme."
- Language:
- English
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- 8,188
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- 1/1
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- 1
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- 8
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- 227
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- 58
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- 2,074
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16 Jul 2024
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Hermione keeps apparating to land on top of an amused Aidan Lynch. But Hermione's known how to apparate for years! Is an odd quirk of Veela blood what's actually causing the problem? Or is it just a malicious spell?
- Language:
- English
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- 6,429
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 2
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- 36
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- 238
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16 Jul 2024