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  1. Rec 3

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    Every few minutes Jimmy’s feet leave the ground, and it’s only Duncan’s weight that keeps him down. It’s terrifying, every time it happens. All of this, suddenly, is terrifying.

    (Or––Jimmy grieves, Duncan loves him, things work out okay in the end)

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    09 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Gorgeously written, I read it twice and especially enjoyed the details the second time. Love the slow tenderness of this, how everything circles around, especially the community.

    And the ceilidh! I hadn't thought how much dance lets people touch who wouldn't otherwise

  2. Rec 63

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    Drunkenly, Hayden had confessed that he wished they'd gotten along sooner and Shane had turned his big, brown Bambi eyes at him in full force, and said he'd thought they always had.

    He must've made a face because Shane had rushed to assure that, either way, Hayden had never treated him like the others did and neither of them had the words for it but they both knew what he meant.

    They'd ended up crying about the power of friendship or something equally moronic because Ruby and Jade were on a My Little Pony kick and alcohol made them emotional.

     

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    or: hayden pike, growing up, and his friendship with shane hollander (in all the ways he failed and all the ways he didn't)

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    09 Jun 2026

  3. Rec *

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    It does mean missing out on things like barbeques and team dinners sometimes, but it’s not as if he would have been able to participate anyway. At this point in his life, risking someone not taking his allergies seriously would mean potentially missing games, which makes it unacceptable. Jackie always makes sure he has a dish or two that’s safe when he’s over at their house, but if he was going to be the one guy sitting and drinking ginger ale instead of taking part in sharing nachos or Korean barbeque or burgers or any other delicious thing he goes in knowing he can’t have anyway, there’s no point in making a fuss about it. He eats at home, has a drink with everyone else, and he calls it a day. Easy. Safe. Foolproof.

    But also the reason it doesn’t occur to him that he hasn’t actually told Ilya about any of his allergies until it becomes immediately relevant five days into being at his cottage together.

    (how ilya learns about shane's food allergies) (and how shane learns what it's like to have someone who always saves him a seat at the table) (and who also makes sure there's food he can eat on the table to start with)

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    09 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    What a great explanation for Shane's food thing! Their voices and the inside of Shane's head are fabulous.

  4. Rec *

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    At the center of every epic romance, there is one question: how far are you willing to go for love?

    Ilya Rozanov would do anything for Shane Hollander. He would even learn to tolerate his greatest foe— Hayden Pike.

     

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    or: ilya's husband misses playing with his best friend so he fixes it
    (a fic on hayden and shane's head bump thing)

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    09 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 48

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    Ilya looked up at Jackie.

    “Do you—” he huffed, finding the English curled around his throat and stuck to his tongue like overheated porridge. “Do you know ambulance you are on? You are sure you meant to come here?”

    She blinked, tilting her head like they'd met more than twice and her husband and best friend weren't still on the ice with equal probability of getting seriously injured.

     

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    or: ilya gets injured on the ice while he and shane are still secret. thankfully, jackie and hayden know so he's not alone for it.

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    09 Jun 2026

  6. Rec *

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    Like clockwork, Ilya prepared to withdraw his hand when Shane’s hand that had been resting at the nape of Ilya’s neck rose to tightly grip his curls as he whimpered:

    “So good, Ilya, fuck, so good for me..!”

    Or: Ilya discovers that he really, really likes it when Shane tells him he’s good.

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    09 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Oh yes! All the versions of Ilya in my head want to be good boys, they just rarely know how to admit it.

  7. Rec *

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    'The league loves nothing more than putting these two kids in each other's faces.'

    Or, the one time Shane tries to be funny and spends the next half-decade suffering (enjoying) the consequences.

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    09 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Just the two of them, not an epic, very satisfying

  8. Public Bookmark 78

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    "It’s like magic the way they can pick up where they left off, even after Hydra’s poked around in Bucky’s head and some scientist called Erskine turned Stevie into the fucking beefcake he is now."

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    Steve gets Bucky alone after rescuing him from Zola's lab.

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    09 Jun 2026

  9. Rec 98

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    The Asset does not return to the checkpoint, despite Hydra directives.

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    09 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    A thoughtful and empathetic post-Winter Soldier fic, written in 2014.

  10. Rec *

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    Hayden wants it on the record that this is completely and totally, without question, Shane’s fault.


    or, 5 times a FitBit gave Hayden some data, and 1 time he crunched the numbers on his own.

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    08 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I like Hayden in this, he's a jock but a good-hearted one

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    “-moya rybka, I am sorry, sweet girl-” Ilya is saying, on his knees in the middle of their living room and patting the rug near him with what looks like devastation on his face as Anya continues to ignore him, curled up on Shane’s lap instead. Fresh off of several stacked events to fit them into a weekend–because Shane’s mom is nothing if not efficient when it comes to the deals she makes–Ilya got home only a few minutes ago, still in the outfit he’d left his Buzzfeed puppy interview in, which Anya had clearly not appreciated, sniffing him suspiciously after her initial excited greeting and then retreating to Shane immediately when he patted his thigh in welcome.

    Shane is trying not to be obviously enjoying Ilya’s turmoil as much as he is, shifting Anya to lay on her back like a baby in one arm and cooing at her.

    “I know, huh? Papa left and played with who knows how many other dogs, and the whole time you were here missing him. I bet he wasn’t even thinking about you, huh?”

    “Hollander!” Ilya says, sounding scandalized. “Do not tell her that! Is not true!”

    (collection of standalone fics/ficlets prompted by my own tumblr posts) (will update as inspiration strikes)

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    08 Jun 2026

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    08 Jun 2026

  13. Rec *

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    Like a Record Baby (Will LaPointe): i keep thinking this is some sort of insane dream
    Like a Record Baby (Will LaPointe): but no. we got SHANE HOLLANDER.
    Like a Record Baby (Will LaPointe): because of HOMOPHOBIA!
    Sherlock Holmes (Carter Holmberg): rare homophobia win
    Shane Hollander: Well let’s not go that far.
    El Capitan (Ilya Rozanov): holmberg please refrain from being pro homophobia in the group chat or shane will report you to management

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    Or: Shane's first season on the Ottawa Centaurs, as told through a number of increasingly unhinged texts

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    08 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Catharsis!

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Goalie!Shane is so plausible!

  15. Rec *

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    It was like watching ants in those transparent tunneled habitats: the intricate, horny communication rituals of the modern queer hockey player.

    Or, five or so times Mikhail Popov (award-winning goaltender and gay fairy godmother) nudged Shane Hollander (his best goalie friend) and Ilya Rozanov (annoying hot guy he tolerates) toward their happily ever after, and the one time they finally chose it for themselves.

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    08 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Goalie!Shane and his OC Fairy-gayfather Misha Popov, what a great relationship!

  16. Rec 92

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    Ilya comes out of the closet to Cliff Marlow.
    Ilya does not know what to expect.
    Marlow surprises him with his reaction.

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    I have a personal beef with Rachel Reed for getting rid of Marly and for forgetting about his friendship with Ilya and him not being at the Hollanov wedding.

    So i fixed it.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Ilya gets caught on camera saying the f-slur. The Internet freaks out. He reveals he's allowed to say it. The Internet freaks out in a different way.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    “Ya loobloo ty—” Shane tries to repeat the Russian phrase that Ilya has told him more than once in the last five minutes but Ilya cuts him off abruptly. 

    “I love you.” 

    The numbers on Shane’s heart monitor skyrocket, so much that Yuna is tempted to call a nurse, or maybe take the elevator to the roof and scream until her throat is raw because this can’t be the real world, this must be some weird, crazy dream her mind must have come up with after too much wine.

    Ya tebya lyublyu,” Ilya says again. “Means I love you.” 

    After Marlow’s hit, in his confused state, Shane begs the trainers to tell Ilya that he is okay but they think Shane wants Ilya to come to the hospital with him, so they get him. And Ilya… goes.

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    07 Jun 2026

  19. Rec *

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    In juniors they took one look at him naked and said ‘Fucking Christ Hollander’ and ‘what’s the point in measuring when we all know we’re gonna lose?’

    Because Shane had hit a growth spurt and, while he never gained the height he’d prayed for (he wasn’t short anywhere but in the NHL), he’d grown a lot in other areas.

    A lot… more than the other boys.

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    07 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    At first Ilya thinks it’s a dream. What else could it be?

    -or-

    Ilya wishes on the cup and wakes up with Shane in his bed

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    07 Jun 2026

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