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    Yuna and David didn't realize it when Ilya first came to their home, but they just started paying the Ilya tax.

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    Ilya likes to confiscate (steal) pictures of Shane from his parent's house. He can't help it, his boyfriend as a kid is just so cute! And Yuna and David are selfish to keep them all to themselves.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    They stayed there for a moment, looking at each other’s mottled and slightly swollen ribs. Ilya crouched so he could see better, so they were on eye level. The colors shifting over Shane’s skin as he breathed looked almost beautiful, like a painting. He skated one hand over the length just to hear him hiss. For some reason that sound was so sexy he had to surge forward and knock Shane back, covering his mouth and body with his own. He tried to be careful of the bruise, but not too hard. He wouldn’t mind hearing that sound again.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Step 1: Read your potential new boyfriend's phone.

    Step 2: Have a jealous meltdown.

    Step 3: Fuck him so good he remembers who he belongs to.

    Ilya’s so good at this relationship thing.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Born as the second son of a high-ranking officer in the Russian mob, Ilya Rozanov is sent to head the Bratva’s overseas branch in Canada. One day, his father calls with an assignment: shut down their rival operation in Ottawa, a money-laundering front backed by the Japanese Yakuza. He’s given one name to go off of: Hollander.

    Shane Hollander is a graduate student in an MD program specializing in sports medicine. There’s nothing particularly interesting about him, other than the fact that his mother, Yuna Hollander, is the CEO of an arts charity—and the daughter of the chairman of the second-largest yakuza family in Japan.

    Unfortunately for Shane, Ilya gets the wrong Hollander.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Forester (Admirals🔛🔝)
    So the true way to combat the Bisexual Russian Terminator isn’t with homophobia...
    It's actually with even more gay
    ...
    You're a goddamn genius.

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    The NHL rookies have joined forces to strategize now that two of the greatest hockey players of all time are on the same team and Ilya Rozanov must suffer from the unintended consequences of making hockey more woke.

    Mainly, the way everyone keeps implying that they want to fuck his husband.

    or: a group of rookies unionize and employ chirping as a form of psychological torture against a one Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    The new Boston rookie has a real knack for getting underneath Ilya's skin... Shane teaches him a quick lesson in grace and decorum.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    “Hollander,” Ilya replied stiffly, trying his best to school his tone. “You never call me.”

    “I need–nngh–“ he panted out.

    Ilya froze, all of the questions in his head like “What are you doing?” and “Why are you calling me?” and “Why haven’t we spoken in so long?” immediately dissipating because that didn’t matter, not when it sounded like–

    “Are…are you touching yourself, Hollander?” Ilya asked, voice dropping low.

    “N-no,” Shane whimpered and fuck he missed hearing him like this. His thready breaths alone made Ilya grab at his sheets, his dick immediately perking up in interest. “I’m not–I’m not touching. I’m–fuck–”

    “You’re what?” Ilya demanded. “Finish the sentence.”

    “I’m humping a pillow.” The admission hung heavy in the air, and for a split second, Ilya lost all ability to speak.

    Shane Hollander wakes up with a vagina and can't get himself off. He calls the one person who can help him.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Still, he’s felt like absolute shit for weeks, and the idea of sitting in his hotel room, where he would probably masturbate, cry, and have another night of fitful sleep, did not make him feel any better. Getting to be skin to skin with Ilya Rozanov did. And surely Rozanov wouldn’t be demanding Shane make a nest in his damn bed if he didn’t fully intend on actually kissing him in it and keeping him there until morning, right?

    Maybe that would be enough to pick Shane up out of this drop, keep it from happening again.

    OR

    After not sending the "we didn't kiss" text, Shane's omega hormones go into distress mode. Despite trying to hide his symptoms and play through the misery, when Ilya Rozanov finds out what's going on, the alpha Shane's body wants most is determined to fix it.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Partying and pining in New York, situationship-era flirting, and semi-ironic marriage pacts.

    Just a day in the life of Ilya Rozanov.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    "What did you expect?" she whispered, into the crown of his hair, as Ilya slid into darkness. "You fell in love with Shane Hollander."

    The next part, she said entirely to herself, with no expectation that Ilya would hear.

    "You can't compete with Shane Hollander, Sveta," she whispered.

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    “You are very mean, Wyatt. I will tell coach you are being mean to your captain.” He pouts, holding back a laugh when he hears Wyatt groan. He finally clicks the button properly, watching the dare take its sweet time to load. He watches the loading spinny thing spin and spin for a solid minute until his dare finally loads—

    ‘Order a pizza and ask for the cutest delivery boy in the instructions.’

    His face scrunches up. That is…so boring. He lets out a long sigh, glancing back at Svetlana. “Sveta, your stupid game made me wait more than an hour and this is what I get? This boring dare?” He complains, reaching for his phone. It may be a boring dare but he isn’t one to back down from anything. Especially not something as boring and simple as this. He can hear a few sounds of disappointment coming from his friends sitting across from him.

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    Ilya Rozanov falls in love with a cute pizza delivery boy in the span of three days.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    When the Hollander family trip to Moscow comes to an end, 8-year-old Shane swears he's never going to see Ilya again. He parts from his summer friend with a heavy heart and the certainty that that's the end of their budding friendship.

    Over a decade later, Ilya walks into his life again, all grown and handsome; his thick accent is a hint, but what gives his identity away is the bracelet tied around his wrist. There should be no reason for Ilya to be in Montreal, and yet here he is.

    Shane takes a deep breath and reintroduces himself, completely unaware of the whirlwind Ilya is about to take him in.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Once, years before they got their shit together, Ilya had spent a very boring physical therapy session thinking about what it would be like to fuck Shane in front of an audience. To have that beautiful, infuriating boy in front of everyone, to have everyone able to see him fall apart.

    It had seemed hot then.

    Now, having seen Shane actually fall apart—seeing him tear down the shroud he’d kept up, the perfect smile, the bravery—the very concept makes Ilya feel sick to his stomach. Everything inside him is razor blades and churning vodka and Svetlana’s awful skincare concoctions. He didn’t know.

    After Shane blows up at Troy, everyone has some thinking to do. Nobody has a great time.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Ilya forgets his wallet and goes back to get it while Shane isn't home. Which would have been fine until Shane comes home unexpectedly.

    Or Ilya gets stuck in Shane's closet while he masturbates.

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    08 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 71

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    Ilya Rozanov, an up and coming actor, is cast to play Sydney Dunn - a Canadian hockey legend. It's a big ask, Sydney Dunn is not only a hockey hero but a known face in the queer community. Enter Shane Hollander, a rising star for the Montreal Metros who is tasked to make Ilya into a hockey player. Read to find out what happens when true love is tried and found true.

    Or, an AU where Ilya is an actor and Shane is still his badass self.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Shanehollanderhockeyplayer wants to send you a message.

    The notification pops up on Ilya's phone while he's laying on his couch, scrolling TikTok. It’s an Instagram DM, and when he taps on it, he’s asked if he wants to block or accept the message. The thing is, Ilya receives plenty of DMs from randos daily. As an up and coming actor whose breakout role in a queer hockey romance swept the internet by storm, his DMs have been flooded lately. But this one stands out because of the hockey player part.

    A hockey player in his DMs is just too good. It specifically being Shane Hollander, Canada’s golden boy, makes it even more delicious.

    OR, Ilya stars in a gay hockey rom com. Hockey player Shane slides into his DMs.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    After deciding to be less intense about guarding their relationship, Jane joins the Centaurs WAG Group Chat.

    SELENA: Don't tell Nick I said that

    CASSIE: This is the super secret wag space nothing leaves this chat without express permission 🤞

    LISA: 🤞

    CAITLIN: 🤞🤞

    NICOLE: Sisterhood of the traveling puck 🤞

    JANE: 🤞

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    08 Jun 2026

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    A 5 + 1 of what Shane and Ilya do in bed after hooking up all those years.

    Or, these two idiots actually enjoy being in each other’s company.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Jackie Pike wants to know everything she possibly can about Shane Hollander's mysterious girlfriend in Boston, so she starts documenting every piece of information she learns about "Lily". The list gets long, confusing, and eventually, Jackie figures a few things out...

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    08 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 50

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    Six small moments of chance over the course of forty-or-so years that see Ilya and Shane's strings of fate intersect.

    Includes snapshots from a Paris train station, a Hollywood night club, the lobby of an Ottawa Marriott, a Danish gift shop, and more.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    A few days after seeing him out at The Infamous Club, a heartbroken Shane gets a drunk text from the last person he thought he’d hear from.

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    07 Jun 2026

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