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  1. Public Bookmark 67

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    Finally, something dawns on him, a way to handle two goals simultaneously. He’d seen Hollander’s mother flipping through papers rapidly when they first got here, seeming calm and in control and more than a little frightening in a way that made Ilya mildly glad he wasn’t one of the people responsible for a clipboard. If anyone can tell him if the long list of “Prohibited Items” he’d been sent in his email a few days ago is just standard practice for big shoots, it would be Yuna Hollander.

    Or, hopefully, her son.

    “Crazy we cannot even have peanut butter, eh?” He asks. “You also got giant list?”

    Hollander stiffens, almost imperceptibly, and Ilya tilts his head, just slightly, confused, wondering if he’s stumbled somewhere unexpected.

    (how ilya learns about shane's allergies) (and shane's sexual awakening tragically hits a speedbump in the process 😔)

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  2. Public Bookmark 82

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    Yuna can’t help it. There’s just something about Ilya Rozanov that rubs her the wrong way.

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    01 Jul 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    “I’m still so fucking mad at you,” Hollander panted against Ilya’s lips.

    “I don’t care. That’s better actually. Let’s do it angry.”

    Hollander pulled farther back, hands cradling Ilya’s face. Ilya slowly opened his eyes, his gaze immediately dropping down on Hollander’s puffy pink lips, that he was now licking. When he looked up, Hollander’s eyes were glazed over and the question was clear on his face.

    “I won tonight,” Ilya reminded him casually. “I want angry sex.”

    Or: the Las Vegas scene never happened as it did.

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    30 Jun 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 52

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    Ilya’s fingers trace a feather-light path across Shane’s collarbone.

    “Or maybe,” Ilya says slowly. “You are jealous of her.”

    Shane twists, a token kind of struggle; Ilya hardly budges.

    “No,” Shane says.

    Ilya makes a thoughtful sound.

    “Are you sure? Marly is big, strong hockey player who played in Boston. Just your type.”

    “Fuck off,” Shane says, but it’s no good when his traitorous dick is obviously hard, positioned just where Ilya’s hips are resting on Shane’s own. Ilya grinds down, just a little, and Shane’s breath catches. Almost without thinking, he’s straining upwards, trying to get Ilya to kiss him. When their mouths are nearly close enough to touch, Ilya says —

    “You want me to tell you about it?”

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    5 times Ilya suggests someone for a fantasy threesome while they're fucking, and 1 time Shane does.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    “Uh,” he says, looking up from his screen and feeling his ears go hot, realizing for the first time that this habit of his hasn’t actually come up before until this exact moment.

    “What?” Rozanov asks, sounding more amused than anything else. “You are one of the people who does Instagram for food now?”

    “No,” Shane says, stalling between answering and finishing his Snap so he can send it to Melissa, “one sec.” He finishes typing out 'Tuna melt. Chips. Pickles. It smells really good. Swiss cheese, I think.' before he looks back to Rozanov, putting his phone facedown on the coffee table. “Just sending it to someone on the staff. She likes knowing what I’m eating.”

    He doesn’t know if Melissa likes knowing what he’s eating, per se, but she also seems pleased when he talks about enjoying food for things beyond how many grams of protein it has in it.

    “Ah,” Rozanov says, in a tone Shane can’t quite read. “You always send her your food then, this girl?”

    (shane has a habit of sending his team's dietician his meals for approval) (the problem with this habit? he forgets to tell ilya exactly what it is that melissa does) (how the tuna meltdown is AVERTED through the power of miscommunication)

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    30 Jun 2026

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    TMZ posts an article detailing Ilya Rozanov's most high-profile hookups, and Shane has lots of feelings about it.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    3rd shelf :)

  7. Public Bookmark 80

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    Well, it is indeed a cat.

    A morbidly fleshy, sack of skin, bones, and fat sort of cat. Ilya’s never seen anything like it. He’s seen cats that were overtly fluffy, some who were much too fat for what their bones could handle. He’s seen cats who had pearls for eyes and coat patterns that never seemed possible.

    But never in his life has he seen a cat who has nothing at all. No fur, nothing that makes the cat a furry feline friend. This cat is simply skin and wrinkles, like someone had decided they wanted to try and make a human baby cat hybrid. Its fat is all in the wrong places, pudgy at its stomach yet lean around its limbs. Its neck is just wrinkles, there is no smoothness to it.

    “Shane— malysh, that is not a cat.”

    or, when Shane and Ilya finally agree on getting a cat, Ilya is expecting a docile, furry feline who wants to cuddle with him all day long. He’s greeted by the complete opposite and Shane doesn’t see the issue.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Literally forgot ab the porkchop memes until this popped up BAHAH

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    “Coin for your thoughts?” Ilya hums, scanning Shane’s face.

    “It's penny for your thoughts,” Shane corrects him.

    “Coin, penny, whatever. I was promised a thought?”

    “Oh, I was just thinking about how three orgasms before breakfast might be a personal best,” He shrugs, and then he’s met with the distraught expression plastered over Ilya’s face.

    or, being trapped inside with a snowstorm raging outside, Shane and Ilya occupy themselves by figuring out how many orgasms they can get out of each other. This doesn’t sneak by the Centaurs.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Mwahaha this is incredible. TRULY a marathon! 2nd shelf :)

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    Ilya grins, a slow, filthy unraveling of lust spilling across his face. “Moya shlyukha, I would not be able to keep my hands off of you,” he rasps, palming his dick, grinning at the faint squelch, the wet drag of his fingers. Shane bucks into his hand, his jaw dropping open, slack with need. Ilya's whole heart aches as he watches his husband sink into pleasure, hitching whimpers escaping from his throat. “You would be the star of the room, no? Every eye would be on you, thorns in their heart for all they cannot have.”

    “You do,” Shane reminds him, as if it's needed, as if Ilya cannot feel it in each clench of his thighs, each wandering drag of his fingers, in the way his hips roll across Ilya's, involuntary, strangled whines rising from his mouth. “You always have.”

    OR: Sometimes, simply being married to Shane isn't enough. Sometimes, Ilya wants him in ways he can't explain; caught and collared and safe beneath his hand.

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    28 Jun 2026

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  10. Public Bookmark *

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    “You can go, y’know, if you want-“

    “Ah, no. I do not want to,” Ilya interrupts. “Stay at home with my very sexy husband who is wearing his glasses, or go out to a club filled with people who are not you? The answer is very simple, Shane.”

    Shane rolls his eyes again, but he’s smiling as he saunters towards Ilya.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    “Ilya,” Hollander breathes, which—Ilya isn’t sure Hollander has ever called him by his first name. Surely he has sometime in seven years of acquaintance? But the sound of it is novel, unfamiliar. 

    And far from unpleasant. 

    Then Hollander says, “Baby,” and Ilya knows for certain that he’s never called Ilya that, because it takes the air right out of Ilya’s lungs and makes his guts twist and fuck, he would have remembered if Hollander had ever called him that. Especially in that reverent tone. 

    It’s nice. 

    Ilya doesn't remember being married to Shane Hollander. Probably, he should tell someone.

    He decides not to.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Well we don’t get a full memory by the end but I’d like to imagine the little pieces keep filling in until they are all there! 1st shelf I would say

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    Ilya has had plenty of sex. That's no secret to anyone. He had long since confessed to Shane that sex with him was always special and different, and that he's never felt like that with anyone else, but the self doubt that lives in Shane's mind had told him that you can never be too sure.

    But he can be sure of this: Shane Hollander is the only person on earth who has ever fingered Ilya Rozanov. They had had the conversation when Ilya first asked to try bottoming. He had never trusted anyone to see him like this. He didn't want to feel vulnerable. But Shane is different, he had said. He knows Shane will take care of him.

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    (aka: hollanov switch for the first time and its very sweet and sappy)

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Ppl who hate bottom Ilya are weak and will not survive the winter YES THANK U!!! 2nd shelf

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    “Mmm. You want it bad,” Ilya purrs, teeth grazing the column of his throat.

    “Yeah,” Shane whines, hating how petulant it sounds. A fresh flare of determination rises up in response. “Just give it to me. Ilya. I can—just go hard. Just make it fit.”

    Ilya laughs quietly, incredulously. It’s hot against Shane’s ear. “Make it fit."

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    Or: in the midst of a stressful season, Shane's a little... out of practice. He's not gonna let that stop him getting what he wants.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    “I just play?” Ilya asks, looking back at Shane.

    Shane lifts his foot off of Ilya’s cock, sliding onto his knees and lithely straddling his right thigh. Ilya’s hands automatically come up to wrap around his back, but Shane stops him before he can.

    “You just play,” he says, fingers gripping Ilya’s forearms. Ilya’s hands hang limply in the air where Shane holds him, the controller nearly slipping from his grasp. He stares up at Shane, admiring the light flush already dusting his cheeks. “Once you’ve scored three goals, you can score with me too.”

    Oh fuck.

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    27 Jun 2026

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  15. Public Bookmark 50

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    Hollander’s hand slides up his face and into his hair, before curling into a fist and tugging. Ilya gasps, his eyes shooting open as his head is forced back. “Eyes open, puppy.”

    Ilya nods as much as he can with Hollander’s hand holding his head in place, the sting in his scalp only turning him on more.

    “How long have you wanted me like this, Rozanov?” Hollander teases. “Since I became captain?” Ilya tries to shake his head. Hollander’s grip tightens, and Ilya moans loudly. “Words, Rozanov.”

    “Before,” Ilya pants. “Since-since we met. Since I saw your-your веснушки, your freckles.”

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    Collage/University AU, where Shane and Ilya play hockey on the same team and live across the hall from each other, and have little hate crushes on each other. And then one day, there’s a cockroach in Ilya’s dorm, and he freaks out so loudly that Shane comes from across the hall to bang on his door and tell him to shut the fuck up. And they're both so turned on, Ilya by how mean Shane is to him and how effortlessly he gets rid of the cockroach, and Shane by how pathetic Ilya is. Things escalate.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    3rd or 2nd shelf but fulfilling :)

  16. Public Bookmark 61

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    “Who taught you how to fuck like that?" Shane asked, breathless, his chest heaving with the orgasm that Ilya just gave him. “Where the fuck did you learn that, and why haven’t you given to me like that before?” he asked, shocked.

    Ilya chuckled, nuzzling into Shane’s jaw. “Hollander, I can barely breathe. No more questions, please.”

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    After a random talk show sparks Shane’s fiercely competitive captain-brain, he realizes there might be minor, trivial details about his husband he doesn’t actually know. The solution is simple: a relentless, day-long interrogation tracking Ilya from the bed to the bathroom to the kitchen counter. Ilya handles the pop quiz patiently enoughuntil Shane starts asking about his favorite things in the bedroom, and sometimes you have to answer with actions instead of words.

    (Basically: Shane asks too many questions, Ilya answers them with his dick, and everyone wins.)

    Porn with a plot.

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    27 Jun 2026

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  17. Public Bookmark 28

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    Ilya fucks around (literally) and finds out, because Shane Hollander has a temper

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    What if they hadn't gotten back together after all that Rose stuff? And Rosanov messes around instead?

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Interesting writing style. 2nd shelf

  18. Public Bookmark 51

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    Shane eats the Snickers bar.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Oh. 1st shelf

  19. Public Bookmark 63

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    The room was dim, curtains half-drawn against the afternoon glare. The television cast a shifting wash of light across the far wall, blue then gold then shadow again as it played, forgotten.

    Shane was facing outward, toward the room, one cheek resting against a pillow tucked into the corner of the couch. He wasn’t alone. For a brief moment, David’s mind simply refused to piece together what he was seeing into anything coherent.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    3rd shelf

  20. Public Bookmark 58

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    Down at the very bottom of his notifications, Ilya sees a message from Marley. He opens it, and it turns out it's not even a real message. It's just a lot of question marks. Like a lot of them.

     

    Or Ilya and Marley talk post-outing.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Yes bc marly is a bro. 3rd shelf :)

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