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    Finally, something dawns on him, a way to handle two goals simultaneously. He’d seen Hollander’s mother flipping through papers rapidly when they first got here, seeming calm and in control and more than a little frightening in a way that made Ilya mildly glad he wasn’t one of the people responsible for a clipboard. If anyone can tell him if the long list of “Prohibited Items” he’d been sent in his email a few days ago is just standard practice for big shoots, it would be Yuna Hollander.

    Or, hopefully, her son.

    “Crazy we cannot even have peanut butter, eh?” He asks. “You also got giant list?”

    Hollander stiffens, almost imperceptibly, and Ilya tilts his head, just slightly, confused, wondering if he’s stumbled somewhere unexpected.

    (how ilya learns about shane's allergies) (and shane's sexual awakening tragically hits a speedbump in the process 😔)

    (chapters can standalone but will be updated as inspiration strikes)

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    21 Jul 2026

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    Ilya wakes up in rust orange scrubs and immediately wishes he hadn't.

    The bed's too small, the TV, nestled in its plastic, protective prison, is still playing The Big Bang Theory, and he really has to piss. He sits up, fumbling blindly to his right for the call button to get the nurse, who will then allow him the privilege of leaving his sad, tiny room to use the bathroom across the hall while she watches through a square window in the door. But Ilya supposes he should probably get used to the lack of privacy, now that he's gotten himself committed.


    The Long Game AU where Shane and Ilya don't immediately make up after the Boxing Day Fight.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    Hayden is a good friend. The best, probably.

    Sometimes good friends have to do bad things, to protect the people they love.

    Or,

    What if the fanmail leak wasn't an accident?

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    20 Jul 2026

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    "Chlamydia?" Ilya has never heard Hollander's voice reach such heights in the absence of a cock. "You have chlamydia?"

    "I did not get it on purpose," Ilya complains.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    The thing is, David’s pretty sure the kid’s living in a car. Or a motel, or something. Things aren’t good; he’s sure of that. He’s not the most observant guy, and he’s kind of shocked Yuna and Shane seem completely oblivious. Ilya’s twelve years old and wears a sweatshirt that hugs his shoulders far too tight, jeans that ride up past his ankles. He grimaces every time he has to force his feet into his shoes, clearly also too small. He absolutely, patently refuses to be driven home, and Irina never picks him up. He says he doesn’t know his mother’s phone number when Yuna asks for it; David suspects she doesn’t have one. And Ilya completely shuts down when someone mentions joining a hockey team. 

    Ilya and Irina find themselves in Ottawa in 2003. Or more accurately, the Hollanders find them, and never seem to let go. 

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    19 Jul 2026