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Pain is the language by which I am understood by natasinim
Fandoms: Deadlock (Video Game)
15 Apr 2026
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The priest watched him in silence. How long had this man been hiding here, by himself? To what extent was he a human, or whatever Frankenstein turned him into? It made him sick. The stitches and implants dug into his discolored flesh, cut and bruised and marked, each limb a different size. He had long, dark hair that was tangled and filled with grime, his body barely covered by some dirty rags. Not even a name was he granted, much less the privilege of language. He couldn't decide if being abandoned by his creator was a blessing or plain cruelty.
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It was a single moment. A second of inattention that could have cost them the victim, could have gotten them caught, or worse; he could have gotten them killed. Well, for a moment there, he thought he got himself killed, for sure. He underestimated their prey, had only the instinct to jump in front of Alastor when he saw them reaching for the knife. There was a muffled sound of something ripping and then nothing else, a burning pain on his side numbing his senses - when he caught his bearings again, Alastor had already wrestled the knife back and seemed enthralled in the task of hitting their victim's face repeatedly with the back of the handle.
Violence dressed him better than any tailor.vincent gets hurt during a murder with alastor; alastor takes care of him
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Vox has a panic attack and vomits. I am projecting my issues onto him. if i must suffer, so will vincent whittman
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Till stood right beside the front doors, his back against the wall. The lighting was positioned on the other side, and shadow befell him like a comforter. The guy hadn't seen him yet.
Till had never seen his stalker up close. He always seemed to vanish as soon as Till was done with his show, so now, it was Till’s turn to just… look at him. He was a handsome guy, to be honest, his clothes were prim and proper, and so was his hair. He seemed out of place in a bar like this, especially in this dingy street outside, but the night suited him, and now, it couldn't have been just a trick of the light. His eyes had, indeed, a deep red glow to them. Till wasn't sure what compelled him to do it. Maybe it was the way the man paused, took in the cloggy night air, the way his pale skin looked against the dark frame of the bar entry. He realized, then, he had never heard the man's voice.
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And the most cruel fate the wind still held for him was that even after all that time, even after the fight and years apart, he and Diluc still completed each other perfectly in battle.
Set after/during 5.6 quest. It made me crave classic luckae
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Speakeasies are a den of depravity that promised Vox a night of indulgence. After hearing about one particularly saucy juice joint, Vox decides to take a peek. He didn’t expect to be struck by a familiar voice attached to a tall dark and handsome man. Vox is determined to get Alastor’s attention and find out what it would be like to finally give into his desires on a level beyond hushed school boy petting sessions. After all he was a man now, having his first drink away from the suffocating societal rules of the outside world.
Alastor found Vox to be an interesting prospect, at least when it comes to being a victim at his hands. The young man was naive and far from home. Surely no one would miss him. Least of all Alastor himself. But as he gets to know the young man he finds himself trusting Vox enough to travel towards his dream of radio stardom with him. Even if the blood lust still lingers in the back of Alastor’s mind.
1920s human AU with age gap.
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10 Dec 2025
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Vincent hates his suburban life, his pathetic role in middle management. He knows he’s destined for more. In a moment of desperation, he turns to a ritual that promises to grant him this wish.
Summoning a demon with an obsessive interest in him wasn't exactly the solution he'd hoped for.
(Human!Vox / Demon!Val | Late 70s Prequel AU )
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26 Nov 2025
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“Are you trying to kill yourself or something? What kind of idiot human falls into the water when they have perfectly functional roads?”
The person who saved him had a blunt way of speaking that made him shrivel up inside. Yes, he had been stupid, but it wasn’t like it had been on purpose.
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- Part 1 of Lilium
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17 Sep 2025
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When he’d seen Kuzuha’s wide eyes and slightly parted mouth at the words, “I killed a person yesterday”, Kanae wanted to laugh. He had taken a moment to enjoy Kuzuha’s shocked face, the summer sun’s brilliance creating a spotlight on the amusing expression.
He probably wasn’t a nice person.
Or: The partners run away for a summer.
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09 Jul 2025
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Whenever he found Kanae, no matter what version of him that was, the outcome was the same. It was unfair to his partner who met him for the first time, every cycle, unaware of their prior years together. Kanae wasn’t obligated to feel the same way about him each time, but he did. Always, always with that unconditional love that Kuzuha didn’t think he deserved. The guilt was severe, it made him prone to pushing Kanae away, to act more standoffish than he actually felt. A pattern in his behavior that developed and resurfaced more and more with each reincarnation. He knew it was foul play, but the liability had cultivated itself into a monster he saw in every mirror.
And he convinced himself, with a resolute despair, that he had to keep this monster away from his oldest, most beloved friend.
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01 Jul 2025