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this is why we can't have nice things by apageinthisbook
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Jun 2026
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Remember when Hayden Pike punches Ilya after Shane said not to, right before the announcement of the Irina Foundation? Remember that that was the second time Hayden laid his hands on Ilya in the first month of knowing him?
Or, Shane gets rightfully fed up after the first month of Hayden's behavior towards Ilya. Punching Ilya was the final straw, so he tells Hayden to pretend he never found out. It sets off a chain of events landing him, happily, in Ottawa a year earlier and with a better support system for both him and Ilya.
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09 Jul 2026
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this is why we can't have nice things
apageinthisbookSummary:
Remember when Hayden Pike punches Ilya after Shane said not to, right before the announcement of the Irina Foundation? Remember that that was the second time Hayden laid his hands on Ilya in the first month of knowing him?
Or, Shane gets rightfully fed up after the first month of Hayden's behavior towards Ilya. Punching Ilya was the final straw, so he tells Hayden to pretend he never found out. It sets off a chain of events landing him, happily, in Ottawa a year earlier and with a better support system for both him and Ilya.
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The one where Shane cuts Hayden out, brings JJ in, elopes without telling his parents because they didn’t react well to the proposal, Yuna knocks on the door while they’re fucking, Shane rebuffs her attempts to talk business during the summer. Shane’s boundary setting.
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Try, Try Again by lollercakes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 May 2026
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It's already so complicated - their hook-ups and their secrets - that Ilya Rozanov knows it can't continue forever. So, when Shane Hollander, his rival on the ice and current reason for waking up in the morning, suddenly ghosts him and starts playing like an amateur, Ilya is desperate to figure out why and fix it so that their tangled little mess can maybe, one day, last.
AN: Make note of the tags. Not a full recount/description of the assault, but it's a central theme.
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- Part 1 of Trying
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09 Jun 2026
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Try, Try Again
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It's already so complicated - their hook-ups and their secrets - that Ilya Rozanov knows it can't continue forever. So, when Shane Hollander, his rival on the ice and current reason for waking up in the morning, suddenly ghosts him and starts playing like an amateur, Ilya is desperate to figure out why and fix it so that their tangled little mess can maybe, one day, last.
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Ilya POV of Shane rape recovery. Rape occured the summer after Vegas
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“Good,” Ilya praised, his voice thick. “So good for me. Taking my hand so well.”
Then with a final careful twist, he pressed his thumb alongside the four fingers, curling his whole hand into a loose fist. He began to push.
The sound Shane made was inhuman–a guttural, choked scream.
(or, Shane's boyfriend doesn't make him cum. Ilya needs to fix that)
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- Part 21 of Crashing out over Hollanov
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08 Jul 2026
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messy affairs
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“Good,” Ilya praised, his voice thick. “So good for me. Taking my hand so well.”
Then with a final careful twist, he pressed his thumb alongside the four fingers, curling his whole hand into a loose fist. He began to push.
The sound Shane made was inhuman–a guttural, choked scream.
(or, Shane's boyfriend doesn't make him cum. Ilya needs to fix that)
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The sex is hot but the lack of explicit consent was not great (especially for the phone call) (for me, personally. This is fictional wish fulfillment so it’s all good if that’s your jam)
Trans Shane, vaginal fisting, squirting
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zuko nation @yaoionice
tell me why the rozanov leaks have me sobbing into my pillow … god i see what you have done for others
oh captain my captain @jimothykirk
Replying to @yaoionice
RIGHT like i think love might be real
dani @danisqueerbar
Replying to @jimothykirk
we found love in a hopeless place (rozanov’s dms)
Or, the internet reacts to leaked messages between Ilya Rozanov and the mysterious Jane.
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23 Feb 2026
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#janegate
deadmemewalkingIlya’s sappy messages to Jane are leaked and he’s exposed as a loverboy
Re-read 7/8/26
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In Which Hayden Pike Saves Hollanov With the Power of Being a Toddler Dad by ilokheimsins
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Apr 2026
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Look.
Hayden knows he isn't the most observant guy. His teammates tell him, Jacki tells him, Ruby and Jade tell him - well, they say, "Daddy, you ran into the coffee table again" - but even he's not so unobservant that he won't notice Shane leaving in one outfit and coming back in a significantly different one that's a size too big.
Or, Hayden Pike learns some things he wishes he hadn't but ultimately figures it's for the greater good.
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08 Jun 2026
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In Which Hayden Pike Saves Hollanov With the Power of Being a Toddler Dad
ilokheimsinsSummary:
Look.
Hayden knows he isn't the most observant guy. His teammates tell him, Jacki tells him, Ruby and Jade tell him - well, they say, "Daddy, you ran into the coffee table again" - but even he's not so unobservant that he won't notice Shane leaving in one outfit and coming back in a significantly different one that's a size too big.
Or, Hayden Pike learns some things he wishes he hadn't but ultimately figures it's for the greater good.
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Hayden gets Shane and Ilya back together after the tuna melts
Re-read 7/8/26