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    “I’ve been having these dreams,” Neil answered hesitantly but felt he had to specify if Andrew thought he was talking about nightmares. These dreams were far from any of the nightmares he had ever experienced.

    “About you,” he confirmed. The line on the other end went quiet, and with no response from Andrew.
    “Y’know what, forget it-” Neil felt the need to backtrack; he didn’t want to make Andrew uncomfortable or go across any boundaries that weren’t safe to cross.

    “Neil,” Andrew said, but Neil was too busy trying to reverse the damage he did.

    “I’m-” Neil was interrupted again by Andrew.

    “Neil, stop.” Andrew said firmly. Neil finally stopped his mouth, closing it to keep his words inside.

    “I have dreams about you too.” Andrew relented quietly. “It's not a big deal.” Neil couldn’t help but imagine what Andrew dreamt about. Was it like his? Was it just replays of old memories of them two?

    “I've been having sex dreams about us,” Neil confessed.

    Or: Neil misses the reality of Andrew's touch during his fifth year at Palmetto. When he starts having a series of sex dreams prompts Neil and Andrew into having phone sex to handle the distance.

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    20 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 61

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    Ryan slides onto the floor, knees planted to the carpet, his stomach resting on the mattress.

    “What’re you doing?”

    “Giving you a blowie.”

    He says it like it’s obvious, like Naim should know that Ryan wants his dick in his mouth. He almost can’t believe his luck.

    Naim’s up on his elbows now, watching him. He isn’t as shy as he was a minute ago, judging by how he’s practically thrusting up against Ryan’s hand, as turned on as Ryan is.

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    05 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 47

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    “Why're you looking at me like that?” Naim says, quiet, a bit insecure. His eyes flit away, closing when Ryan reaches a finger up to trace his lips.

    Ryan shrugs, unable to do anything but tell the truth. He's in his bed with a beautiful, impossible boy, and he's going to tell him that he loves him. Like something out of his dreams. Ryan is sick of not taking what he wants, of letting it flit past him like a balloon in the wind, strings cut.

    No. Ryan loves Naim, is in love with him, and he's going to fucking say it.

    “I love you,” Ryan says, vulnerable, eyes wet. “I don't know how else to look at you.”

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    05 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 48

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    “You good?” he asked again, reaching for Naim’s hair. “What’s wrong?”

    Nothing. Naim wanted to say. Nothing at all.

    Instead, his eyes caught on the coloured bottles on his nightstand, some of them tipped over on their sides from the mattress bumping the nightstand. Naim squeezed his eyes shut, feeling his cheeks grow blotchy with embarrassment as he rolled over, pressing his face into Ryan’s chest,

    “It’s stupid,” Naim said, muffled, slowly lifting his head and threading his fingers through Ryan’s mussed curls, “It’s not even-”

    Ryan smiled, the cold metal of his rings kissing Naim’s flushed cheeks as he cupped his boyfriend’s face,

    “Just say it, dickhead.”

    Naim swallowed around the words, forcing himself to slow down,

    I want you to fuck me while I'm high.

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    Ryan and Naim fuck at a rave!

    Please read the tags <3

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Neil was not used to being in a position where he had to say goodbye.

    Not goodbye as in thank you, you were amazing but just a normal, regular I’ll see you soon.

    Andrew watched him, his expression mildly unimpressed, and Neil resisted the urge to pick at the scars on his arms.

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    Andrew is going on a trip, Neil insists he'll be fine, Neil is a hot mess. Short little one shot idea I had, mostly because I love writing feral Neil trying to be "normal"

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    19 Jun 2026