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The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known by SerotoninShift
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
19 Jun 2026
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After the Taumoeba leak, after I decided to die after all and turned my ship around to save Rocky, after Rocky's frantic calculations about food supplies, Taumoeba multiplication rates, and human caloric intake needs, after we realized that with some rationing and luck I would make it, but that we were headed toward the unknown territory of trying to rapid-prototype me a life support system and synthetic food supply on an inhospitable planet: after all of that, after everything, I shouldn't have been surprised that it only took a few months on board the Hail Mary for things to get weird.
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14 Jul 2026
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Some of the most spectacular characterization and voice I've read thusfar in the PHM fandom 😩
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The Most Annoying Guy in the MLP Forum by DripnBuzz for Bigg Rattttt
Fandoms: Naruto (Anime & Manga)
02 Apr 2026
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Gaara screeched and hooked his hands under the computer desk to flip it. Luckily for the computer, his 13-year-old muscles couldn’t lift even an inch. Instead, he just kicked his chair over and stomped around the office space. His father wasn’t home; he was never home unless he had to be. That meant the only people there to be witness to his tantrums were his siblings, who tended to just be grateful they were minor in comparison to who he had been a few years ago. Kankuro hadn’t moved from his place on the couch, still playing Call of Duty. Temari sat in the armchair, looking up at him over her phone with an amused stare.
He screeched again, “This guy is such a fucking dildo!”
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03 May 2026
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Such a wonderful ode to being Internet Friends (and more) in the early aughts. 😭🩵
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Hypothesis, or: How Jayce Talis Learned to Stop Worrying and Embrace Being a Bottom by SatsumaSegments for laurentsaint
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
14 Feb 2025
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'Do you enjoy sex, Jayce? You seemed a little…in your head.'
'I was fine.' Jayce says, a little too quickly, his pulse a little too fast. 'Was it...bad?'
'Not at all. I had a good time. It was a change of pace, if truth be told. I always imagined that out of the two of us, it would be me in control of things.'
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In which they have a breakthrough in the lab, and then another in Viktor's bed.
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27 Oct 2025
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Ah yes the autistic feel of needing an internal script during sex and then having it flung to the side for the first time. Oh, jayce
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ah! this grief like cold bells ringing by loquaciousquark
Fandoms: Dragon Age (Video Games)
01 Nov 2020
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Six weeks ago, Hawke was taken by slavers and driven north to a Tevinter market. Today she is sold, whether she wills it or not.
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A study on how to live again, afterwards.
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31 Jul 2025
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not a creature of liminal spaces by xtinethepirate
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
20 Jan 2025
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“Have any of your other ‘impressive’ alphas made you come on command?”
Unfortunately not; if this was only to be a one-time thing, it would ruin casual sex for him for the rest of his life. Eh, if so, at least it would be a relatively short life.
He’d hesitated too long over forming some cutting reply. Jayce’s smirk was just getting bigger. Smugger.
“Jealous,” he quipped.
“Doesn’t sound like I need to be.”
“Pants, Jayce.”
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Viktor has always been very careful to conceal being omega from everyone in Piltover. It worked well for years, with the assistance of suppressants to deal with his Heat Cycle. Until Jayce complicated matters, in more ways than one.
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16 Apr 2025
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Did Viktor cross the line? If the line was considered what was acceptable between normal lab partners then there was no doubt he had gone too far.
If the line was considered what was acceptable between him and Jayce then… it was more complicated.
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During the heat of an argument Viktor lets his dominant side slip. Jayce doesn't understand why he can't stop thinking about it. Viktor feels like an awful person. They’ll figure it out together.- Language:
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08 Apr 2025
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All things considered; the pitfall had technically served its intended purpose. That came as no surprise to Viktor. Rarely did he ever construct a trap that didn’t do exactly what he’d built it to do.
It was what he found at the bottom of it that left him rattled.
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A Jayvik "The Last Of Us" AU based on Frank and Bill's episode "LONG, LONG TIME"
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30 Mar 2025
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Important to read whenever I need to believe in love and gentle queer joy.
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Help Alleviate Your Platonic Bro's Surgery Pain With This One Weird Trick! by palant1r
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
15 Dec 2024
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“If I so much as catch a whiff of you around this lab before three weeks after the surgery —“ (three weeks! Viktor sputters incredulously, but Jayce powers on) “— I’m dragging you back to…” he blinks. “Who am I dragging you back to? Who do you have looking after you?”“I do not need a babysitter,” Viktor scoffs. “I have been through worse. I will be fine. I will pay someone to deliver some meals and take the week off work.”
Jayce looks at him like Viktor’s just said something incredibly and unbearably sad.
“So,” Viktor continues, “are you going to do the laundry, or not? If not, I will find someone else.”
Jayce is silent for a long moment. Then:
“Yeah,” he says. “I can do that.”
Viktor resigns himself to recover from spinal fusion surgery alone. He fails to account for Jayce's fervent desire to serve him.
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Bookmarked by nonbinaryapostate
17 Feb 2025
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I'm soft and this hits hardcore because I just got spine surgery myself ....
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the epilogue of something beautiful by khayr
Fandoms: Dragon Age: The Veilguard (Video Game)
28 Dec 2024
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“I hear it.” Rook spoke barely in a whisper. When she turned her head to look at him, he could see tears streaking down her cheeks.
He pulled himself upright in an instant, his hands automatically going to wipe the tears from her face. Her eyes met his. Lucanis tried to ignore the way Spite buzzed at the back of his skull like an anxious dog.
“Hear… what?” There was a distinct possibility he did not truly wish to know the answer.
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Every Grey Warden must eventually answer to the Calling. Even Rook.
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Unseen Influence by starkraving
Fandoms: Dragon Age: The Veilguard (Video Game), Dragon Age (Video Games)
10 Jan 2025
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Rook has a hole in their head. Spite can see it, but the rest of team doesn’t seem to care. Mortals are stupid. Spite makes a point of telling them. Repeatedly. With emphasis. Why don't they understand? Something is wrong with Rook. AKA: Spite can see Solas’ influence. Lucanis (and everyone) struggle to understand him. Rook is fine. Right?
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06 Jan 2025
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I saw a commenter say that they want to gnaw on this like a dog and, yeah, same
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Lee turns his head, meets kohl-lined eyes glaring up at him as if he’d stepped on someone’s toes, or worse. His new companion motions for Lee to duck down, so he dutifully does. Perhaps he’s blocked this small stranger’s vision. He worries over this right until the guy murmurs in his ear.
“I knew you didn’t fucking like Oingo Boingo. Stop hogging the barricade.”
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Lee's hitchhiked across Queensland to see DEVO, and seen DEVO he has. Now what? A stranger he met at the concert might be able to help.
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10 May 2024
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“You have never danced before?”
“No one ever taught me how.”
No one ever wanted me.
Lee looks at him, his eyes iridescent under the constellations arcing across the desert sky. He holds out one hand, scarred, unbandaged, unafraid. “I will teach you,” he says, “if you will let me.”
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“Are you sure I’m not imposing on you?”
“It is not an imposition,” Lee mumbles into his hair. His arms tighten, and within that strong embrace Gaara finds the peace he’s never elsewhere known. “Not with you. Never with you.”
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Five times that Lee and Gaara share each other’s beds, and one time they share their own.
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08 Apr 2024
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Help I'm in my Naruto Renaissance and I can't stop reading all the amazing GaaLee
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For nearly a decade, Rock Lee and Gaara have written each other, like clockwork. Their friendship grew steadily over many years, and at some point, without realizing it Rock Lee had fallen completely and irrevocably in love with Gaara.
But when he realizes this, advice from his mentor gives him little hope of ever being able to confess.
And so he does the only thing he can think to do: he writes it all down in a letter he never intends to send.
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24 Mar 2024
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On romantic love, and its available avenues of communication.
There is a corpse on the temple's doorstep.
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22 Mar 2024
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Ashton would love every fucking alpha in Jrusar to take a long walk off a fucking cliff.
Orym just knows it's not right that Dorian has to be so careful walking down the street at night.
("There you go, sweetheart, keep breathing for me.”
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29 Aug 2023
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Humming in interest, Caleb sucks, slowly. Oh, it’s nice. It’s very nice. The suction is replaced by the smooth edges of teeth, distinctly felt as they drag over the flesh. There is the slide of wet lips and then the clink of teeth on metal. Ever so lightly, Caleb tugs at the star pendant that dangles from the softest part of his lobe.
“Hahhh—” Essek gapes, staring up at the wooden ceiling as he feels gravity flip deep within his belly. He blinks and wets his lips before he can speak again. “Light above. What are you doing to me?
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open up the deepness (Essek on the beach) by lakrisrot (enheduane)
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
03 Mar 2023
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Looking down at his body, he sees the soft gleam of the sun-oil he had been convinced into applying even as he hides in the shade, after the first few times when his skin had grown sore and dry the next day. Sunlight bounces off bright surfaces, of course; it takes a lot to be fully untouched. Even safely in the shade, the heat finds him, seeps in through the porous skin, and warms him to the very gut.
Or; the fic where going to the beach makes Essek horny
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10 Mar 2023
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After Steve Harrington goes missing, Eddie Munson gets exposed to the secret dangers of Hawkins, Indiana in 1985 instead of 1986.
Will a different first meeting lead to a change in his fate?
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01 Dec 2022
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Had me giggling out loud and reading parts to my partner because the humor was so spot on. Good shit.
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The One in Which a Time Loop is Fucking Exhausting. by badpancake
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
17 Jul 2022
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It’s the first time in a while that he doesn’t know what comes next. He’s dove into the water hundreds of times. Screamed as his flesh was torn apart, heard Master of Puppets in the distance and held back tears. Felt Max’s cold, small hand in his as she laid in the hospital bed. There are things that always happen, no matter how hard he tries: El doesn’t arrive in time. Eddie dies. Max is put in a coma.
Steve fails. They lose.
“Steve, how many loops have you been through?”
His head is nodding, and his eyes are watery, and Eddie has approached him like a spooked animal.
“I lost count.”
AKA: The one where Steve Harrington is stuck in a time loop, and Eddie Munson is really fucking hard to save, or: fuck Volume 2, these bitches are in love.
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04 Oct 2022