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    Short, soft snippets written for the Ace Omens discord server.

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    a series of Conclave fics that belong in the same universe, mostly depicting Vincent's efforts and struggles to adapt to the Vatican, to such an abrupt change in his life, and his developing relationships with all the new people around him.

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    My fics written for the Fluffbruary 2022 prompts.

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    Charles and Erik coming together again in their seventies, after more than forty years apart.

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    A series for all my Blupjeans Week 2021 works.

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    No one wanted the night to end, so the celebration party had moved from the locker room (where Shane had a few sips of warm beer out of the Cup and three-fourths of a bottle of champagne) to Monk's (where Shane had cold beer and too many jello shots that were in syringes of all things — that was 100 percent Dykstra's fault) to Bood's house (where he ate a few slices of pizza to sober up a little and washed it down with a Ginger Ale that Ilya had somehow acquired from seemingly out of thin air before Ilya and Troy challenged him and Luca to a game of beer pong, which Shane and Luca had lost spectacularly because Luca had no idea how beer bong worked). After the game, Ilya had brushed his fingers along Shane's spine as he ribbed Luca on his poor skills, and Shane's skin burned.

    Suddenly, he was done with the parties.


     

    Or, the story of how Shane and Ilya broke a dresser (and a front door) after they won the Cup.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    the sign on your heart said it's still reserved for me by brunettereader
    Part 2 of where's the trophy? he just comes running over to me

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    ID: 5654286
    Words: 21,958 | Works: 3 | Complete: Yes | Bookmarks: 785
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    A series of one-shots that examine Shane's love for Ilya and how everyone else reacts to it.

    Series title comes from "The Alchemy" by Taylor Swift.

    Published: 2026-02-14
    Work ID: 79532076

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    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov

    Work Summary:

    No one wanted the night to end, so the celebration party had moved from the locker room (where Shane had a few sips of warm beer out of the Cup and three-fourths of a bottle of champagne) to Monk's (where Shane had cold beer and too many jello shots that were in syringes of all things — that was 100 percent Dykstra's fault) to Bood's house (where he ate a few slices of pizza to sober up a little and washed it down with a Ginger Ale that Ilya had somehow acquired from seemingly out of thin air before Ilya and Troy challenged him and Luca to a game of beer pong, which Shane and Luca had lost spectacularly because Luca had no idea how beer bong worked). After the game, Ilya had brushed his fingers along Shane's spine as he ribbed Luca on his poor skills, and Shane's skin burned.

    Suddenly, he was done with the parties.


     

    Or, the story of how Shane and Ilya broke a dresser (and a front door) after they won the Cup.

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    Ilya knows that, between him and Shane, he's the more affectionate of the two. He's not sure if it's because he's from Europe, where everyone greets each other with a hug and a kiss on the cheek, or if it's because he grew up so starved for love and affection that he can't do anything except show Shane how much he loves him at any chance that he has.

    So, yes, he knows that he's the one most likely to kiss Shane on the cheek when he skates by him at practice or come up behind Shane when he's cooking dinner just to wrap his arms around him or fall on top of Shane while he's reading on the couch, desperate to have his skin touching Shane's.

    But, Shane… Shane loves Ilya differently. It's quieter. More intentional.


     

    Or, five times that Shane loved Ilya in his quiet way, and one time that he loved Ilya loudly.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    you make it so easy (to fall so hard) by brunettereader
    Part 1 of where's the trophy? he just comes running over to me

    Series Information:

    ID: 5654286
    Words: 21,958 | Works: 3 | Complete: Yes | Bookmarks: 785
    Description:

    A series of one-shots that examine Shane's love for Ilya and how everyone else reacts to it.

    Series title comes from "The Alchemy" by Taylor Swift.

    Published: 2026-01-07
    Work ID: 77242946

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    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov

    Work Summary:

    Ilya knows that, between him and Shane, he's the more affectionate of the two. He's not sure if it's because he's from Europe, where everyone greets each other with a hug and a kiss on the cheek, or if it's because he grew up so starved for love and affection that he can't do anything except show Shane how much he loves him at any chance that he has.

    So, yes, he knows that he's the one most likely to kiss Shane on the cheek when he skates by him at practice or come up behind Shane when he's cooking dinner just to wrap his arms around him or fall on top of Shane while he's reading on the couch, desperate to have his skin touching Shane's.

    But, Shane… Shane loves Ilya differently. It's quieter. More intentional.


     

    Or, five times that Shane loved Ilya in his quiet way, and one time that he loved Ilya loudly.

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    THE CENTAURS ARE MLH CUP CHAMPIONS @justahockeygirl
    Dad: I saw your hockey players were trending on Twitter.
    Me: SHANE POSTED ABOUT ILYA AND BROKE INSTAGRAM.
    Dad: That sounds nice, sweetie.

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    Mel Henderson (they/them) @HiItsMel
    I love my job, but can the gays just give me ONE DAY OF PEACE?????

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    paige 🌈🐎🏹 @paige_on_the_pk
    We are being FED!! First the pictures from Game 5, then the parade, and now this? Man, I fucking love being a Centaurs fan.


     

    Or, the internet reacts to Shane's post about Ilya. Chaos ensues, followed by tooth-rotting sweetness.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    yours, until the poets run out of rhyme by brunettereader
    Part 3 of where's the trophy? he just comes running over to me

    Series Information:

    ID: 5654286
    Words: 21,958 | Works: 3 | Complete: Yes | Bookmarks: 785
    Description:

    A series of one-shots that examine Shane's love for Ilya and how everyone else reacts to it.

    Series title comes from "The Alchemy" by Taylor Swift.

    Published: 2026-01-20
    Work ID: 78026446

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    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
    Troy Barrett/Harris Drover

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    THE CENTAURS ARE MLH CUP CHAMPIONS @justahockeygirl
    Dad: I saw your hockey players were trending on Twitter.
    Me: SHANE POSTED ABOUT ILYA AND BROKE INSTAGRAM.
    Dad: That sounds nice, sweetie.

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    Mel Henderson (they/them) @HiItsMel
    I love my job, but can the gays just give me ONE DAY OF PEACE?????

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    paige 🌈🐎🏹 @paige_on_the_pk
    We are being FED!! First the pictures from Game 5, then the parade, and now this? Man, I fucking love being a Centaurs fan.


     

    Or, the internet reacts to Shane's post about Ilya. Chaos ensues, followed by tooth-rotting sweetness.

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    Ilya knows there is a thing about himself he has to always keep hidden in the deepest recesses of his body, behind his molars and in his core. He thinks Shane Hollander might be the same, except the thing about him he cannot hide.

    Ilya Rozanov is the biggest hockey talent of his generation. So is Shane Hollander.

    But over the years Ilya notices that the vicious media and the clamouring fans and some of his more foul-mouthed teammates treat Hollander differently than any other hockey player.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    enforcer by moonlitgarden

    Published: 2025-12-23
    Work ID: 76278971

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    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov

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    Ilya knows there is a thing about himself he has to always keep hidden in the deepest recesses of his body, behind his molars and in his core. He thinks Shane Hollander might be the same, except the thing about him he cannot hide.

    Ilya Rozanov is the biggest hockey talent of his generation. So is Shane Hollander.

    But over the years Ilya notices that the vicious media and the clamouring fans and some of his more foul-mouthed teammates treat Hollander differently than any other hockey player.

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    Ilya hasn’t planned on meeting Shane’s parents after only three days at the cottage. He sure as hell hasn’t planned on dying that very same day, only to wake up in his childhood home in Moscow.

    The year is 2004, he’s twelve again, and his mother is still alive.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    we prophesy in part by eclipturesque

    Completed: 2026-02-23
    Work ID: 78187056

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    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
    Ilya Rozanov/Sasha | Ilya Rozanov's Coach's Son

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    Ilya hasn’t planned on meeting Shane’s parents after only three days at the cottage. He sure as hell hasn’t planned on dying that very same day, only to wake up in his childhood home in Moscow.

    The year is 2004, he’s twelve again, and his mother is still alive.

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    we prophesy in part by eclipturesque

    Completed: 2026-02-23
    Work ID: 78187056

    Relationship Tags:

    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
    Ilya Rozanov/Sasha | Ilya Rozanov's Coach's Son

    Work Summary:

    Ilya hasn’t planned on meeting Shane’s parents after only three days at the cottage. He sure as hell hasn’t planned on dying that very same day, only to wake up in his childhood home in Moscow.

    The year is 2004, he’s twelve again, and his mother is still alive.