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  1. Rec *

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    Dean did a lot of thinking about when and how he would get Cas back. Months of it, actually, stretching into a year, because while Sam and Eileen were settling into their new lives, Dean was stuck. He was stuck in a faraway corner of the bunker, dark and empty and hollow, ringing with the sound of a vibrating phone.

    So when he falls to his knees in that same room, exhausted, hurting, breathless, and he feels a hand on his shoulder and looks up to see Cas, he realizes that he doesn't have a single clue about what to do now. Getting Cas out had been easy--actually, it'd been the opposite of that--but the planning of it, the methodical desperation of one attempt after the other had been a familiar rhythm. It'd been soothing almost, solid, something to focus on that wasn't Cas's eyes, watery and jubilant in a way Dean hadn't ever seen that up close on anyone, let alone Cas.

    And now Cas is pulling him to his feet, and Dean's stumbling, and he instinctually grabs Cas's arm, and his hand lights up with a fire that he isn't prepared for.

    "Hello, Dean."

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    18 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 77

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    Castiel summons the Empty, but it doesn't take him. Instead, the Empty strips him of his grace, leaving him alive but human, and leaving Dean and Cas to face the aftermath of the things they both said in that dungeon.

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    They're not supposed to talk about what happened, not supposed to be thinking about it, not supposed to acknowledge it. They're supposed to act like it never happened. 

    That's proving to be very difficult for Dean. 

    There are wants scratching against his skin, begging to be let out. Releasing them once wasn't his fault, but it's a bitch of a problem to handle. 

    How's he supposed to forget the feeling of Cas writhing in his arms, panting in his ear, staring at him with such reverence and need? Dean can't; it's like the memories lay in the center of his brain, latched onto every other part, pushing its into every fucking thought he has. It's just…there.

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    When Castiel gets kidnapped by four mediocre witches with one brain cell between them, a spell keeps Dean from being able to touch him. A journey to fix this mistake has a few snags along the way, and Castiel never expected to play a role where he's divorcing Dean, nor did he expect to have Dean taking a stroll within his subconscious, but here he is. A tale of cheeky witches, a matchmaking kitsune, and a yearning for contact leads Castiel to one unrelenting conclusion:

    Just a touch can change a mind, leave a mark, and say more than words ever will.

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    18 Jul 2026

  5. Rec 86

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    Every now and again, loving Superman feels like giving the world an ultimatum. Keep turning, just this once, and give me this, or learn what it means to be still. Dean's been still for far too long. He wants a turn now.

     

    He moves, circling closer to Cas, like the sure rotation of the earth. Dean knows he's a pillar to what keeps it turning, a fortified bolt in the cogs that makes it run. Save the world once, and it gives you an ultimatum. Keep saving forever, and forget to live, or learn what it means to die. Being in love with Superman while trying to be Superman feels like fraudulent activity.

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