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  1. Public Bookmark 55

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    Despite knowing they can’t get sick in the circus, Pomni’s come down with something. Luckily Jax is there to nurse her back to health.

    No spoilers for the finale.

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    17 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 39

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    Or, Not Another Unabstracted Transfem Jax Story

    Nothing innovative here, just a little personal writing project I wrote as catharsis in the wake of Episode 9.

    Jax comes back with a task given by an old friend.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    ch 14

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    "Pom, can I ask a favor? A selfish favor?"
    "You can ask me anything, Jax."
    "Can you...hurt me?"

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    16 Jul 2026

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    [⚠️ EPISODE NINE SPOILERS SFAUFUA MOVE ALONG ⚠️]
    They all watched him fall— The funny, comic relief character. How ironic was that? The one who told jokes with a beaming smile now hid amongst pillows with sorrow.
    They were probably laughing at him outside of the pillowfort, Jax decided with a scoff, squinting at the light coming out of the pillowfort. Somebody must’ve forgotten to cover the entrance.
    Whatever.
    Jax looked down, feeling the familiar yet odd glitchness of his animalistic limbs, his multiple eyes opening and closing— arrays of colour filling the corners of his vision, reminding him of the depiction of people being high.
    It was rare to think, Jax had come to terms with that. The abstraction was like a mind of its own, commanding for blood and violence in an animalistic tone.
    And all he could really do was wait for that opening, wait for the cage to creak open ever so slightly so he could feel human again, even if it was never noticeable by whoever was around him.

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    OR: Pomni and the rest are persistent in constantly talking to Jax, unaware that he's listening in with complete consciousness, slowly regaining his sanity with each one sided conversation.

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    14 Jul 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 60

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    “Is it even gonna …” Jax grumbled, face pressed into the sheets. “Does it even feel good?”

    Pomni didn’t think he’d take an I have no fucking idea very well, so instead she tried to deflect. “Did it not feel good last time, when I—”

    “That was a one-off,” Jax snapped, prying a hand from the sheets to point accusingly backward at her. “It was—I don’t know, you caught me off guard, or something!”

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    13 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 39

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    He’s sure all he’s good for is breaking things. She’s too stubborn to give up on fixing things. Before they wind up in a position where neither will budge, maybe she could fix things by breaking him.
    Then again, what does he know? Would it be so much to ask for her to just choose for him?

    Started as a kink fic, slowly winding up a (kinky) fix-it fic.

    Or, excuses excuses by Ultraspicyundertow checked too many boxes for me and I miss it every day, so here's "we have excuses excuses at home." Another soft, slow-burn, hypnokinky funnybunny fic.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    ch 4

  7. Public Bookmark 11

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    11 Jul 2026

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  8. Public Bookmark 41

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    Caine’s Christmas Day adventure is what everyone wants: an office Christmas party straight out of 1997, 2005, wait…what year is it again? Well, anyway, everyone’s going to have a blast!

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    11 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 21

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    Jax and Ragatha break into Pomni’s room where they hide from her, thinking she’ll go to sleep soon enough. To their surprise, she decides to ‘entertain herself’. When she catches them, she decides it could be fun for them all to play together.

    Kinktober 2025 Day 3- Threesome

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    09 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 13

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    Against her better judgement, Pomni and Jax have started a FWB situationship - just physical. No strings attached. Just to help blow off some steam. Jax has three rules:

    1.) No one else can know.
    2.) No cuddling after.
    3.) No feelings.

    They can follow those. Right?

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    09 Jul 2026

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  11. Public Bookmark *

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    “Hey Jax..” Pomni starts to call out quietly but upon seeing the back of his shoulders tense further she pauses.

    Are you okay? She wants to ask.

    But her gut tells her that that might not be the best approach with Jax yet. The memory of him hunched over the buttons console in despair, raw and full of hurt comes unbidden.

    “...What is this place?” She asks instead, relieved to see that his shoulders slightly sagged down as if in relief.

    Jax cracked one eye open and glanced lazily toward the far wall.

    “No idea,” he said. “Just another one of those rooms.”

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    After the events of episode 7, Jax grows more withdrawn. When Pomni accidentally discovers the room where he’s been hiding, the two form an unexpected bond—and a new kind of trouble that extends far beyond just themselves.

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    09 Jul 2026

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  12. Public Bookmark 69

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    Sometimes, on the rare nights they spend in bed together, Pomni will sit up by her side, and watch her sleep.

    Usually she situates herself lower down the bed, like she wants to be small. She'll throw her arm over Pomni's waist and tuck the scarred side of her face against her side, right above her hip. She'll always start out sleeping restlessly, but her face will even out in dreaming.

    Pomni will often reach out, to cup the back of her head with her hand, run her fingers through her hair, and stare at her peaceful, unguarded expression — and she'll think, selfishly, just to herself, I wish I knew your name.

    (or: jax coming back from abstraction doesn't automatically fix everything. pomni struggles to reckon with it.)

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    09 Jul 2026

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  13. Public Bookmark 50

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    After her "hookup" with Pomni, Jax is left with many new emotions to figure out... and, unfortunately, they get rather tangled up with the people around her. As they all explore their feelings, we explore more of what the circus has to offer.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    ch 6

  14. Public Bookmark 32

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    Pomni hadn't ever thought she'd wind up in a predicament where her and Jax would be on the same bed.

    ..Much less one where he'd be laying down whilst she straddled the width of his long torso, leaning towards his face with a makeup brush.

    In fact, she never thought the guy would allow a makeup brush anywhere near his face. She's surprised he hasn't yet pushed her off and watched her roll to the floor with the widest of grins on his cheeks — that he hasn't laughed at whatever complaints she'd likely spew out at him in response.

    You know, now that she's thinking of it, he's actually.. being surprisingly tolerable right now. The protests beforehand were one thing — the ones that whined and complained that "Makeup was for girls!" or that, "This stuff could be toxic; you never know, Pom-Pom!" — but for now, he seems to be okay.

    Pomni does Jax's makeup, much to both their surprise.

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    08 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 10

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    Pomni and Lilly have always been so close, but Lilly keeps dodging confrontations on what their relationship is now. She soon realizes she may have been too late to make her move.

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    08 Jul 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 74

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    Gangle’s Fashion Adventure has stirred up some dormant feelings in Jax. Feelings he never let himself feel, but feelings he’d been ready to face for a while now. It changes not only himself— herself— but her relationships, and the pre-existing dynamics they’d all become accustomed to. It wasn’t easy, but she finds more love then she thought would have ever been possible, and joy beyond what she thought she’d ever be capable of.

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    08 Jul 2026

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  17. Public Bookmark 48

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    It had been three days since they all got guns, since the awkward Ming debacle during The Favourite Character Awards, three whole days of Jax's doing his best I don’t give a [%$!$#] about anything routine.

    Well Caine has his ALL SEEING EYES everywhere and has taken note of the hostility between the circus' newest tiny member, and everyone's favourite (or not so favourite) purple prankster.

    His solution? Put these two superstars into their very own specialized adventure to work things out!

    Only the adventure is just Saw ™️ 2004.

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    08 Jul 2026

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  18. Public Bookmark *

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    When Caine finally gives in in an effort to appease his performers, something goes terribly, amazingly wrong.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    ch 6

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    Months after giving up all hope on them, Pomni enters the pillow fort to find... Jax.

    But not the one she remembers. A new one. One with softer eyes, happier features and a big red bow on one ear.

    Jax has to figure out what the fuck to do. Because they are a girl now. And weirdly okay about it.

    Also: Jax has her egg cracked by God and has to find a way to cope after being abstracted for months.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    ch 16

  20. Public Bookmark 20

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    Caine didn't reset their avatars, leaving Jax skinless and everyone else battered from whatever they went through. The moment Jax realized this, he ran away, like he always does.

    He couldn't run away too far, however.

    Pomni caught up to him, and even though she patched him up physically, while also proving to him that one of his worst fears won't come true, Jax also returned the favor, at least mentally, since she was already physically treated...

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    04 Jul 2026

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