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    And yeah, Shane knew that Ilya hadn’t been okay last time he was in Russia, but Ilya had had the very real excuse of a funeral to blame things on. Ilya had downplayed it as much as he could, and Shane hadn’t been there, he’d heard the fatigue and he’d seen Ilya’s tired smile, but he hadn’t felt the way Ilya’s hands were cold the entire time he was there, hadn’t seen through the screen the way Ilya dropped eight pounds in three weeks, hadn’t kept time when there were twenty hours in Ilya’s day instead of something closer to sixteen. Or, on the flip side, for the week or two after, when there had been approximately ten conscious hours in a day.

    It was one thing to see something. It was another to feel it in your hands.

    Ilya and Shane are so, so happy for their first year married. They’re playing in Ottawa together, they’re fucking winning, they’re together and out.

    So now, after a year, Ilya should be fine. He should be great. He should not be flinching at small noises or nearly punching people off the clock or feeling like he’s drowning whenever he’s not on the ice.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov, meet your PTSD.

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    04 Jul 2026

  2. Rec 27

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    “And the Oscar for best actor goes to…”

    “Connor Storrie!”

    Connor and Hudson decide that their post Oscar win interviews would be the perfect time to tell the world that they're married.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    A scrape of blades near the boards made Shane start. A kid coasted up, tapping the glass with a glove. He was maybe ten, lean with messy dark hair plastered to his forehead, cheeks flushed. He had Ilya’s eyebrows, Ilya’s stubborn chin, Ilya’s dare-you look already sharpened.

    “You spying on Coach Rozanov?” the kid demanded, planting one mittened hand on his hip.

    Shane opened his mouth, nearly laughed at how the question mirrored the suspicion roiling inside him. “Just watching,” he said softly.

    The boy’s eyes narrowed. “He’s the best,” he declared, daring contradiction.

    “Yeah?” Shane’s voice barely stretched beyond a whisper.

    “Even hurt,” the kid continued. “My dad says he’s a mean jerk, but he showed me how to shoot so it doesn’t wobble.”

    Overhearing the cruelty aimed at an injured Ilya wrecks Shane. Seeing him patiently tie a child's skate wrecks him even more.

    The world called Ilya Rozanov a liability.
    Shane Hollander saw a lifeline.

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    10 Jan 2026

  5. Rec 60

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    “What’s the good in being my personal knight when I’m the one saving you?”

    “You say this as if the reason you’re having to save me isn’t that you are constantly putting me into bad situations,” Will quipped, and Nico scowled.

    “Is that any way to talk to a prince?

    “I suspect not, but I’m mourning the death of my best eyebrow, so you must excuse me.”

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    will is a valiant knight that doubles as the resident damsel in distress. nico has no choice but to save him.

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    20 Nov 2025