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In the midst of searching for Holly and the incoming battle against Vecna, Will is suddenly taken captive by the military for reasons adjacent to the manhunt directed at Eleven. Turns out, Will has other powers, untapped and suppressed by a chunk of his childhood he doesn't have any recollection of.
Sure enough, hell breaks utterly loose—with Mike and Eleven at the helm of the chaos. They are getting Will back one way or another, all else be damned. Though, unbeknownst to them, Will is also in the middle of piecing together an untold part of himself, along with a discovery that might make him choose to sacrifice his freedom. Completely.
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Where Will the Grieving Lay Their Dead? by panacea_zero
Fandoms: Dr. STONE (Manga), Dr. STONE (Anime)
25 Sep 2025
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He doesn’t even know what happened—was it shrapnel? A bullet ricochet? Stray debris?
His perception of the world shrinks, and the horror burns his guts like acid to a fledgling wound.
He can't see anything.
Taiju and Ryusui are dead and he can’t see anything.
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OR: Gen tries to navigate through the Americans' siege on Fort Medusa, all while forcibly compartmentalizing his grief. He succeeds for the most part. The only catch is that somewhere along the way, he has completely lost his ability to see.
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The Indignity of Having a Soul by panacea_zero
Fandoms: Dr. STONE (Anime), Dr. STONE (Manga)
19 Aug 2025
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It seems that not even petrification could come between fate, as absurd as that sounded. 3700 years into the future, in a society collapsed by time and ridden with stone, Asagiri Gen finds himself having to deal with the realization that a soul bond has clicked into place between him and Ishigami Senku—the same man who has looked at fate in the eye and outright defied it.
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The Disgraced and the Disowned by panacea_zero
Fandoms: The Other Side (Short Film - emilyamiao)
10 Sep 2022
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It’s almost cliché how it happened—he and Elias had been reaching for the same scroll among the delivered reports when their hands brushed, and Yun’s chest erupted straightaway with a burst of crackling warmth that drew him in like a current. It was a foreign feeling, yet the cogs in his brain had instantly clicked into place the moment his eyes met Elias’ equally surprised ones.
A soulmate.
That should put everything in a certain perspective, right?
…right?
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In which, Yun and Elias deal with the unforeseen discovery of having matching soulmarks and are very determined to not like each other. (ft. unhealthy denial, childhood pain, lots of fighting, and mutual pining—yes, you saw it here first)
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just let me give you the freedom to dream by panacea_zero
Fandoms: The Other Side (Short Film - emilyamiao)
28 Jan 2022
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“And what are you doing?”
Yun froze, caught in the act, his hand left suspended mid-air. The duvet he’d been picking up instantly fell back into a tangled heap on the floor as he twisted to face the door. “Going back to sleep, what else?”
Elias huffed. “No you’re not.”
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IN WHICH, nightmares apparently go in tandem with exhaustion. Yun and Elias were left to deal with both.
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TW: STRANGULATION
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Not all of the Anti-Personnel Control Squad died when the cavern collapsed; some of them escaped through the tunnel Hange, Moblit, and Armin used. And when the two parties meet, the Anti-Personnel Control Squad takes the three Scouts hostage with the intent to force the Survey Corps’ hand. This slight deviation from canon leads to major consequences that have a resounding effect on the characters involved.
This story takes a deeper look into the mental worlds of Hange and Levi, and it deals with both canon and non-canon events. Despite being pushed to the brink, they keep going – but living as a member of the Scout Regiment is never easy, so their road is one wrought with tragedy and desperation. Behind the scenes, how do they fare with their new responsibilities in the wake of new and old trauma?
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real men - jiang cheng. by huachengzzhu
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
24 May 2022
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"Love and longing don't have to be romantic, Wanyin. Rest now, think on it later."
For what seems like once in his life, Jiang Cheng doesn't argue. For what seems like once in his life, he's too tired to argue. His eyes shut, and he slips into a painless dreamland. Physically relieving, emotionally deceiving.
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jiang cheng misses his brother, enough that flowers grow in his lungs. -
Garden of You by thoracicduck (aproposofeverything)
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
01 Jan 2023
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Draco has Hanahaki Disease, and he would rather die than admit that he's liked his childhood nemesis all along (for reasons he does not expect); Harry warms up slowly to his unusual friend with a mysterious disease that doesn't get better.
A story of two men reopening old wounds and seeking comfort in each other's presence, wherein they find common ground in unspoken grief.
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Bookmarked by panacea_zero
30 Jul 2025
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I LOVED THIS
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Love didn’t need martyrs. History already had enough of those…..
Hange rubbed at her arms, the adrenaline of the ODM gear wearing off bit by bit allowing the cold to seep into her already pale skin.
‘Oh.’ Silly her, Hange thought as she doubled over into a cough.
She’d nearly forgotten….
She was dying.
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28 Dec 2022
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finally came around to reading this after so long and OHMYGOD EVERYTHING IN THIS STORY JUST. MADE. SENSE.
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in the space between your breaths, i found home by necklace
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
13 Nov 2017
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"I can't hang out with one of my closest friends outside of work?"
"You can, but I'd like a little bit of warning before you break into my house."
OR: Kunikidazai Hanahaki AU.