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    A series of loosely connected fics based on Hart of Dixie, largely canon-compliant.

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    I love JJK but I need a little bit of happiness in my life and Gege is giving me none of that, so here are random JJK AU's where life doesn't hurt so much. Not connected unless I mark as otherwise.

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    Snapshots on how the Cameron family is made, destroyed, and rebuilt.

    picture-perfect: 3 part series AU on what would've happened if Wheezie were more involved in s2 and if Rafe had seen his father trying to kill Sarah. 1/3 incomplete.

    dollhouse: one-shot on the Cameron's pre-canon. Unpublished.

    stay gold: Wheezie's take on the recovery of the Cameron family, post 'picture-perfect'. Unpublished, possible 3-5 chapters.

    To be updated as things pan out.

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    conflict incites conflict, speak wisely for even the stones listen.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    “So then, before I can even think about doing something stupid like trying to stab him with his fucking golden paperknife, he gives me a choice, see?" Haymitch continued, almost detached. "Either I play nice like all the other victors or he will kill my family. I could either become his puppet – greatest punishment he could give me, according to him – or I could become the example.”

    AU in which Haymitch's family lives. Hayffie

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    16 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 39

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    Haymitch, from the execution of his mother, brother, and girlfriend through the 51st Games.

    I have an apostrophe problem. According to the metal gates that guard my house, I live in Victors’ Village. It is supposed to belong to more than one victor. I grab a wrench and climb up the gates. They are decorated with metal vines that act as footholds. I cannot get an angle to knock down the apostrophe exclusively, so I end up bending the S as I lever the punctuation out of place. That does not matter. I wedge the wrought-iron apostrophe where it belongs, right after the R.

    I live in Victor’s Village.

    Alone.

    Note: This fic was written before SOTR, but I was pleasantly surprised to find that carries on two rather specific major thematic elements of SOTR (details in endnote). It does not contain SOTR spoilers.

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    09 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 33

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    To a mock of luck, Haymitch Abernathy lived, beating the odds not in his favor and lost everything in the end. Now, he has to pay back the Capitol for his stunt, even when he had nothing left to give, as his soul was left being torn to shreds.
    Despite thinking that the worst days of his misery were far over, the Capitol never planned to let the Victors go.

    Before the 74th Hunger Games there were 23 more, and as he was rotting away in the smothering of alcohol and voices of the past mistakes, Haymitch Abernathy had to mentor 46 tributes all alone throughout his decaying life.

    And fail all of them.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Three years after the war Zuko is living a life of duty while Katara reluctantly travels the world with Aang. When General Iroh orders them to find Zuko's mother and save the Order of the White Lotus they seize the opportunity with both hands. It's the beginning of an adventurous journey of discovery, but as time runs out a rising threat puts their bond to the test. First published on FF.net on 9/28/2008.

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    02 Jul 2026