paralogistical
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Caesura 𝄓 a brief, silent pause, during which metrical time is not counted.
In a river of harmonious lines, you are the sole counterpoint. You are not part of the melody or the harmony; you are something else entirely.You are the silence that swallows up the music altogether.
or; an ivan character study in music terms.
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"for narnia!" and other such famous last words by paralogistical for atrophiedemotion
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
14 Jan 2026
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“So, remind me why I’m here again?” Sua grumbles.
“Because you’re the best cousin in the world, obviously,” Ivan singsongs, far too giddy at the prospect of checking off this particular item on his bucket list. It had taken the better part of the last month and a rather hefty bribe to convince her to do this for him, but it was going to be so worth the cost.
What was “this,” one might ask? Well… Ivan was planning on popping out of one of the closets in IKEA whilst shouting “For Narnia!” and he needed someone to record it for him.
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The touches at Ivan’s waist become more blatant; he’s openly feeling him up now, hand curved around the small of Ivan’s back. During one of those times he leans up to murmur into Ivan’s ear, “All that talk about my waist being ‘deliciously grabbable,’ but you’re not so bad yourself.”
Ivan makes a— noise, from the back of his throat. Till wonders what it would take to pull more of those noises out of him. He resolutely ignores how his own face grows warm at the sound.
or; till gains the upper hand for once.
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catching you; throw smiles in my face by paralogistical for _fengmei
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
27 Nov 2025
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Ivan pulls up to the school on a fucking motorcycle. Till is going to kill him.
He’s the weird emo loner at school, occasionally gets picked on, and constantly daydreaming in class because there’s a new song floating through his head. He’s trying to start his own band, but, well, there weren’t many people interested in this to begin with, let alone passionate enough to actually do something about it.
And then he met Ivan.
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- Part 8 of alnst drabbles
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Ivan is a terrible seatmate, no matter what anyone else says. Till refuses to believe that this girl is capable of being a decent, respectable stand partner when this is the third time she’s “accidentally” poked Till with her bow. And they're not even actual stand partners!
“What,” Till hisses under her breath. Ivan just smiles that terrible, good-for-nothing, cute shit-eating grin at her.
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- Part 6 of alnst drabbles
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swerving on the 405 by stargazernavalia (paralogistical)
Fandom 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
25 May 2024
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drabbles i've written for ALNST, some of which have been posted on twitter and collected here for easy viewing
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short drabbles for jiaozi’s nezha movies!
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Till’s muse is Mizi. She has always been pencil lines on Till’s sketchbooks, pink paint and warm colors on his canvas.
Till’s muse is Mizi, so he doesn’t quite understand it when her image starts to get foggy and gray under the eraser’s influence, over and over again, until he’s just staring at a blank page once more.
He doesn’t understand—Mizi is still just as pretty as she was a few months ago, with her cotton candy hair and lemon green eyes. She is still just as bright, lighting up wherever she walks. So why is it impossible to draw her all of a sudden?
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Over the span of a few years, Till's feelings have changed. His art starts to reflect it.
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02 Jul 2026
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“You must remember that no matter what, I love you. This is an unchangeable fact, okay, Till?” He nods against her hands.
“And do not forget that you love so deeply and strongly. That is why you find it all so painful.”
the becoming of till and his surrounding relationships.
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02 Jul 2026
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Through his trembling, Till thinks the sky is so incredibly humbling the darker it is—he’s never seen so many stars in one place before.
It’s even more amazing that he’s scared of it, completely and utterly terrified of something so breathtaking and harmless. Ivan is Till’s atmosphere, protecting him from the light of the stars with a held hand as they run through the wild grass.
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01 Jul 2026
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YouTuber Ivan decides to prank his boyfriend, Till, for a new YouTube video on his channel.
The prank being: Tell his boyfriend he doesn’t think being boyfriends with him for a much longer time is ideal, and that the mere idea is incredulous in and of itself.
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30 Jun 2026
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Till’s life is a finely tuned disaster: he works a dead-end barista job, argues with the espresso machine, and tries not to think about the music career he had to kill to stay alive.
A rainy night, a leaking steam wand, and a playlist that feels a little too personal. Till thought he had successfully buried his past under coffee grounds and closing-shift routines. Cue a lot of aggressive eye contact, a first kiss that tastes like copper and coffee, and an absolute metric ton of five-year-old baggage being unpacked at maximum volume.
Sua is currently reconsidering all her life choices, Mizi thinks this is a K-drama, and Till is fighting for his life against Ivan’s absolute lack of boundaries.
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29 Jun 2026