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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    Paramnesia: An inability to distinguish between real and fantasy memories, as when one remembers as genuine those events imagined or hallucinated in dream.

    After Extreme Measures, Julian struggles with experiencing Sloan's memories as his own. The more he dreams, the more the memories take their toll, especially when he starts seeing encounters with himself through Sloan's eyes that he doesn't remember.

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    29 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    A remix of the middle of pickedaxe's Tether.

    There was an article Satomi read once, back when Masami was in his bouldering phase and had pointedly never invited his homebody younger brother along to his climbing gym. Something about how mountain climbers eventually stopped being afraid of falling. Their bodies just got tired of the adrenaline and quit producing it, and after that they could hang off a cliff face the way other people hung laundry. The downside, the article said, was that they also lost the ability to tell when they were actually about to die.

    Satomi, in the same bed as Kyouji.

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    26 May 2026

  3. Rec 24

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    “You won’t think of anyone else.”

    Armand wouldn’t allow it.

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    09 Jan 2025

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    “I thought of using my blood,” Binghe says, “but I have no wish for a slave.” His smile is so warm; no matter how hard Shen Yuan looks, he sees nothing but love, infinite and terrifying, in Binghe’s eyes. “My husband must love me of his own free will.”

    Luo Binghe has been searching for Shen Yuan for a very long time. Shen Yuan, the Qing Jing Peak Lord's twin brother, has no idea what's in store for him.

    HEED THE TAGS.

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    12 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 33

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    They drifted through the aisles slowly after that, not exactly shopping so much as orbiting each other. The yakuza stayed a half-step behind, sometimes beside, occasionally reaching past without asking to add something to the basket.

    Hiroto’s eyes flicked up briefly, tracking them without meaning to.

    Family, maybe? It would explain the way they moved around each other without hesitation, like they already knew where the other would be.

    Kyouji and Satomi, through the eyes of four different strangers.

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    11 Apr 2026