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Wander to be Sated by You by littleloon
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
25 Aug 2022
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Steve knows it’s wrong. What kind of alpha wants another alpha anyway?
Bookmarked by pickles
26 Mar 2026
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not broken, just bent by HeyBoy
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
15 Jul 2021
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When SHIELD has to have an operative psychologically evaluated by a third-party medical professional, they do it for free by harassing Bucky Barnes. He's one of the few and the proud that agreed to let SHIELD purchase and forgive his student loan debt. He thought it was amazing at first. Then SHIELD started pressuring him to clear heavily traumatized and mentally ill agents for duty. He can recommend desk duty and they'll find some one-liner from his report to excuse anything.
This time, however, Bucky can't let that happen. This time, SHIELD wants him to declare the freshly revived Captain America fit for combat. But Steve Rogers considers himself broken beyond repair.
He isn't. And he doesn't need to work for SHIELD, anyway.
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- Part 23 of the same story; told different ways
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23 Mar 2026
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The Parent (Figure) Trap by ara_the_jedi (orphan_account) for xxcabalinaxx
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse (2018)
17 Sep 2019
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Way back when in the 1920s and 30s, Brooklyn was very different. It was mostly immigrants and a high population of Alpha women. By the time Steve was born, inside of Brooklyn and inside the borough only, a same-sex Alpha/Omega couple could live together and raise a family peacefully.
He and Bucky got married and bonded in 1936. In 1941, Bucky got drafted. 1942, Steve was told he was dead, he got the serum, and a lot of things happened between 1943 and 1945.
In 2014, Bucky appeared less dead than Steve had originally believed. He promptly vanished again. In 2016, Steve finally tracked him down after a bombing at the UN framed to look like his fault. It wasn't. In 2017, Steve and Bucky move into a modest, two-story brownstone in a historic district in Brooklyn. Bucky keeps to himself. Steve leaves him alone. Bucky continues to keep to himself. Steve leaves him alone. The next spring, Steve unexpectedly falls into heat. Bucky does what he remembers best; he takes care of Steve. After, Steve finally moves out. To give Bucky his space.
Peter Parker happens upon the both of them. He may be a child, but he has his Spidey-Sense, and his Spidey-Sense senses miscommunication bullshit. Thus, the Parent (Figure) Trap.Series
- Part 14 of the same story; told different ways
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23 Mar 2026
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Steve's rarely been touched in a way that didn't equate to some kind of hurt. The cold metal of a stethoscope against his frail chest or the sting of a needle drawing yet another blood sample, when he was a sickly child. The bone-shattering punches thrown by the neighborhood bullies on the playground, or by his own father at home, drunk and wild. His mother, weak and clutching at him as she grew more incoherent with the drugs as the cancer ate away at her insides. Touch was something he shied away from, something he told himself he just didn't want.
Except...he did. He just didn't know how.
Until he finds a flyer for a local "affection and intimacy services" program.
In which Steve learns how to become comfortable with touch, and there is one very good dog, and a slow-burn romance.
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13 Mar 2026
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Having just come back from his run, Steve looks like a picture in a magazine, T-shirt tight but sweat pants loose, the exercise barely affecting him beyond a slight sheen of sweat on his skin. He’s not even breathing hard, completely photo-ready. Steve’s the reason why Bucky is standing by the kitchen counter at seven in the morning when he would much rather be still in bed. After the first few days, when Steve finally would allow Bucky to be out of his sight for longer than five minutes, Steve had reverted to his set morning routine, slipping out of bed before dawn when all sensible people are still trying to sleep. It had taken Bucky two days to catch on and adapt to the new situation. Now, every morning, though he’s loathe to leave the bed that smells of him and Steve, Bucky rolls himself to his feet about an hour after Steve leaves to ensure that he’s by the door when Steve comes back. If he doesn’t, Steve will head straight for the shower to wash off all of the hard won sweat that Bucky would like to drown himself in.
(Or, since being rescued, Bucky's relearning what he's missed. Steve goes into heat. Pretty much complete porn).
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- Part 2 of The Nameless
Bookmarked by pickles
17 Feb 2026