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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

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    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    The Quiet Fight was survival.
    After the Fight was aftermath.
    The Life We Build is legacy.

    With retirement on the horizon, Ilya and Shane are trying to build a future beyond the ice. But the world hasn’t softened. Old hate resurfaces, a long-dormant fear returns, and just as they begin the fragile process of starting a family, everything fractures again.

    This time, the fight isn’t about staying alive. It’s about choosing what comes next.

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    “How do I work the coffee machine,” Ilya says tonelessly, more plea than question.

    “You don’t work the coffee machine,” Svetlana tells him, words coming slowly. She looks confused, sounds bewildered, and Ilya does not have time for this.

    “I need to make a coffee,” he hisses, gaze flicking back to the man at the counter, lost in his phone, “for the love of my life.”

    Svetlana’s eyebrows jump up. “Excuse me?”

    Or, Ilya just wants a break. Shane just wants a coffee. Somehow, they find each other.

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    Given the circumstances, living together isn't quite what they thought it would be.

    But things will get better, once Crowley's health starts improving.

    If Crowley's health starts improving...

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    In which a demon is suffering, and his angel refuses to let that be.

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    05 Aug 2019