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    “Shanya, Lyubimyy. Please don’t go.” He hated the way his voice sounded, quiet and pathetic. The voice that got him hit when he spoke it around his father.
    “This is the sixth time you’ve asked in less than an hour Ilya. I’ve made up my mind.” Shane’s voice sound calm unless you knew him, then you could hear the subtle quiver that came with his anger.
    “Please, don’t leave me alone.” It was barely a whisper, but he didn’t want his voice to shake, couldn’t speak louder or risk a crack in his words.

    After a bad fight, Shane leaves their house in Ottawa to stay in his Montreal flat for the rest of the free time they have before a game, and a series of misunderstandings result in the rapid decline of Ilya's mental health.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Ilya knew, right from the very moment he met Shane Hollander, that he would never be good enough for him. He’d seemed so…pristine, when they first met. Untouched. And Ilya knew his unclean hands would only dirty him up. He’s always been selfish, though; his father used to tell him that.

    So it’s no surprise, really, that Shane has finally gotten tired of it. Of him, always needing more from Shane than he deserves - always begging for more than he has earned.

    Ilya would leave himself, too, if he could.

    (Or, five time Ilya thought Shane would leave, and one time he knew he wasn’t going anywhere.)

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Ilya and Shane break up - or so does Ilya think - and make up.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    “Are you… turned on?” Lance panted, face flushed red & sweaty.

    These midnight training sessions were getting less rare & more of an anticipated routine between the two of them. They’ve been blowing off steam on the training deck for the last 3 hours, claiming they just couldn’t seem to get some sleep.

    “Maybe…?” Keith hummed playfully, weakly flexing his hands under Lance’s hold.

    Fuck, what was he supposed to say to that?

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    or: the one where keith & lance become friends with benefits which is a huge mistake since lance has had feelings for the red paladin for forever but he just couldn't say no.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    You haven’t gone home with anyone else in ages, Ilya's brain treacherously supplied, you’d wait for him for months. At that thought, the slight itch in his throat quickly cascaded into a coughing fit, and this time he didn’t bother to cover it up. Little flurries of leaves spluttered onto the floor in front of him.

    It’s reminiscent of that stupid documentary of Shane’s cottage, that one scene when they panned out to the lakefront and stayed there for a few seconds as the leaves fluttered across the camera. He hated that he could remember the whole thing by heart.

    He heaved out a last cough to dislodge the last bit of mass clinging onto his mouth, but instead of the spikeness he was expecting, this was round. He opened his eyes, and a tiny flower bulb stared back. Great.

     

    Or: Ilya gets Hanahaki.

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    11 Jun 2026