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    One day, Ilya will just keel over and die from this. Today, thankfully, is not that day.

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    Shane doesn't discover new kinks so much as he comes up with them with his own beautiful mind. Ilya is along for the ride.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    “Please,” he says finally, voice breaking as he gives in. “Fuck, please, Rozanov, I’m gonna—”

    Rozanov pulls all the way back, mouth releasing his cock with a noise that makes Shane’s hips rock up into nothing.

    “Rozanov,” he begs again.

    “Hmm?” Rozanov asks, kissing Shane’s shaking thigh gently. “You need something?”

    “You— fuck— you said I could come,” Shane says, trying to keep the accusatory note out of his voice.

    “Mhm. When you say my name, yes?”

    “I did!” Shane insists, just a hint of a whine in his tone now. Rozanov smirks at him.

    “Oh, sweetheart,” he says. “My first name.”

    OR:

    Ilya does something a little different on tuna melt day.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    When hockey legend Shane Hollander is traded from Montreal to Boston in a middle-of-the-night deal, the entire NHL is shocked to their core. The news makes national headlines, and if Dr. Rozanov had time to read the news, then he would’ve seen it. Then maybe he wouldn’t have been so surprised when a concussed Shane Hollander rolls into his Boston ER.

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    30 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 92

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    From: [email protected]

    To: [email protected]

    Subject: Secret Santa 2015

     

    Dear Shane Hollander,

    Thank you for participating in the MLH Secret Santa!

    This year, you will be sending a gift to: Ilya Rozanov (Boston Raiders).

    In order to get to know him and get a personalized gift, you will get access to an encrypted messaging app where you can ask him questions. Make sure you don't reveal who you are!

    Please send your gift before December 15th to the Boston Raiders social media manager’s office at the address below.

    Merry Christmas!

    The MLH Social Media Team

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    Or: Shane and Ilya never hooked up, Shane needs to get Ilya a secret santa gift, and Ilya is on a mission to figure out who his secret santa is.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Ashley: but seriously if not at his place then where do you meet?
    Jane: We hook up in hotels, mostly
    Vanessa: He doesn’t come to your place in Montreal?
    Jane: No
    I bought another building where we can meet discreetly
    Madeleine: YOU BOUGHT A SEX CONDO???

    alternate title: shane hollander befriends boston wags surprisingly fast

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    13/?
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    30 Jun 2026

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    mar·ces·cence /mɑːrˈsɛs.əns/ noun
    The phenomenon where a plant retains its dead, withered leaves through the winter instead of dropping them in autumn. The state of un-shed foliage losing its colour, drying out, and breaking apart under harsh elements while remaining rigidly attached to the branch.

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    No one can know Shane's an omega, and no one can know he's slowly falling apart. So Shane puts his gear on, locks his trembling knees, and steps back onto the ice.

    His mate doesn’t want him. His mate doesn’t want him. Ilya doesn’t want him.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Shane has decided he wants to learn Russian for the sake of future players he might have on his team. He downloads a language-learning app that pairs you with native speakers. He somehow ends up paired with Ilya Rozanov, a hockey player in Moscow who is about his same age. He is amazed at first, and over time, they begin to form a very particular relationship. Then Ilya moved to the United States for hockey and college. Will they try to keep everything to a screen? Or will they let themselves find something different?

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Compromising pictures surface after Ilya Rozanov’s phone is hacked. Determined not to let his Russian situationship face the fall-out of getting outed, Shane Hollander comes out, starts Twitter fights, and commits to acting unhinged on main, enlisting the help of a few trusted allies.
    His objective? To become the bigger news story so as to draw attention away from Rozanov, in an insane bid to distract Russia from coming for his... whatever they are to each other.
    Whoever said you can’t singlehandedly change an entire narrative has clearly never met Shane Hollander.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    14,762

    29 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 70

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    In Vegas, after the MLH awards, Shane asks to go bare and Ilya goes along with it. Afterwards, Shane, who had realized how he felt about Ilya during those 6 months of radio silence, tries to tell Ilya. Ilya, scared and caught off guard, breaks Shane's heart and tells him to leave.

    A month later, Shane finds out he's pregnant. He decides to keep it. He tells the Voyageurs. It goes how you'd expect. They drop him. But he has his baby. While he focuses on keeping his body healthy for the baby, Yuna focuses on finding a team that will take him and give him what he wants for the end of the pregnancy. Only one team will - The Boston Bears.

    Things are looking up for Shane. Until he loses everything...again. His world falls apart in the span of a few hours. Again. His mind can't take it and he breaks.

    Almost 2 years after Ilya broke Shane's heart, Shane starts a new season as a newly minted Boston Bear. Will he be able to play with the man that broke his heart and act like nothing happened? Will Ilya?

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    Chapters:
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    29 Jun 2026

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    Shane was crying, he realized. Properly crying, shoulders shaking, ugly, hiccupping sobs wrenching out of him. He was spiraling and worrying his amazing husband all because he couldn’t look beautiful in lingerie that he hadn’t even thought of wearing until a few months ago. It was all so stupid .

    “I’m sorry,” he choked out, the words muffled by the fabric. “I’m so sorry, I’m so stupid.”

    (or, after enjoying being cursed with a pussy Shane decides to buy it for their anniversary. And panties. And bra. And some more things.)

    Tag to be covered: Ilya Rozanov Has a Shane Hollander Kink

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
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    27 Jun 2026

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    Ilya pulled back, gasping. His lower face was glistening wet in the dim light. He stared at the pulsing source between Shane’s legs with utter rapture.

    “You squirt,” he breathed, awestruck. “I did not even finger you yet, and you squirt for me.” He gave a breathless, giddy laugh.

    (or, Shane gets cursed with a pussy)

    Tag to be covered: Shane Hollander Has a Vagina

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    Comments:
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    27 Jun 2026

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    The blackouts are getting worse.

    They aren't dangerous, in the long run, just strange. Strange because they only ever happen when Shane is at home; never on the road, at the rink, or even when in public.

    His blackouts only ever happen in his condo.

    Shane doesn't even realize something is happening at first. He'll get home after practice or a game, exhausted, and the second the front door closes behind him something in his body loosens. A warmth spreads through him and his thoughts will go fuzzy at the edges. His inner omega will start purring low and smug in the back of his mind.

    Nest, it says.

    Once the thought hits, the urge becomes almost unbearable. He usually makes it to the bedroom before the rest hits. Shane will crawl into bed still half dressed, burrowing instinctively into the blankets, dragging pillows close against his chest while warmth floods his body in thick, heavy waves. His painfully organized nest will become messy, Shane digging around until the chaotic placements feels perfect.

    And then—nothing. Absolutely nothing. Hours vanish, sometimes even entire evenings.

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    Chapters:
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    Collections:
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    Comments:
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    12,101

    27 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 92

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    A weekend in Whistler with Ilya’s past was never going to be simple.

    Somewhere between old friendships, new insecurities, and one very bad call, Shane ends up hurt and lying about why.

    Ilya, as it turns out, is not not a fan of either.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
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    92
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    6,259

    27 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 64

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    He blamed the league for the monster in his chest, the one that wanted to sink it's claws into Hollander’s neck, to see the red crescent marks that would be left when Ilya would finally retract his hand—only when Shane was spluttering and out of breath. He blamed the fact that they had been shoved into each other’s faces as young as seventeen for the intense burning flare that would explode in his chest every time he saw a glimpse of those dark doe eyes and freckles—a burning that wasn’t anything remotely close to hatred no matter how hard he had tried to convince himself otherwise. He blamed every single fucking person that hyped up their rivalry for the fact that all he wanted was to see Shane’s teary eyes as he plowed into him, making those little punched out *uh uh uh* sounds Ilya heard in his fucking dreams. 

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    Ilya explores his dominant tendencies through Shane and falls in love along the way (or, probably, was just in love all along)

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    Comments:
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    3,081

    27 Jun 2026

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    Ilya has been patiently waiting for Shane to realize he wants to give up control. When Shane sweetly suggests that Ilya take more of it ~outside the bedroom~ Ilya finally allows himself to lean into the desires he’s been holding back since that night in Vegas.

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    Shane and Ilya negotiate and explore a power dynamic

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    263
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    26 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 25

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    The video starts, shaky, and out of focus. A somewhat muffled voice speaking as if caught in the middle of a sentence.

    “….finally start because someone,” at this, the camera focuses on a sweaty expanse of upper back, strong shoulders, short black hairs on the nape of a neck, the back of a head, those same black hairs ruffled by the leather clasped tightly there, “couldn’t stay quiet, yes?”

    The view twists, the person holding the filming phone finally settling it down somewhere so it holds steady focus on the main event. A sliver of Ilya’s face can be seen, before he’s out of frame again.

    The main event of course being Shane Hollander.

     

    A very special video, made with love, from Ilya to Shane.

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    25 Jun 2026

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  17. Public Bookmark 47

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    “The first time we hooked up,” Shane starts, “you pretended you were going to leave after I made you come.” Ilya’s hand stills, still tangled in Shane’s hair, much longer now than it had been back then. Shane presses on quickly, not wanting to give Ilya any time to misinterpret where this is going. “You said you would never leave me like that.” The sentence sticks in Shane’s throat, making his mouth gummy and dry the same way as being double shifted during a game they can’t afford to lose. Shane can’t afford to lose this, either. Somewhere against his scalp he feels the faintest hum, a bid to keep going. “What if…” he has to swallow again, thickly, “what if I wanted you to?”

    After a devastating loss in the Stanley Cup playoffs, where the Centaurs got so close they could almost taste the victory before the ice cracked underneath their feet, Shane needs help getting out of his own head. Ilya is happy to help.

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    3/?
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    21 Jun 2026

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    @shanehollander24_hockey✅
    It's true.

    ➤ @shaneybaby
    SIR WHAT IS TRUE????

    ➤@shanehollander24_hockey✅
    I'm engaged.
    @shaneybaby
    TO WHOM??
    ➤@shanehollander24_hockey✅
    t's for you all to figure out.

    OR

    @svetlana_v_✅

    ilya domestic ERA

    ➤ @ilyaaaaax81✅

    🤫

    @mlh_puckrabbit

    SIR CARE TO ELABORATE?

    @ilyaaaaax81✅

    no.

    @iloverozzyyy

    WHAT?

    @ilyaaaaax81✅

    no.

     

    exactly what the title says, followed by pure calculated chaos

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    Chapters:
    16/?
    Comments:
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    1,075
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    21 Jun 2026

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    “Eyes on me.” There is a sharp satisfaction as those eyes lift immediately to meet his again. “I need your name.”

    The man’s lashes flutter. “Shane, sir.”

    Ilya nods and lets his hand move through Shane’s hair. It is soft, and Shane leans into the touch, eyes closing briefly as if the contact alone is enough to ground him. The response is so natural that it gives Ilya pause.

    “Tell me about your limits.” Ilya doubts he is going to be close to any limits tonight, as Shane looks like he already had a pretty rough night. But he still needs to ask, good hygiene. 

    A small smile appears on Shane’s face, he looks at Ilya deeply, eyes not wandering away as he speaks, “There are no limit, sir.” He looks at the disbelief appearing on Ilya’s face and offers, “I’m the house slave.”

     

    Or, Ilya didn’t come for attachment, but Shane, bruised, obedient, and unraveling, becomes the one thing he can’t leave broken.

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    8/?
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    19 Jun 2026

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    Shane gasped and stumbled backwards. “Three weeks? You decided-” his hands flew to his mouth. “How could you do this without talking to me? This is what? To punish me because I won’t come out on your timeline?”

    Ilya felt a stab of anger. “You won’t come out on any timeline!”

    Shane blinked at him. “I literally drove here tonight because I wanted to know if you would accept six to twelve months!” 

    “A timeline,” he barked. “This is our lives, Shane. I want to be with you fully now. I know you are scared, but you need to be brave, and I am so deeply fucking unhappy being your dirty little secret.”

    “That’s not fair Ilya, it’s going to be complicated for me. I’m already the only Asian captain in the league! The media, sponsors, the Voyageurs? It’s going to need to be carefully managed-”

    Or: After the Boxing Day fight, Ilya loses faith in the idea that Shane will come out quickly and decides to make a wild move and agrees on a trade to Vancouver. Can these two idiots in love find their way back to each other?

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    29,825
    Chapters:
    4/22
    Comments:
    325
    Kudos:
    782
    Bookmarks:
    404
    Hits:
    17,820

    17 Jun 2026

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