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  1. Public Bookmark 81

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    He doesn’t know what’s gotten into him; the memories of Shannon are confusing him, maybe. But, without Buck here to keep him grounded, Eddie regresses to his old habits.

    Kneeling at his altar, Eddie begins to pray.

    “Please,” he whispers, barely audible, “Come back. I’ll do anything, anything you want. Give me a sign, I’ll do whatever you ask,” Eddie’s voice cracks, and he takes a shaky breath before continuing, “Just please, let him come back to me.”

    Eddie doesn’t know if God is listening or if he cares. All he knows is that he has to bring Buck back. He meant it when he said he would do anything. He would move mountains for Buck; he would take as many bullets through the chest as he needed to. He would kill for Buck. He would. He would die for him if that were what it took. He just needs God to accept his plea.

    His soul for Buck’s.

     

    A season 6 rewrite of Buck's coma arc, where Eddie believes that killing people will protect Buck from death.

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    23 May 2026

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    Oh wow

  2. Public Bookmark 67

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    the found family has been incredible this season, but it hasn't always been that way. and sometimes all it takes is for everyone to realize how low the bar was before, is a kid that assumes the best about his family

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    aka: chris assumes that the firefam showed up for his dad the way they're all showing up for buck

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    25 Apr 2026

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    Eddie Diaz doesn't believe in magic. But that doesn't matter because magic obviously believes in him... Believes he needs something in him.

    Buck is lonely. Buck buys a new fleshlight after tearing through his old one. Eddie gets the pounding(s) of his lifetime. These things are somehow related.

    (Buck is having a great time. Eddie... Not so much.)

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Buck is about to walk out of the airport. He can’t do this. He won’t. But then a hand—a big, warm hand—settles on his shoulder.

    “Hey, uh—”

    Buck turns, and standing there is the most beautiful man Buck’s seen in his entire life. A week’s worth of stubble across his jaw and cheek, a strong nose, and the deepest, prettiest brown eyes he’s ever seen, framed by mile-long lashes. Buck’s breath catches. Buck’s not into men, but holy shit, if he was—he’d be into this guy.

    Well. He is kinda into this guy. Well. That’s—

    “I’m here with my kid,” the guy continues, throwing a thumb over his shoulder and pointing toward where a blonde-haired, smiling kid with red glasses and crutches is standing. The kid lifts a hand and waves. Okay. Even if Buck is into the guy—kid usually means wife. Damn. “He’s got CP. We’ve done this song and dance a thousand times. You want a hand?”

    “Sir,” the man cuts in, “this is a private discussion—”

    Buck, who really was trying not to cry before, feels like he’s fighting a losing battle now. His eyes are a little wet, and his hands, gripping his crutches, are shaking just a little. “Fuck. Yeah. Please.”

    OR Eddie Diaz vs American Airlines.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    eddie is such a good dad im gonna throw up 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 1000000/10

  5. Public Bookmark 29

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    “Some guys at the gym were talking about this new dating app and now things are more - settled. I thought I might give it a try. Nothing serious.”

    “Really?” Buck tries to push down the jealousy he feels bubbling up at the thought of someone else taking up space in Eddie's life. He shouldn't be jealous. Eddie deserves that as much as anyone. “Eddie Diaz on a dating app??”

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    Or, Buck accidentally-on-purpose catfishes Eddie

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    21 Apr 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so so good made me feel joy again