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The sidewalk bit into Niall's thrashing body like teeth. Every deep breath sat cold and dry in his lungs, every muscle drawn painfully taut beneath Ruben. Their limbs tangled frantically as they fought to overpower each other.
They writhed on the ground together like a dance without music, its disjointed rhythm bordering on intimacy in spite of itself.
or: what if Ava never came outside?
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22 Jun 2026
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Niall lays on the muddy floor of the barn as still and silent as a fawn hiding in tall grass. The sight is beautiful and horrible, and Ruben can't look away even as it churns him up inside.
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Ruben finally gets his hands on Niall's massive cock and grieves the life they could have had.
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22 Jun 2026
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heaven is not fit to house a love like you and i by bumblebeenna
Fandoms: Half Man (TV 2026)
02 Jun 2026
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Niall goes to see Ruben the night before his wedding day. Everything escalates from there.
Or: Ruben crashes Niall's wedding. Niall tries to kill him. There's dancing, yearning, and lots of gay stuff between those two things.
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- Part 1 of tender is the night
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22 Jun 2026
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Niall comes back from his honeymoon.
Three weeks apart have left Ruben jealous, furious, and unable to stay away. What follows is a reunion fueled by desire, resentment, and all the things neither of them knows how to say.
Canon-divergent: they both survived the barn scene.
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- Part 2 of Grab a hold of me and fight me ❤️
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22 Jun 2026
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Ruben looks like the end of the world. Niall can't stop loving him.
Canon-divergent: they both survived the barn scene.
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- Part 3 of Grab a hold of me and fight me ❤️
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22 Jun 2026
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Niall and Ruben’s clandestine affair is spiraling out of control. They fuck in every room. Alby walks in on them in the kitchen—Niall still wearing his wedding kilt.
Canon-divergent: they both survived the barn scene.
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- Part 4 of Grab a hold of me and fight me ❤️
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22 Jun 2026
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“Because it could have been no one else,” Niall said. “There was never any hope—nothing more naive, no other prospect. No more foolish, idealistic love.”
An exploration of Niall and Alby’s relationship before the wedding.
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22 Jun 2026
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And With All The World Left Behind, All We Could See Was Green by roguereverie
Fandoms: Half Man (TV 2026)
10 Jun 2026
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What happens after the barn.
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22 Jun 2026
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Ruben goes to the hospital to take what he deserves.
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21 Jun 2026
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A ruined kitchen, a fight that goes too far, and the only language they both understand.
Somewhere between violence and need, Niall and Ruben keep choosing each other anyway.Canon-divergent: they both survived the barn scene.
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- Part 5 of Grab a hold of me and fight me ❤️
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21 Jun 2026
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“On your knees then,” He gestures lazily to the floor between his spread legs and watches Niall swallow, eyes nervously darting between the hardwood and his face.
Niall tries that soft, reasonable tone he takes when he thinks he can steer him right. “Ruben- what are you saying? Come on, let’s just go to the couch like we-“
“I thought you were hungry?” He moves slowly, makes a show of unbuttoning his cuff and rolling the fabric up to expose his wrist. Veins on his forearms and wrist bulging and yeah, now he’s got Niall’s attention.Bookmarked by roxy777
21 Jun 2026
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In which the hospital scene goes a little differently.
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21 Jun 2026
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After stabbing Ruben in the barn, Niall finally takes control and claims the one thing he has always wanted from his stepbrother: his body
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21 Jun 2026
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“What happens if we never get out of here?” Niall asks.
“I’m going to off us both at least twelve more times,” Ruben tells him, just to make him laugh.
Niall does laugh, rolling his eyes. “Fuck you,” he says, smacking Ruben on the arm. “I’m not worth at least thirteen murder-suicides?”
“Maybe if you’re lucky,” Ruben says.
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21 Jun 2026
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"Does he feel it here, too?" Jamie says.
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20 Jun 2026
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Lions by alexisclairerose
Fandoms: Half man rpf, Half Man (TV 2026), British Actor RPF, Actor RPF
10 Jun 2026
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The timeline of Gaddbell
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20 Jun 2026
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belly of the whale by thefudge
Fandoms: Half man rpf, Actor RPF, Half Man (TV 2026), British Actor RPF
20 Jun 2026
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But all it took was for someone to give him permission.
To tell him, this could be you, if you wanted it.
[gadd/bell]
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20 Jun 2026
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such a slut (underneath that kilt) by DeanAfterDark
Fandoms: Half Man (TV 2026), Half man rpf, Actor RPF, British Actor RPF
20 Jun 2026
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Richard fingers Jamie on the set of Niall and Alby's wedding.
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20 Jun 2026
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Six Ways to Sunday by Feathers
Fandoms: Half Man (TV 2026), Actor RPF, British Actor RPF
18 Jun 2026
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“And you’re telling me this is based on...?”
“Nothing. Well, there’s a- it’s mostly folk lore, but they think the folk lore can be drawn back to things like- calcified cysts and things. I think. ‘Course, I spent an amount of time I’m not willing to admit almost believing it was real.”
“Did you have to- y’know, what was it again back then. Yahoo? Heaven forbid, Ask Jeeves? And the risk of using the family computer. Hope you remembered to delete your search history.”
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Alternate Title: At Least They've Stopped Reading These During Interviews
A re-imagining of when they first met. Skipped the bit about the actual days on set, recalls, pick-ups, and post-production. Story picks up see each other again, during some non-descript party.
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20 Jun 2026
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Ruben had been the one providing for him all along?
In 1999, Niall finds out that Ruben is out of prison. And not only that, he’s been the one lending him the money all along, unbeknownst to him. Refusing to live in his brother’s shadow, Niall decides he can’t go on like this. He’s going to pay Ruben back. He’s going to be free of his monster’s shackles once and for all. But it's hard to do when Ruben's past self still haunts him.
Or: Niall tries very hard to let go. He can't.
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20 Jun 2026