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mimosa pudica by ruinsofphaidie
Fandoms: Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Wind Breaker (Anime)
18 May 2026
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“But, the truth really is I’m not lying,” and then, because Haruka’s jaw tightens and a vein on his forehead ticks, Hayato continues, with an amused, almost private, smile, “I just don’t think I’d be very good at what you’re asking me to do.”
Akihiko blinks. The confusion is written plain on his face. “Good at…living together?”
It's no surprise that Hayato's no good at opening up. Haruka just really wishes he could give it a try. Especially when Haruka wants so badly to move in together and build a home with both of them.
Mimosa Pudica
(/mɪˈmoʊzə pjuːˈdɪkə/)
(n.) Commonly known as the shame plant; a sensitive plant whose leaves curl inward when touched, often symbolizing the instinct to hide from vulnerability.Series
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the killing moon (will come too soon) by ruinsofphaidie
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
13 Jan 2026
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The Upside Down has taken a lot from Will.
It's fitting that it also takes his life span.
(Or, in which Will's time in the Upside Down, breathing in the toxic air, gives him lung cancer.)
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The kiss is everything Zanka thought it would be, it's filthy, it’s disgusting, it’s like sharing the spliff, sharing spit, sharing their intoxication, Zanka hates it, he sinks his hand into Jabber’s hair, tugs hard enough that Jabber howls, and fights until it’s him pushing Jabber against the wall.
Jabber moans, his back arching, “Fuck, fuck, Zan-zan, you’re makin’ me so hard,” and his words make something climb up Zanka’s back, especially when a hand slips under his shirt, throws it over his head, and Zanka’s quick to do the same, and he’s never done this before, but it’s familiar in every way, ignorant in every other. The ugly, timid thing inside of him is wailing, it's fallen down into his gut, it’s screaming with every push of their tongues.
Ouroboros
(n.) /ˈuː.rəˌbɔːr.əs/
An ancient symbol of a serpent or snake consuming its own tail, embodying endless cycles of obsession, destruction, and rebirth; the infinite loop of desire and self-destruction.(Or, in which Zanka can’t stop thinking about Jabber, no matter how much he fights, runs, or hates it—and it only gets worse.)
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every man gets his wish by ruinsofphaidie
Fandoms: LEGO Ninjago: Dragons Rising (Cartoon 2023), LEGO Ninjago (Cartoon 2011-2022)
10 Nov 2025
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"You ever think,” Nya says finally, her voice small, horribly small, “that it’d be easier if you didn’t remember everything?”
Lloyd huffs. “All the time.”
Nya looks at him, at the scars across his skin, at the shadows under his eyes, and then looks away. “Yeah well. What if I told you…you don't remember everything.”
Or, in which Nya has a nightmare and tells Lloyd about skybound.
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baby blues by ruinsofphaidie
Fandoms: LEGO Ninjago (Cartoon 2011-2022), LEGO Ninjago: Dragons Rising (Cartoon 2023)
29 Oct 2025
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“One…”
“Two.”
“Thre—Wait, wait, Nya, wait!” She blinks, hand coming back from where she was reaching for the test. She raises an eyebrow as Jay sheepishly rubs the back of his head. “How many lines means pregnant?”
She sighs. “Two, Jay. Two lines means pregnant. One line means not pregnant.”
Or, in which Nya’s feeling “a little off,” and it takes five ninja, wine, a stolen candy stash, and a craving crisis to figure out why.
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the censorship of my skin (is screaming inside and from within) by ruinsofphaidie
Fandom Wind Breaker (Anime), Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga)
18 May 2026
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A study of flowers, Suo Hayato, and the art of opening up.
(Or, the five times Hayato tries to come out, and the one time it goes right.)
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A series of quiet character studies about love and hatred, and a word as vague as death.
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where hope withers slowly by ruinsofphaidie
Fandom Dangan Ronpa 3: The End of 希望ヶ峰学園 | The End of Kibougamine Gakuen | End of Hope's Peak High School, Dangan Ronpa Series
24 Sep 2024
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forgetful is the mist by ruinsofphaidie
Fandom 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime), 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga)
05 May 2023
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Because the universe hates him, out of all the weird Devil Fruits out there, Sanji gets hit by one that’s absolutely laughable. Of course. A Devil Fruit power that doesn’t allow you to smile? What kind of shitty, ridiculous power is that?
It’s funny, until it isn’t.
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10 Jan 2023
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In which Kalluto figures out what it means to have siblings and how to love them and let them love him.
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if sanity is the itch in your head telling you to die by Kuroaki
Fandoms: Assassination Classroom
15 Jul 2023
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(Because Karma can call Koro-sensei his teacher. So he does.)
Karma can say, "Sensei," and Koro-sensei will reply, so he says it again. And again. And again. And again and again and again; he says, “Sensei,” until his classmates are annoyed, but his teacher still answers with the same calm, amused air.
Then Karma says it again. Just to prove he can.
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- Part 1 of and there’s a theme of learning and loving (and other such things for the lost but living)
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21 Aug 2023
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“I’m going to warn you, this one’s going to be a little bit… uncomfortable. It has nothing to do with assassination at all. It’s… real-life problems. Issues that people your age deal with.”
Akabane Karma regarded himself differently. He would know if he were being groomed, and he'd deal with it himself. That was if it had ever happened to it, which it hadn't, and never would.
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Karma is a victim of grooming.Bookmarked by ruinsofphaidie
22 Aug 2023
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Naruto realised quickly that she was different from the other children.
She saw it in the way people stared at her with something mean in their eyes, the way their gazes scraped against her like needles and knives. She saw it in the way their lips twisted when they spoke to her, if they bothered to speak to her at all—and how she wished they didn’t sometimes, because it felt like the words monster and demon were branded into her skin, and she didn’t know why—
But she was different in other ways too.
Hair too bright. Eyes too blue. Marked cheeks and sharp teeth.
And there was the itch too—something under her skin that writhed and howled. Something hot and uncomfortable, pressing against her insides like it wanted to burst her open.
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Naruto learned hate young. Learned it through the dark looks and disdain from everyone around her. Learned it through the taunts of the other children and the sting of the matron's hand on her cheek. Learned it like the blood that sat at the back of her throat when she bit her tongue to contain the fire inside her.
She learned to smile so she wouldn't cry.
Chin raised, eyes bright, teeth bared.
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12 Oct 2023