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  1. Public Bookmark 46

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    Five times Ilya felt like his epilepsy ruined his life, and one time it didn’t have to.

    A 5+1 fic

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    17 Jul 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    sometimes your past haunts you, other times it shows up as your best friends and takes you to a hotel to help you get out of your head.
    edit: i realized that this summary might evoke sex stuff but its just the gangsey being really good friends

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    12 Jul 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 38

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    Wednesday begins at 07:14 and ends at 20:03.

    Shane remembers every version. The broken things, the quiet afternoons and the weight of Ilya’s body over his. He remembers every desperate attempt to keep him alive, because nothing else does.

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    Shane lives through one winter day again and again, trying to love Ilya hard enough to keep him alive.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    After Shane's college relationship ends in heartbreak, he patches up his wounds by marrying a wealthy older man, and he's so sure his life is perfect. That is, until his ex re-enters the picture, and he wonders if maybe he got it all wrong.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    shane leaves husband maxim for ilya series

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    Ilya was a lot like his mama. Blond curls, bumpy noses, sharp cheekbones.

    They both loved to dance around the kitchen and cook for the people they loved. They joked and laughed and when they were happy, their smiles shone.

    They were both very, very sad.

    Ilya saw his mama in everything. Especially himself.

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    Ilya goes through a depressive episode. Shane helps.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    depresso ilya.. wow