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    When Shane lets himself think about what it might be like at All Stars, there's a blurry gap where he's standing. Ilya will be wearing something stylish and sexy — probably a shiny shirt that makes Shane want to grab him and never let go. There's nothing Shane owns that fits in that category.

    But Reebok and Rolex have both had him work with stylists for appearances in the past. He pulls up the photos of those events, and flips through the photos. He sends them to Rose.

    Which of these is better?

    She replies to the Rolex photo with six exclamation marks.

    Shane Hollander's five rules of how to not look gay (and how he breaks them for Ilya Rozanov) + one time he doesn't have to.

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    28 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Loved this deeply. 6 chapters exploring Shane in the homophobic quagmire of hockey in parallel to him overcoming his fears and his own conditioning in the present. A fic that the word poignant is made for. (Listened to the podfic first, which was also great!)

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    The Raiders beat the Sharks 6-1 and Rozanov gets three points and the first star of the game and there's no text waiting for Shane about how Shane should be planning the way he's gonna reward Rozanov the next time they see each other.

    It's fine. It's only been a week—nine days—and it's not like they were frequent texters before. Rozanov was always the one to initiate their exchanges, so Shane is doing well to follow his lead and not be like that girl who hooked up with J.J. and couldn't catch a hint afterwards, increasingly desperate texts being passed around the Metros locker room until finally someone suggested he block the crazy bitch.

    Shane processes his first time with Rozanov.

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    21 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    shane hollander’s five stages of grief, but it’s about his connection to ilya rozanov. beautiful and sad.

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    Ilya had never denied himself anything. He liked to feel good, and usually wanting felt good.

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    28 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    was recced by multiple people. what i didn’t know was they’ve been recommending literature. brutal wild and chewy rozanov character study. so many great parts woven together by ilya’s need.

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    Coming this fall to ABC… MLH star Shane Hollander is The Bachelor!

    Bachelor Nation, we have one question: will you accept this rose?

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    15 Jun 2026

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    instant hall of fame. need to process! but it just made me really feel for these characters, it was so tense and riveting, and made me euphoric and high on A STORY like only few fics and books can do.

  5. Rec 76

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    Hollander’s nails are clean and trimmed, his knuckles a little reddened. From the cold, not a fight, of course. Shane Hollander would not be one of those types of guys.

    Ilya wonders what it would take to make him one.

    or: Ilya needs to be touched. Provoking other players into hitting him has always been the easiest way, has always worked. Until Shane Hollander.

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    23 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I think this fic broke me a little and I was not prepared.