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    Shane foolishly thought that Ilya had forgotten about their mutual agreement to try out sounding.

    Luckily for both of them; Ilya never stopped thinking about it.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Ilya wants something other than a boring, regular fuck, and Shane accidentally stumbles upon just the thing.

    or

    Reddit Made Them Do It.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Shane and Ilya are hockey’s power couple. They’re unstoppable on the ice, darlings in the press, icons of the newly inclusive NHL.

    Ilya still isn’t satisfied. He needs the world to know Shane Hollander is his.

    -OR-

    Ilya takes Shane to a gay club and edges him within an inch of his life.

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    30 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 89

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    “Shenya, you did not answer me, Щенок,” Ilya says in a sterner voice, jerking at the collar enough to bring Shane a little closer to earth.
    He startled, blinking away a bit of the fog, “Sorry, sir. Yes, I’d like that.”
    Ilya crouched down to be eye-level with Shane, wrapping a broad hand around his jaw and forcing Shane to look at him, big brown doe-eyes staring up with complete devotion.
    “Like what?”
    Shane’s jaw clenched. Ilya could feel it beneath his pointer and thumb. Shane was used to just doing what he’s told, no questions asked. But somehow it seemed answering was even harder than asking.
    “I– I wanna…” he trailed off, swallowing against the stiff leather. Ilya felt his cock twitch. “I wanna be your bitch.”

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    29 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    So fucking got. Ilya has Shane fuck ilya’s cum into his ass with a big dildo.

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    A series of separated one-shots exploring Shane and Ilya's relationship through kink. Mostly canon compliant, but not exactly all of them the same universe.

    for the road ahead: callback to las vegas night, during the cottage. discussions of subdrop.

    it waits for you in the shadows: situationship era, domdrop because of undernegotiated kink (+choking).

    on behalf of the good dark: aftercare, using sex to reassure your boyfriends, undernegotiated talks of cnc.

    as if light were protective: home invasion cnc roleplay. slight domdrop.

    nothing but a one-man cult: lost scene during the beginning of 2016. ball-gags, rimming, undernegotiated kink, undercommunicated situationship.

    do it for the algorithm: switch ilya, ilya in lingerie, descontruction of masculinity and internalized homophobia when confronted with something you want to do but can't.

    and i ask, how high?: free use ilya heavy on sub top ilya, objectification and subspace

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    28 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 59

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    To most of the world, Shane Hollander is the wholesome captain of the Montreal Metros. In the midst of the MLH's latest scandals, he's considered a role model.

    With Ilya Rozanov, Shane Hollander is anything but wholesome.

    And he likes it.

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    28 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Holy fucking god, so hot. Best barebacking, Ilya watches his cum drip out of Shane. Really fun little switching between hockey ribbing and interviews and their sex, great parallels. Lovely writing and perf smut

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    “You know you are big, right?”

    Shane’s hands stilled, tangled in the silky, soft strands. Leave it to Rozanov to make fun of him with his dick out. Cheap fucking shot.

    “Fuck off,” Shane mumbled, but he didn’t make any effort to leave.

    “No, I mean it.” Rozanov’s expression was amused, the corner of his mouth quirked up slightly in a sort of half-smile, but his voice was earnest. “It’s very pretty, Hollander. I would not lie about this.”

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    Set sometime shortly after 1221, Shane and Ilya are booked for the same cologne advertisement in NYC. Alone again long before they expected to be, Shane is nervous and Ilya knows just how to get him to relax.

    Also Shane has a big dick.

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    27 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Absolutely fucking insane. Shane deep throat Ilya, with ilya’s head hanging off the bed. Then ilya Straddles Shane and feeds him his cock. Some fun cigarette play as well

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    It had started, innocently enough, with a hickey.

    I: mmm good morning my shane

    I: why angry face? looks very pretty on you 😘

    S: You said it’d go down in a day or two. I have a game today, asshole

    S: The guys are gonna see

    I: and??

    I: i would fuck you in front of whole locker room if you let me)))

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    Or: during the year after the cottage, Shane and Ilya's mixed-up feelings about keeping their relationship a secret devolve into a very public fantasy.

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    26 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ilya describes shane being fucked by other hockey players while shane fingers himself over the phone. spitroast

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    “Mmm. You want it bad,” Ilya purrs, teeth grazing the column of his throat.

    “Yeah,” Shane whines, hating how petulant it sounds. A fresh flare of determination rises up in response. “Just give it to me. Ilya. I can—just go hard. Just make it fit.”

    Ilya laughs quietly, incredulously. It’s hot against Shane’s ear. “Make it fit."

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    Or: in the midst of a stressful season, Shane's a little... out of practice. He's not gonna let that stop him getting what he wants.

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    26 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    soooo good. ilya forces shane a bit, he's too big and shane needs to be stretched. perfect cbt also, so delicious! lite talk of cockwarming and being plugged with cum

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    "Luca hated the thought that Shane and Ilya would think his devotion to working hard for them was just because of a silly crush he had on the hockey equivalent of the ‘cutest boys in school’. It went so much deeper than that. When his idol worship turned into something tangible, it mutated. He was becoming the best possible version of himself on the ice, which made him feel like maybe he was worth something off the ice too. He had Shane and Ilya to thank for that. And he couldn’t seem to find the limit of how far he would go to show his gratitude."

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    Luca Haas learns how to want what he wants because Shane and Ilya are there to help. Shane and Ilya get a fresh start at first love.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Mr. Rozanov came highly recommended. He was supposedly the best in the business, which is why Shane had hired him.

    It didn’t hurt that he was insanely attractive, either. Shane doubted there was another real estate agent in Ottawa who could match Rozanov’s ability to fill out a button-down.

    -OR-

    Shane and Ilya engage in some CNC roleplay where Shane is buying a house and Ilya is his sexy real estate agent.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    “What is it like for - for the other person?” Shane asks, swallowing dryly. He knows Ilya can probably tell that he’s going from anxious to turned on.

    Ilya moves his hand up a little, so he’s touching Shane’s forearm lightly. “Well, people say it makes them feel very needy. Very open. Like, have to be filled. Begging more. Then, like you are being used. Less of a person and more of a thing for sex.”

    Shane can feel himself starting to get hard. “Huh,” he says. “Well, I mean, we could keep them, I guess. You know, just in case.”

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    Shane finds poppers in Ilya's bedside table. Things escalate from there.

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    16 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I love poppers. So sexy. Amazing descriptions of doing poppers. Ilya and Shane are sweet and in love

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    14 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Shane and Ilya break up because Ilya sacrifieced so much to move to Ottawa and Shane isn’t ready to come out. YEARS pass and Ilya waives his no movement clause to start a new franchise in Calgary (the inferno, sooo preferable to the centaurs to me imo), they stay lightly connected and Shane goes to therapy. They get back together and Ilya becomes a Canadian citizen (soooo much Canada pride in this one it makes me so happy) and Shane gives him a little maple leaf pin. They play in the Olympics together and win gold, then play in Calgary together on the inferno and love love love playing together. OC (Jessica Martinez) who I don’t love but otherwise the story is unreal! So sweet and perfectly angsty and v sad and lovely in equal measure

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    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

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    12 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Extremely sweet, Shane and Ilya get married before they’re drafted and then of course fall in love. They end up on a new Quebec City expansion team, which I far prefer to the centaurs. Cliff is characterized perfectly. Long! A beautiful cottage!
    They call their eye pupils “school children” which is extremely cute

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    Hollander huffed and then, slowly, looked into Ilya’s eyes. “What if… what if we didn’t do it all the way?”

    “Yeah?” Ilya breathed. “Like?”

    “What if it’s just the tip.”

    Ilya’s jaw literally dropped. “Who the fuck taught you that?”

    Hollander shrugged, then his eyes locked onto Ilya. “Yes or no.”

    Fuck it.

    Or: episode 4 fuck-montage meets Just The Tip meets down-bad but doesn’t know it Ilya Rozanov meets barebacking

    OR: Ilya “just the tip” Rozanov and Shane “just fucking come in me” Hollander

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    10 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Soooo hot. Ilya comes quickly and looks at his cum dripping out of Shane

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    In Vegas, after they’d said everything right up to the edge of I love you, Shane and Ilya came up with a plan. It was long term, with many, many steps. There might be a spreadsheet somewhere that Shane won’t admit to.

    But it’s a plan, nonetheless. Over the summer of 2014, they tweak it and add things important to the both of them. There are even many, extensive, contingency plans.

    OR

    Thanks to Shane's small lie the first time they hooked up, Shane and Ilya are together years earlier. Now, they have to figure out what to do about it.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    “My flight is early tomorrow,” Rozanov says. He bites his lip. Shane’s eyes stick there too. “You look in hallway, yes?”

    Shane sticks his head out. The hallway is empty.

    Would it hurt? To go another round? Rozanov has to fly out early anyway, it’s hardly like they’ll be spending time befriending each other. What is one night, when they’ve already crossed the line with eyes wide open?

    “Shit,” he says. “There’s a couple at the end of the hallway, arguing, you know? You better wait until they leave.”

    OR

    Shane lies, that first night, to keep Rozanov to himself a little longer. The changes spiral out from there.

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    09 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ilya teaches shane the russian word for asshole but it's actually apple :) canon divergence where they basically speedrun their relationship cause the first time they hook up shane lies and says that there are people in the hallway so ilya can't leave. Ilya leaves shane with an ultimatum, and it's answered in part 2, which is long and really good.

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    Rozanov pins Shane down, fucks into him like he almost hates him, gets a hand around his cock, rough and deliberate, and says it low against his ear—go ahead, try it. Say her name one more time, I fucking dare you—and Shane opens his mouth and sobs into the pillow and nothing else comes out. Just tears and the blood under his nails from Rozanov's back. Then he finds the angle he's been finding since Nashville, and the name is gone entirely.

    That's also, more or less, the point.

    Shane hates him for that. He hates him the way you hate something that keeps being right about you.

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    Or: Shane spends nine years building a structure so airtight it functions as a personality, and Ilya Rozanov spends nine years being the single thing that doesn't fit inside it.

    Featuring crazy situationship sex, the complications of sometimes being a terrible person, and one unhinged fixation on Svetlana Vetrova, 31 photos deep, that was never about Svetlana Vetrova.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    “I think, at this point, we are friends, no?” Ilya asks, his back still to Shane.

    “Are we?” Shane asks, and Ilya’s lip quirks at the way he can hear the curiosity bleed through Shane’s tone, despite the way he’s clearly trying so hard to sound indifferent.

    “I consider you a friend, yes. We had food together. Hung out,” he explains.

    “Okay. Sure, yeah,” Shane agrees, meeting Ilya’s eyes as he turns around to face him. “Friends.”

    “Good. It is important you know this,” Ilya asks, stepping across the slightly echoey room, his hand going to tilt Shane’s jaw up. “It’s important for you to know I like you,” he says, watching with amusement as more confusion spreads across Shane’s pretty face.

    “Why?”

    “Because,” Ilya says softly, condescendingly as he leans down, his mouth close to Shane’s. Shane is so receptive to him, his lips already parting, expecting a kiss. “I am going to fuck you like I hate you,” he finishes, watching as Shane’s jaw drops a little, his breath hitching.

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    08 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    just sex

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