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    On June 17th, 2017, Ilya Rozanov is declared dead following the crash of Air Canada Flight 11040.

    On June 24th, he comes back to life.

    Shane spends the intervening week on a silent retreat, more or less.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has won a Stanley Cup, captained two teams, and spent a decade being one of the best hockey players alive.

    So naturally, the entire planet disregards that and falls in love with him over twelve second clip of him dancing. So much in fact that he's been given 4 nicknames and someone is already building a Spotify playlist from the songs that remix the original clip.

    Or: Ilya's dance moves and that ass of his are found by stan and k-pop twitter and he accidently breaks the internet.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    "Holy shit!" Vic gasps, gaping at Ilya. "Holy shit," he repeats more slowly as realization dawns on him. "Shane Fucking Hollander is your Montreal girl?"

    OR: Ilya's teammates go with him to visit Hollander at the hospital and a high-on-painkillers Shane can't keep his mouth shut. Ilya learns that when it comes down to it, ice is thicker than blood.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    love boston bears & ilya

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    “I’m trying to figure out,” Rose wonders aloud. “Are you always a complete prick? Just with women? Or just when you lose a game?”

    Ilya barks a laugh, shocked and almost delighted, and his smile spreads wide enough that Rose can see all those pearly whites of his that are so much nicer than she expected any hockey player’s to be. “All the time,” he grins, “all the time. However much of an asshole Hollander has told you I am, double it.”

    She answers truthfully, shrugs her shoulders in her tiny silver dress. “He hasn’t mentioned you at all.”

    After a shitshow of an evening in a Montreal nightclub, Ilya wakes up the next morning in Shane’s bed. Only, he’s not in Shane’s bed — Rose Landry is, and he’s in Rose Landry’s body, and she’s in his. Well, what the fuck are they supposed to do with that?

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    23 May 2026

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    Crashing the fuck out

    While he’s still parsing what she’s said, his phone vibrates against his ear with a message sent from Sunny, from Ilya’s phone. A screenshot of a different conversation, two brief texts intended for him.

    Jane: I caught the post-game highlights. That was an amazing goal in the second.

    Jane: You’re still my favorite player to watch.

    Never in his life, even when he’d just moved to a foreign country with maybe four sentences worth of fluency, has Ilya felt so stupid or naive. There are universes beyond what he could have imagined existed, magical realms and possibilities, minds and bodies traded and worlds he can’t believe, and still, in not a single one of them, is there a version of Ilya that can give Shane Hollander everything he needs. Not in his old life, where Shane left him; not in this new life, where Shane’s evidently still stuck on someone he won’t let himself have. Not in any future and not in any magnitude of fantastical outcomes.

    Ilya Rozanov will never, ever be enough.

    “Delete them,” Ilya says. “Don’t respond.”

     

    Love Ilya and rose friendship tho 😭😭

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    Shane’s uncle arrives from Japan for Shane and Ilya's wedding, which becomes complicated in ways Ilya does not expect.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    love the conversation about immigrants, racism, complicated family dynamics,,,

     

    "...I didn’t trust David, and it wasn’t his fault. The stakes were high. He turned out to be decent, but imagine – just imagine, if he wasn’t. She would have lost everything, so young and at the beginning of her life, so much pain for nothing. I don’t know if David has told you this, but I terrified him for a while, in the beginning, for this very reason. I regret it on occasion, but not really. He had to know that Yuna has someone looking out for her, that she is not alone in the world.”

    Ilya understands, wearily, what Shion is getting at. Yuna is not alone in the world, Shane is not alone in the world. You are telling me that you are there for them, that you are watching for them.

    I know this. And that is a lovely thing. But I am one of those people you mentioned. Alone in the world. “Okay. I understand.”