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    The grin is wide, all sharp teeth and sharp edges, and she knows that outsiders have found the expression to be unnerving. Menacing even. The red, glowing eyes, the teeth glinting in the dark, the corners of his lips pulled up sharply. Yes, she can see how it could be considered threatening.

    But not to her. Nami only sees an unending hunger for life. For joy and adventure. The red in his eyes is not the red of a hell yet to be unleashed on this world, it's the red of a sunrise breaking over the sea. His grin is not warning her to stay away, it is taunting her to join him.

    'What? Scared?', it teases as he takes her hand and leads her into a new era.

    'I haven't been scared since the dust of Arlong Park settled at my feet.' Nami thinks as she flicks at the cloud and watches him softly laugh in reaction. 'I will never be scared again.'

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    23 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 81

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    After a date ends with Jack being sexually assaulted, he finds himself completely adrift, questioning his masculinity, his sanity and his capability.

    Robby is there to help him find his way again.

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    09 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 96

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    Fuck Jack Abbot. Fuck Jack Abbot. Fuck Jack Abbot. Fuck Jack Abbot. Fuck Jack Abbot. Fuck Jack Abbot.

    All those nervous habits turn on again all at once, the bouncing the tapping the everything everything everything— He can't fucking breathe.

    Fuck you, Jack, fuck you fuck you fuck you.

    Why the hell did he have to go and get shot at whenever he's not fucking running around trying to save everyone's lives down here? Too fucking noble, too fucking selfless, too fucking kind for this fucked up world. Robby's nose stings, and he sniffs, blinking hard to keep himself under control.

    Fuck Jack Abbot.

    He can't lose anyone else here. He can't lose anyone else.

    Least of all, Jack.

    Fuck.

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    Dr. Robby returns early from his sabbatical, having avoided telling anyone but Dana. His first day back goes smoothly, until it doesn't, and he is forced to face the impact his leaving had on the man he cares about most.

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    08 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 83

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    "Things started to gain momentum near the end of shift change, in that strange pocket of time when chaos loosened its grip just enough for exhaustion to settle in. Robby leaned against the counter beside Jack, shoulder brushing shoulder and neither of them moving away.

    “You busy tonight?” Robby asked lightly, eyes on the board instead of Jack.

    Too light. Too casual. Too deliberate.

    Jack didn’t look at him immediately. He finished signing off a chart and set the pen down carefully. Let silence stretch just long enough to make the question real. Then, calm and simple:

    “I’m available.”

    Robby went very still. Jack turned then, just slightly, and met his gaze.

    Something flickered across Robby’s face. Surprise, relief, fear, something almost like grief, before he covered it with a crooked half smile.

    “…Good,” he said quietly."

    *****

    Or the one where Robby tries to ruin a friendship so it would be easier to disappear, but Jack would never let that happen.

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    08 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 52

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    He looks at Jack, decision made. “You’ll come to mine. I still have all the stuff from when you stayed while they were fumigating. And that way I can keep a better eye on you.”

    Jack is feeling under the weather. Robby is very invested in getting him well again. There will be feelings.

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    06 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 45

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    The foreign hammer vibrates by his side, as if hungry for blood. Words of his own and not tear through his head. Again and again. He has no strength left for tears. There is nowhere to run. And then Viktor opens his eyes.

    They are soft, galaxies swirling inside, and his partner's lips curve up in a smile. Familiar. Gentle. He drops the hammer, the Mage’s voice loud in his head, speaking of the incoming ruin, of eternal, dull stillness of life. But he can't do this. He failed. Viktor is not a man he can kill, never him. Not even for the sake of the world.

    (Jayce immediately folds upon seeing Viktor in the commune and does not kill him. It goes better than he thought.)

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    06 Feb 2026

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    Dennis bit the quick of his thumbnail, nibbling until he drags the skin to a hangnail. Until his tongue blooms with the taste of salty copper. He stops briefly, pulls away to inspect his thumb before ripping off the piece of skin once and for all. A piercing cry snaps his attention and his heart lurches forward, body moving on autopilot. Still, he's drowning.
    _ _ _

    Dennis is a single dad and no one in the Pitt knows. Actually, no one knows he (and his daughter) are unhoused either. That all changes when his baby gets sick and only gets worse, forcing him to show up in the ED distraught.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Shane has always lived inside himself.

    Inside his head. Inside his routines. Inside the version of him everyone trusts to hold it all together. He has learned through the years how to be disciplined, successful, untochable—how to carry love and expectation withouth letting either slip.

    What he hasn’t learned is how to ask for help.

    Luckily, his boyfriend Ilya, who everyone believe is his rival, notices first. He starts to see the patterns Shane won’t name out loud and the silences that last a little too long. He loves Shane, and that means paying attention, even when what he finds is frightening, even when he struggles too.

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    Shane slowly develops an eating disorder during the time he and Ilya are secretly dating while still playing for Montreal and Boston, and Ilya is the first one to notice, and the first one to try to do something about it.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    After a concussion, Bruce becomes oddly sweet and affectionate, accidentally revealing his feelings for Clark—while calling him the wrong name and suspecting appliances of treason.

    Meanwhile Clark is doing his best to keep his sanity in check, while also caring for a concussed Batman.

    What can go wrong?

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    10 Jul 2025

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    "“Tell Roy I say sorry”, he whispers, and the noise and visions flash through his mind so fast the green can’t protect him, the warehouse and the countdown and that chilling, shrill laughter and Tim -Tim screams."

    Tensions are high as the Red Hood has barely started joining the bats on missions, and Jason is determined to protect this fragile truce with the people he could one call his family. So when he finds himself in an all-too familiar situation (a robin, a warehouse, and a bomb), he makes a decision. Somehow this spirals into what might be the worst week of his second life. As it turns out, not everybody is supportive of the way he handles his body and what happens to it... But perhaps, it's for the better, just this time.

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    10 Dec 2024

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    the fanfic that almost single handedly put me back into fanfiction writing- my literature major brain is whirling

  11. Public Bookmark 89

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    Jason develops a nasty case of pneumonia and has to be hospitalized, which causes the whole family to worry. Even after coming home, Jason still has to deal with the effects of it.

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    12 Oct 2024

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    Behold! The Murder Wives AU That Was Promised!

    Rhaenyra and Alicent are in love, together, and just the cutest and fluffiest murder puppies towards those foolish enough to cross them, meaning that the various men who would do them harm and plunge the realm into war shall die one by one.

    Or:
    Viserys never weds Alicent, Rhaenyra ascends the Iron Throne, Rhaenyra and Alicent get to be happy, Rhaenys becomes Hand, and the queers live happily ever after.

    Need I say more?

    Canon-adjacent fix-it.

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    09 Jun 2024

  13. Public Bookmark 14

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    A collection of fluff short stories about the Jungle Fury team. *COMPLETED*

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    31 May 2024

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    An anthology of short stories about RJ, using one line from a different Robbie Williams song as dialogue in each one. CURRENTLY ACTIVE

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    31 May 2024

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    “It won’t be your fault, okay?” Hangman continues. “None of it. But you have to go, now. There’s no point in both of us dying.”

    There’s a gentleness to his tone that before today, Phoenix would have scarcely believed him capable of. Unforgivably, she feels the anger start to ebb away, despair crawling up through her veins to take its place. “The point,” she growls through tears, “is that you’re my team. You’re my team, Bagman. I am not leaving you behind.”

    Or: a year after the suicide mission, and six months after the Daggers have reunited to form their own squadron, Natasha and Jake are caught in a gas explosion.

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    29 Jan 2023

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    All his life, Jake Seresin has wanted to live his life as loud as possible.

    So that when he dies, people can place flowers on his casket.

    When the light hits him, sunbaked and smiling and grinning. He's whole and happy and everything he could ever want. He bites down on his teeth.

    Later, he hunches over the porcelain, petals falling out of his mouth, and is already one step in his grave.

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    Flowers, fighter pilots and the true fatality of your feelings spilling out.

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    28 Jan 2023

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    “Oh my God,” Bradley grumbled.

    Bradley’s graze with consciousness shunned them into silence for the next few minutes, until the car pulled to a stop under a red light. When a snore cut into the space between them, Tom finally looked at him.

    “I really am sorry, Pete. I am. I promise I’ll make it up to both of you, okay?”

    The light turned green.

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    Maverick's worst, longstanding fear threatens to be fully realized and, unsurprisingly, he doesn't handle it well.

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    28 Jan 2023

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    Neteyam and Jake thought it was odd how the sky people only sent patrol drones in their forest and suspected something was amidst. Turned out they were right when Jake brought back the children of the Mekayina Olo'eyktan to their forest.

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    13 Jan 2023

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    This is a follow up to my fic, 'I'll ride in this life with you'.

    It follows Rooster and Hangman's relationship over the months and years following them getting together.
    Each chapter will be a difference slice of life--some will be between the end of the previous fic and the epilogue, and some will be after the epilogue.
    It will also expand on Maverick's developing relationship with Cyclone as hinted at in the previous fic.

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    17 Jun 2022

  20. Public Bookmark 56

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    It’s about four-thirty on Independence Day that Steve realizes that his and Billy’s relationship has shifted.

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    08 Jun 2022

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