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  1. Rec 45

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    Astarion fails at seducing Tav and all of a sudden a month has passed without any unwanted sexual encounters and Astarion, for the first time in his life, has the freedom to do whatever he wants with his own body. The problem is: he doesn't know what he wants. That is until a handsome devil appears on their journey to rid themselves of their tadpoles and Astarion experiences true attraction for maybe the first time in his life. But he also doesn't know how to deal with that. And when Astarion begins to think that maybe he'd like a little more power before confronting Cazador, he considers finding himself a patron. And Raphael has already proven himself to be helpful. And Astarion likes looking at his face. What could possibly go wrong?

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    23 May 2026

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    Warlock Astarion, resume with chapter 8

  2. Public Bookmark 29

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    *Spoilers for the entirety of BG3.*
    Elynn was a devoted cleric of Bahamut until she foolishly gave the Crown of Karsus to a power-hungry devil. Exiled by Bahamut, she finds herself all alone. The mighty Raphael turns to her again, suggesting that she might be able to help him deal with the Netherese magic contained within the Crown. On his behalf she learns to channel the raw power of the Karsite Weave, all while searching for Astarion in the Underdark.
    But the devil’s grip tightens. As she fights to heal Astarion, Raphael weaves his own game, twisting fate until Elynn stands on the edge of becoming his greatest piece on the Lanceboard. When her former companions learn of her doomed fate, they come to her aid. But is it already too late?

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    18 May 2026

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    Read through chapter 39

  3. Rec 13

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    In which Wyll balances daddy issues, an attraction to Halsin, and the fickle whims of his many patrons.

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    09 May 2026

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    After leaving Szarr Entertainment in the wake of a tumultuous - deliberately engineered - scandal, Astarion Ancunín has rebuilt his acting career, from the blacklisted ground up. Through a heavily doctored narrative of queer reclamation, he's finally making a name for himself, and hoping to claim prestige (and maybe a few awards) through the leading role in a historical biopic about the openly gay elven oracle, Aerthwyn Capaxath.

    The only problem is, Aerthwyn Capaxath is the worst person that ever lived (or died). Just ask Dr. Rosalie Frostsong, a thoroughly unwilling expert on the subject.

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    (A celebrity/academic, reluctant workplace allies turned friends-to-lovers, modern AU... a.k.a. the silliest thing i've ever written. I hope people enjoy!)

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    04 May 2026

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    Rosalie's whole reaction to the first meeting in chapter 2!!

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    He was certain he’d gotten the body down, at least, with just enough fine tunings to quickly move him from ‘pleasant diversion' to ‘indispensible’, if he played his cards right. That much was simple, and not without its own small entertainments.

    But the mind… the mind, he was beginning to worry, might elude him.

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    Astarion and Rosalie think they understand each other perfectly, but they have each fallen prey to the other’s mask. As they both go forward with their adventure, will either of them dare to be honest?

    [This is a blatant, self-indulgent novelisation of BG3 full-access, and Part 2 to my Early Access fic, A Bleeding Heart. I try to avoid directly retelling too many moments in the game, but occasionally fall into the trap of rewriting some canon scenes. Dual perspective because now my Tav has some issues to overcome! Come here for the vampire man, stay here for Rosalie's mental illness :') ]

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    01 May 2026

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    Chapter 6:
    “I’m just - I’m just saying,” Rose interrupted, breathlessly. “If I was a man of a certain persuasion, and I had all of this…”

    She gestured down at herself, pancaked on the floor[.]

    “I’d be like ‘sure, she’s a bit highly strung, and some might say her curves are reminiscent of a malnourished fifteen-year-old, but… by the gods-!'” she sighed, “‘she’s just… so phenomenally powerful, highly intelligent, and just…” she raise her arms off the ground with extreme effort, in a noodly cheer for herself, “so fucking good at math!’”