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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    Commander Arthur Pendragon leads the mission to Jupiter to establish a nascent colony in orbit around the gas giant. But once they arrive, a series of inexplicable accidents lead to EVA Specialist Merlin Emrys' death, and Arthur spirals into grief and guilt, jeopardizing the whole mission.

    Merlin, however, is not dead, but rather abducted by the draconic derkesthai aliens, who force him into changes both physical and mental. They want to send a message to humanity, and Merlin is to be the messenger. Unless he refuses to obey...

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    23 Jul 2026

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    gorgeous lovely perfect little sci-fi story

  2. Public Bookmark 65

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    He was cursed, he knew, by his own actions. Had he listened to his own heart, Arthur wouldn't be stuck, repeating the same day again and again. But while time looped itself, Arthur's mind did not. Merlin couldn't help him this time. He would solve it on his own; he had to.

    Arthur's terrible no good very bad Groundhog Day.

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    23 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    The court is overjoyed at the proper return of Sir Lancelot—their friends, especially, and Arthur most of all. Weeks tumble on, and Merlin waits for relief to stick to him, but it doesn’t.

    Written for Merlin Micro Fic 2024, for the prompts, 'And the truth?' and 'Silhouette'.

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    17 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    “I can barely stand to be without you,” he murmurs. He laughs at himself, turning his face into the pillow, away from Merlin’s inquiring gaze, his cheeks turning pink. “I know it’s crazy. But since I first saw you, in the courtyard, I can’t think about anything else. It’s not like anything I’ve experienced before.”

     

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    a rewrite of the pilot episode, in which Merlin does not learn Arthur's identity during their first altercation, and they let the tension between them do the talking instead

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    17 Jun 2026

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    super cute and hot alternative first meeting !!! love

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    “Merlin.” Arthur’s voice is—well, still tinged with amusement, but ever so slightly more serious, more urgent, like he’s having to constrain himself to stay in the realm of lighthearted teasing. “Really, tell me.”

    Merlin’s heart is beating a little quicker. He can feel the same war within himself that he hears in Arthur’s voice, a possibility swimming to the surface that he could—they could—take this out of the realm of lighthearted teasing. If they so choose.

    Or they could just keep going, laugh it off; that’s still an option, and if they do it now it would be fine. They’d move on, take the next bend in conversational road, easy. If that’s what they want.

    It’s not what Merlin wants.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    lovely lovely lovely