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“Hollander. Relax. So you lost one game,” Ilya said. “Big deal. Win next time.”
“It is a big deal,” Shane said. His hands were clenched tightly into fists. “It’s not just the game. You know I can’t afford to fuck up like this, not this close to playoffs. It’s a pretty big deal. Fuck. And it’s my fault. I wasn’t focused. I can play better than that, and I just… didn’t.”
“Okay, your fault, so what?” Ilya shrugged. “You think you should be punished for this?”Series
- Part 2 of missing scenes
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05 Jun 2026
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“So sad,” Ilya coos and Shane looks away, his lip jutting out against his will. He gets a pinch on his cheek for his efforts. “I will help, hm?”
Shane side eyes him. “And how exactly are you gonna do that?”
It’s not hard to figure out what Ilya is thinking, not when he bares his teeth and winks at Shane, so beautiful it makes Shane’s breath stutter in his chest.
“I know a few ways to get you out of your head, I think.”
Shane and Ilya have one more day left in the cottage and Shane can't get out of his head to enjoy the moment. Ilya has an idea on how to spend their last evening together before they meet again.
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- Part 3 of mean dom ilya week
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04 Jun 2026
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Ilya could feel Shane’s heartbeat. Cradled there on Ilya’s lap, in his arms, offering Ilya all the peace and steadiness he’d almost felt slip through his fingers, his pulse was a grounding rhythm. Proof of life, of reality.
Shane was there, with him, still. He hadn’t left when Ilya told him about his family and about Russia. About his father. He’d climbed into his lap and held him, like it was easy.
So there it was: Shane wasn’t just anyone’s, anymore. No longer belonged to a world and a woman that Ilya couldn’t be.
Ilya kissed him and kissed him; how could he not? The taste of him was home.
Or: what happened between Shane sitting in Ilya’s lap and the ‘goodnight Shane/goodnight Ilya’ moment.
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03 Jun 2026
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Shane & Ilya’s adventures in lingerie. Written chronologically, but each more or less functions as a oneshot.
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03 Jun 2026
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Not long after Shane got home from the latest road trip, a small brown mailing envelope turned up at his apartment, nondescript and entirely uninteresting to anyone but him.
He barely waited to get inside and shut the door behind him before tearing into it.
A small piece of fabric - hardly more than a scrap - landed in his hands. He held it up to see it better, and inhaled sharply.
It was a pair of black underwear. Boy shorts, he was pretty sure they were called - kind of ironic. They were entirely lace, and as such, mostly see-through. They also had a tiny little bow on the front at the waistband. His heart pounded as he looked at them; he could imagine himself in them. He thought about Ilya’s hands on them, and on his body while he wore them. He was already getting worked up.
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- Part 5 of guilty pleasure
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03 Jun 2026
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Ilya widens his eyes, moves his hands in an impatient “get on with it” motion. He has the urge to say it for him, end both their misery. Shane blinks rapidly a few times, takes another deep breath. “I want to stop,” he says simply.
Ilya lets out one humorless laugh, “Stop what?”
Shane ignores him. “At the All Star Game, I told you I liked you. And you said about Russia and your family. And I looked some things up. I get it. I get it better now. I know we can’t but I can’t stop wanting to be…more. Unless we stop.”
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Shane just wants to be friends and Ilya is, like, fine with that or whatever
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02 Jun 2026
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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Bookmarked by singmesomethingsoft
01 Jun 2026
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One side of his brain is going: this is insane, don't do this, just stay in this room, what can he do? Whether you like it or not, he's hurt you, and chances are you've hurt him too, because you can't read a situation for shit, so what are we trying to do here? Get some fucking sleep instead.
The other side of his brain is going: He's hurt you, and you've probably hurt him too, and what if this is your only chance to talk about it? What if Paris makes the difference?
Five months after Sochi, Shane's set to play a charity hockey game in Paris. So is Ilya.
They run into each other in the lobby of their hotel the night before. Twelve hours stretch out in front of them, and Ilya suggests something different: no phones, no expectations, no past, no hockey. Just the city, and whatever they can be when nobody else is watching.
It's obviously a terrible idea, but Shane says yes, anyway.
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31 May 2026
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The Worst Time to Meet Your Son’s Boyfriend by Barbidoo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 May 2026
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David Hollander arrives in Montreal with homemade soup, expecting to take care of his son Shane, who’s down with the flu after missing the biggest NHL game of the season.
What he does not expect is finding Shane cuddled in the lap of his greatest hockey rival: Boston Bears captain Ilya Rozanov.
Apparently the NHL’s most legendary rivalry has secretly been a relationship for over a decade.
Now David must process three shocking truths:
his son is gay,
Ilya Rozanov is basically a housewife with pharmacy bags,
and every on-ice fight was apparently foreplay.Series
- Part 5 of Relationship Reveals
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29 May 2026
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How To Flirt With Shane Hollander by Dreamsofastranger
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 May 2026
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A night at the Kingfisher after an away game leads to the Centaurs learning about the origins of Ilya and Shane's relationship.
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29 May 2026
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Lucky me by tredensmm
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Jun 2026
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Ilya finally achieved his goal: get out of Russia. He flies out to his new school, nervous about the things about to come.
To His luck, or unluck, his roommate is very handsome and gets his attention right away, Shane Hollander.Bookmarked by singmesomethingsoft
28 May 2026
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"And you will tell me to stop if it’s too much?” Ilya had pressed, chewing his nail. “If you’re in touch overdrive or if you don’t want it?”
“I-I will,” Shane stuttered, face still flushed in embarrassment.
“Because this will not work if you do not,” Ilya reminded him, leveling him with a stare so strong Shane stopped fidgeting.
“I know,” Shane replied, more confident than he felt. “I’ll tell you.”
Or: 5 times Shane and Ilya participate in free use, and 1 time Shane tells him no
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- Part 3 of 5+1 Shane and Ilya
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27 May 2026
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FOR THE GLORY by vividblossom (drtymdbld) for readwithian
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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“I just… I want to know, you know? I’m, like, almost thirty and I don’t know. It’s pathetic.”
He’s years away from almost thirty, but their sports careers make them feel older than they are. Ilya understands the feeling of being far behind other people.
And he couldn’t stand the face Shane was making, his I’ve only ever wished I could be like everyone else face. Ilya couldn’t fucking stand it, would do anything to make it ago away.
Which is why he, against his better judgement, said, “I can take you somewhere.”
Or; shane turns to his bisexual best friend to help him find a casual hookup and ilya swallows his yearning to make it happen.
featuring a gloryhole and ilya talking him through it
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27 May 2026
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Shane Hollander was perfect; the perfect son, the perfect boyfriend, the perfect friend. He had spent years refining perfection, making sure he was the picture of it. It was second nature after all these years; a suit that didn’t quite fit, but that he’d gotten used to.
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all the things you do to me, i don't care if you're using me by sargeantwoof for harryclifford
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
08 Apr 2026
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“The thing is,” Ilya says, conversationally, as if he doesn't have fucking Shane Hollander grinding into his touch, as if he doesn't have a hand on his—Luca's sure of it—perfect fucking cock, “you have not been subtle, Haasy.”
It takes Luca a moment to understand just what the hell Ilya's talking about, before he moans, low in his throat, humiliation sweeping across his body. It's not that he thought he had been actually subtle, but he hadn't expected this, of all places, to be where they confronted him. Not with Ilya's hand worming its way into Shane's pants, the soft blue of his briefs a flash color amongst the pale glow of his skin and the dark drape of his clothes.
OR: The Cens have won the Stanley Cup. Luca's been voted Hollanov's MVP.
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- Part 21 of heated rivalry masterlist
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26 May 2026
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Déjà vu by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 May 2026
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2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.
2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.
When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.
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“So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”
“We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”
“No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”
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- Part 6 of Heated Rivalry
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22 May 2026
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Maybe He's Born With It by Enigmatica
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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“Oh. Your pretty makeup is getting messed up.” Ilya makes a disappointed noise that Shane knows is entirely fake, given the fact that his husband was the one to ruin it in the first place — on purpose, mind you. “Such a shame,” he tuts.
Then, without any warning, he slaps Shane across the face with a gloved hand, using the other to hold him still so that he doesn’t accidentally give him whiplash. It’s that hard, and Shane immediately cries out, broken and pathetic.
“Might as well keep going,” he muses, almost to himself. Like he’s siding with the devil on his shoulder instead of the angel. “You got a cheap brand, yes? Let’s see how much it runs when I break you in.”
Shane decides to try wearing makeup for his husband, with predictable results.
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22 May 2026
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The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed.
Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.
Reentry is harder than expected.
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- Part 8 of my heated rivalry anon fics
- Part 1 of homegrown
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20 May 2026
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Saying Something Stupid like, "I love you" by Accio_Talent
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 May 2026
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Luca's had plenty of time to get used to how things are in the big leagues. Plenty of time to learn the ins and outs, plenty of time to settle into the team dynamic and get used to playing with the two men he idolized his entire childhood.
Plenty of time to figure out how to get his head on straight after games, plenty of time to figure out how to decompress after practices. Everyone seems to have their own thing, except for Luca. He just can't seem to get his head on right. At least until he learns that sometimes, giving up complete control, is exactly what he needs. And who better to do it with the two people he trust the most?
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The one where Luca tries to do a Dom/sub dynamic through grindr and Shane and Ilya are like yeah....no that's not going to work. We can help.
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19 May 2026
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
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19 May 2026