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  1. Public Bookmark 19

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    Not to say that he’s ever felt good in a normal, respectable way doing this sort of shit with Jaehyun. He’d like to keep it that way, even, so it’s easier to remind himself that this is a bad idea, no matter what angle you approach it from.

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    29 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 47

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    “I feel cheated,” Sungho announces, mostly to no one, but theoretically to the pile of limbs sprawled on his lap, just barely in his line of sight, “I feel like I should say this. I think I’ve been cheated. And I think it’s your fault. I'm a well-behaved alpha. I’ve lived a very proper life, I abide by all of the rules. I'm a principled person! Why am I being made to go against my best interests like this? This is some sort of trick, right?”

    “There’s no way you think having sex with me is that bad,” Jaehyun says.

    Well, yeah. But, fucking your bandmate has to be bad. Surely it's written somewhere in the thirty-seven page KOZ contract. Page 14, Section 7: Don't fuck your bandmates. That’s bad.

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    29 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    writing style is amazing

  3. Rec 13

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    “I’m gonna die, Donghyun-ah. So please don’t leave—”

    He’s desperate, pathetic, even. Dying of a nonexistent disease he refuses to name. He’s selfish and self-centered because he’s here at Donghyun’s sheets, head in his lap as he cries and cries and cries.

    Donghyun’s hands came up to cradle his face, the gesture is quiet and heavy. “What do you mean?” he whispered, thumb drawing slow circles against Dongmin’s cheek. “Are you—are you sick too?”

    He stared into Donghyun’s eyes because they’d been the place he’d learned to be honest, and now honesty felt like an unlatched gate. “I—I don’t know what it is, Donghyun-ah,” he said, voice small and breaking. “But it’s killing me.”

    Or, Kim Donghyun has cancer. Han Dongmin is the one dying.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    beautiful

  4. Public Bookmark 24

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    “I know,” He smiles, yawning again. “Maybe it’s because you don’t want to fuck me?”

    Dongmin rolls his eyes, but the idea lingers. He watches as Donghyun pinches his hair between his fingers, twirling each strand into a curl that keeps its shape for him to eventually have a clump of curly hair that isn’t as frizzy as the rest on his head. He studies Donghyun’s position again, still decently tousled, and hums.

    ”…I think you’re right.” He says. “I don’t want to fuck you.”

    Taesan suggests switching after their most recent stage performance.

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    16 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    Leehan continued. “First of all, I warned you before saying it. And second, I think that’s just his way of getting closer to you. I’m pretty sure he thinks you’re in the same situation.”

    Taesan looked horrified. “That’s impossible. I can’t believe it. He’d have to be an idiot to think that.”

    And then it hit him like a train.

    Jaehyun was an idiot. A massive one.

    “Oh my god,” Taesan whispered.

    Leehan looked far too amused. “Yep.”

    Taesan has a realization about his longtime rival, and his already chaotic mind doesn’t handle it gracefully.

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    04 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    the idiots in love tag was very much accurate