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Lottie Matthews has spent most of her life following a future someone else planned for her. Graduate from Columbia. Join the family company. Become exactly who everyone expects her to be. Then her father gives her one fully funded year before any of it has to begin, and Lottie decides she would rather spend it driving across the United States and Canada in a renovated shuttle bus, stopping at every national park she can find.
There is only one problem: she has no intention of going without Natalie.
Natalie knows how to take apart an engine and turn Lottie’s meticulously organized plans into something they might actually survive. What she does not know is how to accept a year with no job waiting, no permanent address, and no guarantee about what comes afterward. Still, Lottie drew her guitar into the plans before she ever asked. So they buy an ugly old bus, build themselves a home inside it, and leave New York with a map full of green circles, far too much camping equipment, and no idea who they will be by the time they come back.
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Lottie and Natalie spend a year getting lost in the wilderness, living in eighty square feet, and discovering that home has never had much to do with where they park.
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18 Jul 2026
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"I think we should be each other's firsts."
Like Shauna's first time belongs to her, and no one else. Because that's how it was always going to work, wasn't it? Shauna would belong to Jackie, but Jackie would never belong to Shauna.
Jackie took her first kiss. It was no surprise she wanted to take this, too.
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06 Jul 2026
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I’m Learning To Lose, That’s A Thing They Don’t Teach You by Yeiding for bigirlsjustcry, weatherboard_nine
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
27 Feb 2026
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“Tomorrow is 1000 days," Shauna whispered.
1000 days. 1000 days since what?
"Hmm?" Jackie didn't trust herself to use words.
Shauna's hands had come to rest on her hips, just barely. Still high enough to be played off, if it came to it.
"Since the divorce."
Jackie hadn't known what to expect, but it wasn't that. Not remotely.
"You've counted?"
"You've not?" Shauna's voice had a teasing lilt that reminded Jackie of past seductions.
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Jackie and Shauna are divorced, co-parenting, and about to fuck again.
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05 Jul 2026
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Natalie goes on a blind date. What are the chances of finding out her ex-teammate from the highschool soccer team is going on a blind date too?
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23 Jun 2026
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'cause the more that you resist (then the more i miss you) by callslips
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
09 Jun 2026
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It's not a stretch to say everyone - yes, everyone, likes Alpha Kappa Psi President Lottie Matthews. Then she meets Natalie Scatorccio at a rager, and finds her world flipped on its axis.
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the fic where lottie is practically campus royalty, and nat doesn't give a shit. featuring jackievan antics, seven-eleven hot dogs, and poorly timed sadecki-walsh rap battles.
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15 Jun 2026