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- Stray Kids (Band) (36)
- Day6 (Band) (32)
- Heated Rivalry (TV) (2)
- NCT (Band) (1)
- The Pitt (TV) (1)
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I let the alcohol in my veins convince myself that I had you, if I wanted to, but back then, between you and the rest of the world, fear was the largest, most inconsolable thing to exist.
(Not anymore, because now, I have you.)
Or: pages from Shane’s birthday card to Ilya.
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ottawaboy24 appeared on-screen the same as he did in all his other videos: faceless and in a slightly oversized t-shirt, the camera angled to show him sat on his bed, from his thighs up to his mouth. He was wearing too-short shorts, showing off the muscle of his thighs that bulged through the fabric. Ilya swallowed, only then realising how dry his throat was.
He wondered, briefly, if ottawaboy24 played any sports.
Or the one where Ilya tunes into his favourite camboy's livestream.
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“MY FRIEND IS IN HORRIBLE, HORRIBLE PAIN, AND HE’S GOING TO DIE, CAN WE GET A MEDIC HERE? IT’S AN EMERGENCY!”
“–Trinity Santos, I love you, but please stop that right now–”
“–Did you have to get up on the stool for this?–”
“–What happened?”
All three of them turn to Robby, who’s now leaning over the countertop, wide-eyed. “Who’s about to die?”
Or the one where newbie barista Dennis Whittaker has a crush on the ER doctor next door.
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“You could’ve said no when I called. You could’ve turned me away. You’re always appeasing me, Seungmin-ah.”
The desperation, once abandoned in the backburner of Seungmin’s mind, comes crawling back up his throat. The longing desperation to grab Minho by the collar, to knock sense into Minho, to tell Minho everything that Seungmin has wanted to say. To take Minho’s hand and place it over his heart. To convince Minho to believe in him.
Or the one where Seungmin is on the brink of drowning in his feelings.
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“Just thought it would be cool to, like, jack each other off," Jisung murmurs.
“...While we’re watching Shrek 2?”
“What, would you rather we put Shrek porn on the TV?”
“What the hell, man.”
Or the classic friends-with-benefits schtick—until it becomes too much for Changbin to handle.
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is it a bird? is it a plane? no — it’s jae.
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a series of little moments intertwined, strewn together as two young, naïve boys navigate their way through their relationship intricately.
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a day6 college!au with a lovestruck sungjin, an oblivious wonpil, a confused jae, a flirty brian and a sneaky gossip blog editor dowoon. (alternatively: so much chaos.)
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so twisted fate by slowmoon
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025), Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
06 Jun 2026
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There are no windows in the Skydome’s cramped detention room so nobody gets the moment that Jay’s nose starts bleeding, dripping heavily into his lap. His hands are still cuffed behind his back. He tries to wipe the blood off on his shoulder and succeeds in smearing it across his lips, over his left cheek. It keeps dripping like a leaky faucet.
Bookmarked by eggdropsoup (softtofustew)
30 Jun 2026
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ERASING SONGS SO I CAN HAVE SEX WITH YOU by youngfreshfellowstape (PSIHawaii)
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
06 Jun 2026
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via NTBTS kinkmeme: "It's 17 years after the split of the band and either have spoken or seen each other in person. Matt and Jay meet up anonymously in a hookup app without either of them knowing who the other is. Maybe they exchange headless nudes and Jay can't quite put a finger on what's so familiar about the person he is talking (and jerking off) to."
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Bookmarked by eggdropsoup (softtofustew)
07 Jun 2026
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The Slip by LiquidDeathCan
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025), Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
17 May 2026
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The RV takes them out of cartoon world
Bookmarked by eggdropsoup (softtofustew)
01 Jun 2026
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to be safe up here with you by Anonymous
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025), Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
30 Apr 2026
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Like an archivist, Jay continues dutifully onward. He noses along the curve of Matt's neck, smelling the sweat there, going dizzy with desire, before moving his lips to the corner of Matt's mouth. And then his cheek. Jawline. Up around the temples and back down around the ear, neck, throat, collar bones, shoulders. Jay moves with a ruthlessness dedicated to worshiping every inch of Matt until he's squirming.
"Jesus, Bird," Matt pants, "is this what you're like with women? Coming on kind of strong, eh?"
Jay doesn't look up from where he's sucking at a mole on Matt's stomach. "You like it."
Matt's leg hooks itself over Jay's back.
"Yeah. I do."
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Bookmarked by eggdropsoup (softtofustew)
30 Apr 2026
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you already know me, use me backwards to try it out by cortamambo
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
30 Mar 2026
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The burning in Jay’s face is enough to make him itchy. He can’t identify the emotion behind it. It’s indignation and it’s mortification and it’s a new word ending in -ation no one has ever felt in history before called ‘Matt is talking about having a shitty girlfriend and that’s me’. He keeps his tight fists at his sides and his jaw clenched and Matt holds his gaze but he breathes like Jay just sent him for a race. And maybe Jay wants a race now.
It's 2008. Matt's a little bit drunk. Jay's a little bit high.
Bookmarked by eggdropsoup (softtofustew)
07 Apr 2026